Sex Says(65)
“Your kids haven’t been in diapers in years,” Lola grumbled.
Annie and I both ignored her.
“Great, I’ll ask her about a date, and Lola can let you know.”
“Yay! Oh my God, I’m so glad I met you.”
“Annie,” Lola muttered through clenched teeth.
“What? I’m pretty sure the president would send his approval. I mean, I’ll have to check with Brian to confirm…”
“Okay,” Lola snapped. “Time for you to go.”
“Bye, Annie,” I called, waving my fingers in a delicate roll as Lola shoved her out the door with a hip.
The sound of the door slamming rang out through the apartment and served as some sort of pseudofinal bell. Because that was the last time I saw Lola move, her head to the door and her hands splayed at its side.
“Lola?” I called and she groaned.
“Loooollllaaaa,” I sang, and her groan turned into a grumble.
“Come on, LoLo,” I prodded, and finally, she turned to face me, the back of her head banging against the door what sounded like painfully. I winced when she did.
“You should stop beating yourself up,” I teased.
Her eyebrows pinched together, and her foot came up to shove the rest of her off the door. “I’m beating myself so that I don’t beat you.”
“Seems counterproductive,” I mused innocently.
“What are you thinking, making a date with my sister and your sister and getting all buddy-buddy and shit?”
I shrugged and closed the distance between us, backing her all the way back into the door when she retreated. “Moving forward. Getting to know more than your bra size and your favorite cookie. Getting to know the women around you and letting you know the women around me and hoping that the two of them come together half as well as the two of us came together the other night.”
“Reed—”
“It was us, Lo,” I told her, taking advantage of the empty apartment while it lasted. This was important, and I wasn’t willing to let it get swallowed up by interruptions. “It wasn’t sexual prowess or experience that made the two of us so good together. It was us, and everything we’re turning out to be.”
She shook her head, her eyes hedging toward panic with their recognition of the subject.
“That wasn’t—”
“It was. It was everything you’re fighting so hard to say it wasn’t, and I know it because it’s always been missing for me before. You and I were different. Special. The filling for the hole I always suspected was there but never knew how to plug. And now, I’m going to have to remind you.”
Her mouth opened in rebuttal, but thanks to fast hands and an even faster advance, she never got the chance.
My lips met hers, and my hands met her hips just as they bucked off the door.
Slowly, her hands trailed down my arms until they settled on the backs of mine, and her tongue pushed my own back into my mouth.
Gentle licks and careful turns acting together, she worked to explore me in all the places I would never forget about her—the texture of her tongue, the taste of her lips, and the tender nip of her teeth.
When she sighed into my mouth and settled into my body, I breathed her in one last time and backed away.
“It’s us. Not technique. Us.”
Her face glowed, and her words were rough with desire. “You can shut up now.”
“Okay.”
She smiled, her fingers laced with mine. Her eyes were shiny with something I’d been shoving down her throat long before my tongue—perspective.
I glanced down at the watch on my wrist and startled. I wavered hugely about following through with the thing I had planned versus scrapping it and doing a little more of what Lola said she’d be up for with the language of her body. But Lola didn’t need any help lusting after me physically; she needed help understanding all of the little, stupid things that made me the way I was. Original plan it is.
“Oh shit, I almost forgot. Do you have your phone?”
“Yeah, why?” she asked, reaching into her back pocket to pull it out.
“Of course you do,” I mumbled and she scowled.
I put up both hands in a defensive gesture. “I’m just saying pretty much everyone has their phone on their person at all times. So it’s not a surprise that you do.”
“Reed!”
“Fine, fine. Can I borrow it?”
“Where is your phone?”
“Hell if I know. I only keep track of it when I might need to use it to make contact with you.” I only bought it yesterday, for the sole reason of keeping in contact with you, were the words I didn’t say.
Swayed by my strategic sweetness, she handed hers over with a pensive look.