I pull her back up, turning her to face me. Her eyes are dilated, her body on the brink of climax. I’ve never seen a woman more primed. Pride burns through me. Like a fucking king.
“I’ll take care of you, sweet Bree. Daddy will always take care of you,” I promise with a growl, letting my hand dip between her legs so my fingers can push through her cream. She’s so wet, the inside of her thighs are painted with it. The minute she feels my fingers there, that greedy pussy tries to latch onto them. Her muscles clamp down on them, and I can feel how they immediately begin to spasm. One movement from me, one well-placed pinch on that swollen clit, that is practically vibrating and she’d go off like fireworks. I’m right there with her and as tempting as it is to let her come and get this part over quick before I claim her virginity, I can’t.
I back up against the bed, changing positions and slowly lower to it, bringing her with me. She feels amazing stretched out on top of me. Her body heated and soft; better than any fantasy I’ve ever had. I shift us so that we’re sitting up, looking at each other. I don’t know if I’m doing this right. I’ve never been a woman’s first lover before. I never wanted that. Until Bree. Now, it’s all I want. I comb her hair gently, and then her shoulders. I let my fingers drift over her face, a face that haunts me…that owns me.
“I don’t know any way for this not to hurt, Bree. But, I promise you, if you just hold onto me. It will get better,” I try to assure her, hoping like hell that I’m telling her the truth.
“I know, Jax. I’m ready. I want to belong to you,” she tells me, almost shyly. Her hands move over my shoulders and face, much like mine did on her moments before and nothing has ever felt so sweet. I lay back against the pillow, moving her so that she’s sitting astride me. Her pussy almost scalds my dick with its wet heat. She looks around, confused, not expecting this position and reacting unsure.
“Shh…” I tell her trying to quieten her fears. “We’re going to do this slow, and you’re in control.”
“I’m in control?” Her face is a mirror of shock and elation.
“Exactly that. Now rise up on your knees,” I instruct and she does as I ask. “Wrap your hand around my cock, Bree,” I tell her, and Christ, the minute she does, I want to come. It takes more control than I ever knew I had not to, especially when she shyly strokes me. “None of that, baby. I’m close to the edge, and when I come it’s going to be in that sweet pussy of yours.”
“Jax… I’m not…I mean…I’m not on birth control,” she whispers. “We need to wear…you need protection,” she whispers and she’s absolutely right. I do. I’ve never gone without a glove before. I wrap my dick up tight every damn time. Yet, for the first time in my life, I don’t want to. I want Bree with nothing between us. When I take her for the first time I want skin against skin. I don’t want a damn thing between us.
“I’m clean, Bree. I’ve never fucked a woman without a condom ever.”
“But…a baby…”
“I don’t want nothing between us Bree. I need it to be my dick you feel for the first time, not some fucking latex.”
“I want that too,” she admits.
“Whatever the consequences, we’ll face them together okay? I’ll take you to the clinic, and we’ll get you on birth control if you want. Whatever you want, but I need this from you now,” I tell her like an asshole. I have no intention of letting her go on birth control. I want her pregnant with my child. I want her stomach stretched with my baby. The thought alone makes my dick jerk in her soft hold.
“Okay,” she whispers, and though I can still hear how unsure she is, I want to scream in victory.
“Now, lower down on my cock baby. Take me inside of you.”
She does and the minute the head of my dick slides into her, I know I’m not prepared. She’s unlike anything or anyone. Fuck, it almost feels like my first time. She’s so damned tight and her muscles are already milking me. Bree takes me in a little further. I watch her face. She’s so ready that I’m sliding in easy, but I know I’m stretching her tight little passage.
“Jax…am I doing it right?”
“You’re doing amazing, baby. Tell me how you feel?”
“I’m so…full.”
“I know sweetheart, but does it feel good?”
“Yes…you’re…you’re inside of me Jax,” she says, almost reverently. Her innocence makes me smile. I’m barely inside of her, but I know if I don’t take over this will end way too soon. I hold my hands on her hips and pull her down slowly. I don’t stop until the head of my cock is pushing against the proof of her innocence. I feel it, keeping what I want most in this world away from me. I stop and close my eyes trying to gain my sanity here.