Shielding Lily(25)

“I don’t want to hurt you.” His voice is a mixture of pleasure and worry. I look up at him and see him fighting his desire. He’s giving me a chance to change my mind. Putting me before himself like he always does. I don’t want him to fight it. I want him to take me. To fully make me his.

“You’d never hurt me, Ren.” I run my fingers through his short hair. Everything Ren does is done with the intention to protect me. “I need you inside me.” I wiggle against him, making him moan my name.

“I don’t know if I’ll last long, but I’ll try,” he groans, sliding his hands between us. He’s still thinking about me. Always about me. Putting me first.

“It doesn’t matter. It’s already perfect. All of it,” I tell him. I feel the broad head of his cock find my entrance as he slowly starts to push inside me. The tight fit makes me gasp. Ren freezes as I dig my fingers into his shoulders, and his eyes widen. Then he closes them as if he’s in pain.

“Keep going,” I whisper. His eyes slowly open. “I want all of you.”

He leans down, taking my lips in a soft kiss, his tongue slipping in before he moves his hand to my clit and starts to rub me. My legs fall open a little more as he gently moves his hips back and forth, only the head of his cock moving in and out of me. He’s bringing me closer to another orgasm.

I try to move with him, my body begging for him to go deeper. Each time he thrusts, my pussy tries to lock around him and bring him deeper inside.

“Ren, please, I need…” I pant, yearning for more.

“I know, babe. Cum for me. If you cum it will let me in nice and easy,” he whispers in my ear, then takes my lobe into his mouth, sucking. I cry out as another orgasm takes me. Ren pushes fully inside me, the pleasure and pain all mixing together. His body stills while he rains kisses all over my face and neck, kissing me everywhere he can.

The pain finally fades, and when one of his kisses lands next to my mouth, I turn my head and take his lips. It’s deep and hungry and I try to move against him, rocking my hips. The movement causes him to groan into my mouth.

“Lily.” My name comes out in a pained voice. “Tell me you’re okay.”

“Make love to me, Ren.” His forehead drops to mine as he slides out of me, then slips back inside. I gasp at the sensation, and he freezes yet again.

“No, it’s good, Ren. It’s so damn good.” I watch relief pass over his face.

“God, I love you,” he growls as he starts to move. His hips drive back and forth. I try to move with him, but his big body bears down on me in the most deliciously possessive way. “Be still, Lily. Let me make love to you. You just enjoy every second of it.”

I slide my hands up his shoulders and entwine them around his neck, watching as he moves over me. His body takes control of mine as the pleasure starts to grow once again.

“I love you too, Ren. More than anything in the whole world,” I admit. He fills every part of me, Parts I didn’t even know were empty. He makes me feel whole. The broken pieces of me come together, and I never want to leave this place. I wish he and I could stay here forever like this. Only the two of us.

“You are my world,” he says, and my body locks around him. My feet dig into the bed as my body tries to arch up. I’m stopped by his hard chest as I scream out my pleasure.

His words set off my orgasm, and then I feel his warmth fill me as he says my name over and over. It’s intense and beautiful and so hot I almost melt.

When I finally float back to my body, Ren has turned us so I’m on his chest, sprawled out on top of him. His cock is still deep inside of me as he keeps us connected. His big hands roam my back, and the soft rubs entice my heavy eyelids to fall shut.

“I don’t want to go to sleep,” I mumble against his chest. “I don’t want this night to be over.” To wake up and have to go home. To face the world outside these walls. To face the times when I can’t always be with Ren. To leaving the little protective bubble he’s made for me. I never want to it to end.

I already know what I’ll face when we walk out of here. I didn’t go home tonight, and I know there will be hell to pay, but I know it was worth it. I will treasure this night for the rest of my life.

“I promise, Lily. We’ll have many more nights like this. I’m never letting you go,” he vows as I drift off to sleep.





21





Ren





“I don’t want to let go,” I say, gripping her hand tighter. We’re in my Jeep and we just pulled up to her house, but neither of us is ready to say goodbye.