Shadowing Me(43)

“So dry off that beautiful fucking face that I fell madly in love with when we were kids, finger brush that hair like you girls do, and get out there and show him what he’s missing.” He laughs before ruffling my hair. “Hell, on second thought, clean up your face. Let him think that I fucked you in this bathroom. It might stir up some good for your situation.”

As I back up, I look at his shirt and see snot all over it. How embarrassing. “I’m so sorry about that.” I point as I wipe my nose with the back of my hand. This is gross. Last year, I would have cried myself to sleep if Haden saw me like this. How the tables have turned.

“I have another one underneath it. You should know this.” He smirks as he lifts his tee to reveal a plain white one.

“You Hanes lover.” I laugh as I back out of the stall, walk to the sink, and turn it on to let the water heat so that I can wash my face. Warm water always feels good on my swollen eyes when I cry. “I swear, you better stay in contact when you go back to school.” I say as I wet a paper towel to clean my face, and he tucks his other shirt in his back pocket.

“You wanna fuck with him some more?”

Of course I do. He eyed Sabine like he wanted to do with her what he did with me, and that breaks my damn heart.

“Yep.”

“Good, I’ll rumple this tee up as you wash your face.”

I smile in the mirror as I wipe my ruined mascara away. “I love you, Haden. I do.”

Haden stops pulling his tee in all directions, “I love you, too, babe. Always will.”

When I’m satisfied with my appearance, he decides the appropriate amount of time has passed. We walk towards the door, but before I move the trashcan, I freak out.

“Fuck, this is gonna sound crazy, but you need to bite me hard on the neck, if this is going to work!”

Haden makes a what the fuck face and mouths the words at the same time.

“Fuck, I’ve been introducing myself to the world of masochism, and he knows this. I like pain, no, I love pain, when I’m being fucked. You need to bite me!”

Haden grabs my cheeks hard. “Are you telling me you’ve turned into a kinky little witch, and I passed on that shit,” he says with a serious face. I almost feel bad for the guy. “Motherfucking hell, I have a feeling that I’ll regret telling you no later on in my life. In fact, my cock is already starting to scream at me. How do I know if I bite too hard or not hard enough?”

Hmm… he took that news easily. “Until I say so. Bite so that you leave a lasting mark and almost draw blood. You can draw blood if you want, but we’re in a hurry here.”

He shakes his head like he can’t believe he is about to do this, tilts my head to the side like a vampire readying his victim, and sinks his teeth into my neck. I let out a loud moan, and he groans, pushing me against the trashcan, and we almost tumble to the floor. His mouth never leaves my neck, and he bites me so hard, my pussy clenches. This moment lets me know I will always like pain. When my ex bites me on the neck and makes my legs tremble and moans escape me, I need no further proof. Shadow isn’t the cause of these new feelings that have come over me. It is the pain itself.

Minutes go by before I push him away, panting from him getting me so worked up.

“That was so fucking badass!”

I smirk at him as I gain control over myself. “It’s hot, right,” I breathe as I move the trashcan out of the way. “You should experience it during sex. It is unfuckingbelievable.”

“I must say that I like this grownup you a lot more every second.”

I punch him on the arm as he opens the door for us.

“Game on,” I hiss with a smile.

Oh, what I would give to be in Shadow’s head right now.

When we get in the hall, we stop dead in our tracks at the scowling Shadow, standing there with a beet red face.

“You, get the fuck out of here before I slam your brains into that wall behind you,” he hisses to Haden.

Who the hell does he think he is?

“Look, man, no hard feelings.” Haden laughs him off. “She and I are becoming friendly again, is all.”

I inwardly snicker. Love this guy!

“Take care of that love bite, babe, and call me later since your shadow,” he air quotes, “is forcing us apart.”

I lean in and wrap my arms around his neck, whispering a thank you. “I’ll call you later. Love you.”

My first love chuckles as he walks away from me, and Shadow grabs my arm and jerks me against him.

“When I take that pussy of yours, I swear to god I’m going to make it bleed!” he growls into my ear. “You thought your ass hurt, I’ll show you hurtin’.”