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Secrets in the Marriage Bed(16)

By:Nalini Singh


As her back arched under the circling strokes of Caleb's hand, he began  to push into her at last. After two months of deprivation, her body was  tight, her flesh hungry. She felt every inch of him, hot, hard and  finally, hers. When he began to move, his rhythm was fast and deep,  shocking another scream out of her as she surrendered to the inescapable  glory of the heat between them.

At that moment, he kissed her. Starved, she reacted like wildfire,  giving herself up utterly to his loving. His spine went taut under her  hands, his thighs locked and even as the flames licked at her, she felt  him dive into the fire.





Vicki was smiling when she woke the next morning, her body deliciously  sore but just as deliciously content. Snuggling into Caleb's arms, she'd  started to drift back to sleep when her eyes registered the time. She  sat straight up. "Caleb! Wake up, it's nine o'clock!" He absolutely  hated being late.Caleb pulled her back down and mumbled, "It's Saturday.  Whole weekend off." She felt his body slip back into sleep.

Saturday? Yes, it was, she realized. Not that that had ever made much of  a difference. Caleb always seemed to be at the office. She tried to  think of the last time he'd taken off an entire weekend. She thought it  might have been as far back as the four days they'd spent on Great  Barrier two years ago.

A grin spread across her face. This meant Caleb was hers for two whole  days! And she was free, too. The fund-raising documents had arrived last  night and she'd read them over. Ideas were bubbling inside her but she  didn't officially start till Monday.

Unwilling to move out from under her husband's possessive embrace, she  lay there and let her brain think up all sorts of things they could do  together. The most attractive involved staying in this house, maybe even  in this bed, for the two days. She wanted to laugh at her own giddy  excitement, feeling like a child let loose in a candy store.

Having Caleb to herself for any length of time was one of her secret  dreams, something she'd never asked for because she knew how busy he  was-just because she had too much time on her hands, didn't mean she had  the right to demand he keep her entertained.

But how she'd missed him, especially on the weekends when she'd gone out  and seen couples strolling along the streets. She wondered if Caleb had  heard more than what she'd said at dinner. Maybe, just maybe, her  steamroller of a husband had heard the whispers of her heart.





Caleb roused to find Vicki's side of the bed empty. From the smell of  coffee wafting into the bedroom, he guessed where she was. Smiling, he  got out of bed feeling better than he had in years. Patience, he  decided, was definitely a virtue. Look at what he'd been rewarded with  last night.Because he knew his wife's love of keeping all the windows  open, he pulled on a pair of sweatpants before wandering out. Victoria  was putting away a dish when he entered. The second she saw him, her  eyes went huge.

"What?" He yawned, lifting his arms above his head in a lazy stretch.

Vicki stared at him, her lips parted. His sleepy brain finally figured  out the matter with her. Apparently, his wife liked the sight of him  sleep-mussed and drowsy. Maybe he should stop getting ready in the  mornings before he came out for breakfast. With that thought, he bridged  the gap between them and put his hands on her hips. "Good morning."

"It's almost noon." Her voice was breathy, her hands playing through the hair on his chest.

"Perfect time for almost-noon sex, don't you think?" After over two  months of celibacy, his body had had a taste of paradise and wanted  more. A lot more.

However, in spite of his sensual happiness, he wasn't blind to the fact  that their marriage remained on shaky ground. Vicki had been right when  she'd said they couldn't solve all their problems in bed.

What she hadn't said, what she probably couldn't see, was that if he was  bad at sharing his darkest secrets, she was even worse. Though he'd  never told her the ultimate shame of his birth, he'd tried to show her  the reality of where he came from and how it had shaped him, scarred  him.

But every time he tried to raise the same issues with her, she pretended  she didn't know what he was talking about, pretended that her parents  leaving her with Ada had had no impact. She might have confessed to him  about her fears regarding intimacy but she wasn't even willing to call  her relationship with Danica and Gregory a problem.                       
       
