Shelter Me(52)

“God, baby. You are so damn tight.”

I take in a deep breath as his fingers start to move faster inside of me.

“Luke,” I whisper. “I need to tell you. I have never been with anyone but you.”

He stops moving his fingers and gazes into my eyes.

“What did you say?” Not wanting to repeat myself, I lift my head and try to let my eyes do the speaking as I stare into his.

“Good God, Shayne. I don’t even know what to say to that. I don’t know how I could ever want you more than I already do, but I love knowing that this,” he says as he moves his fingers in and out of me while crooking his finger and hitting that spot that has me arching my back as he burrows his face into my neck. “Is all mine.”

He continues his slowly agonizing torture of my aching pussy. The sensations become more and more intense and I scream his name as I spasm on his fingers. He lifts his face to mine, his eyes dark with passion. He reaches around me to the nightstand and pulls out a condom. As he starts to rip it open, I reach for his hand.

“No,” I say. “I don’t want anything between us, not this time. I’m on the pill. I trust you.”

“God, baby. Are you sure?”

“Yes,” I sigh. “Nothing between us. I want to feel all of you.”

Luke lowers his left hand to rest at the side of my head while looking into my eyes. He takes his right hand and centering the tip of his cock at my opening, he rubs it back and forth against my clit. I feel the wetness flowing between my legs as he slowly slides himself into me.

I gasp as I feel him stretching me so completely. Never taking our eyes off of each other, we start to move together in a perfect rhythm. My mind and body is so consumed with this man. I bring my legs up and wrap them around his waist, pulling him as deep into me as I can. I let a moan of absolute pleasure as he starts to thrust into me faster and faster. I can feel my release quickly building and I tip my head back and close my eyes.

“Look at me, Shayne. I need to watch you come all around me. I need to see those beautiful brown eyes as I come inside of you.”

I instantly open my eyes and gaze into his as those words send me over the edge. I scream his name so loud as I shiver and shake with my intense and blissful orgasm. Luke then lowers his head so that our foreheads are touching. He begins to swell inside of me; he stills his movements as I feel him spill his seed inside of me.

Luke lowers his head into the crook of my neck and keeps himself settled in me. As our breathing comes back to normal, he lifts his head and whispers against my lips.

“What you told me right before we just made love. About me being the only man you have ever been with. I just don’t know what to say to that. After all of the heartache I have put you through? God, Shayne. Do you have any idea what this means to me?”

He braces his hands on the side of my face as we look at each other. I try and push back the tears that want to fall as I pour my heart out to Luke.

“It’s always been you. I want you to understand that. I have never wanted anyone else but you. Yes, you hurt me,” I tell him as I run my thumb across his bottom lip. “But Luke, we have to put that behind us and you need to forgive yourself or we will never be able to move forward. All I had to do was look at our beautiful daughter and know that you giving her to me was enough.”

He tilts his head down and places a very soft, light kiss on my lips.

“You are the most amazing, sexy and understanding person I have ever met, my love. I love you, Shayne Andrews. I am going to take care of you and Lucy for the rest of my life and prove just how deep my love is for you.”

I tear up at his words.

“I love you, too.”

He slowly pulls out and rolls off of me. Without taking his eyes off of mine, he lifts me up and carries me into the bathroom. He places me on my feet, going over to the shower and adjusting the water temperature before pulling me in with him. Starting at my toes, he works his way up as he washes me.

For the first time in years, I feel my heart starting to heal.



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After taking our shower, we make a quick lunch and take it out onto the patio where we eat in silence. Finally Luke breaks it, asking when I think it is a good time to bring Lucy around to meet his family. Although I have not talked to his parents since we went over there to tell them about Lucy, I have been meaning to talk to him about the way his father reacted to finding out about her. I figure now that he has brought them up, I might as well ask him.

“Speaking of your parents, didn’t you find it quite odd how your father reacted when we told him about her?” I ask cautiously. “I mean, he got quiet and hardly spoke a word after that. I just found that reaction a bit strange coming from him.”