           



       

He didn't know how to make her see that those wounds needed to be  lanced. It hurt her so much whenever he brought up the topic that he had  no heart to force her to confront it. All he could hope for was that if  he loved her body enough, she'd slowly start to trust him with her soul  and her memories, too.

With that thought in mind, he dropped a hand down to curve over her pert  bottom, covered by the soft fabric of her knee-length sundress-with the  sun streaming brightly through the kitchen skylight, it was more than  warm enough. "We don't want to lose our momentum."

She swallowed and he realized that he hadn't made love to her in the  middle of the day for years. That was about to change. His erection was  fierce and demanding. He wanted to be inside her, feeling her squeeze  him as he moved slow and deep. Maybe he could get her to speak to him as  she had last night-with her hands and the sensually explicit movements  of her body. Or maybe she'd finally trust him enough to talk about far  darker things.

As if she could read the images in his mind, those eyes got even bigger. "You look like you want to devour me."

"I do." He glanced past her shoulder to the window above the sink, which  looked out over their small side yard and into their neighbor's  property, a scandalous idea coming to him. It would shock Vicki's socks  off but he was starting to understand that she'd always been far more  gutsy than he'd given her credit for.

It was time to stop backing off and start showing her who he really was,  start demanding things from her that he needed, sexually and  emotionally. Before she could begin to suspect anything, he misdirected  her attention by the simple expedient of kissing her.

"Mmm." She purred into his mouth, giving her all to the kiss as she always did.

Squeezing her bottom, he let her play with him, let her kiss him the way  she wanted. He loved Vicki's kisses, especially the way she put her  soul into every brush of lips and tongue. When she broke the kiss to  caress his jaw with her lips, he made his move.

Kissing her neck, he turned her until she faced the window. Then he  pushed her just a little. She instinctively braced herself against the  edge of the counter, her gaze looking through the window above the sink  and into the yard. He stroked her bottom, kissed her nape and grinned.

"Caleb," she whispered. "I need you." It was her way of telling him to  get them out of the kitchen and into the privacy of their bedroom. But  Caleb wanted to play.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw their neighbor's back door open and  someone step onto the patio. Before he could be spotted, he knelt down  behind Vicki and slipped his hands under her dress to pull down her  panties. Startled, she almost turned but her attention was caught by  Bill, their middle-aged neighbor.

She waved in greeting before hissing, "What are you doing? Bill-"

"Can't see me," he completed. "Pretend you're doing the dishes."

"While you do what?" She stepped out of her lace panties even while she protested.

Breathing in the scent of her, Caleb pushed up her dress, flattened one  hand on her belly and tasted her like he'd been wanting to do since  forever. From the first stroke, he knew he was a goner. She gave a soft  shout and her whole body shuddered. "Caleb, I can't-"

"Sh." He blew a breath against her sensitive flesh. "Don't give away the  game." Knowing he was being a merciless tease, he flicked his tongue  along her exposed flesh, then nipped gently with his teeth. Her thighs  trembled as the addictive flavor of her settled on his tongue and in his  mind. This wasn't something he was going to get enough of, ever.  Certainly it wasn't something he wanted to rush. The delight of her had  to be savored.

Her breathing was jerky and he knew she was having trouble maintaining  control. "Caleb-" Her sentence ended in an abrupt sob as he slid his  tongue inside her. Her whole body started to shake.

Giving her a moment's relief, he pulled out and nipped at her bottom. "Is he looking your way?"

"No." She crumpled into his arms. "I'm going to kill you."

"First let me finish what I started." His fingers slid into her sweet flesh, stroking. "I want to taste you some more."

All her breath left her. She arched up and made no protest when he laid  her out on the white tile of the kitchen floor, protecting her bare  bottom by cupping it in his hands as he raised her to his lips. "Mercy,"  he said, as her scent ensnared him once more. But mercy was the last  thing he wanted.