If he had any chance of making her happy, it was only because they’d been forced to wait. In that respect, perhaps he should be grateful to his father, and to Piers.
The time was only wasted if he didn’t learn from it.
“I didn’t mean what I said just now.” Rafe faced his brother. “I’m sorry. We should try.”
“To be friends? I don’t see how—”
“Just hear me out. I’m no great speechmaker, but I do have things to say every once in a while. If my fighting career has taught me anything, it’s that friends are easy to come by. True opponents—the rivals who force you to work harder, think faster, be better than you knew you could be—those are rare. If that’s what we are to each other, why change it?”
His brother looked out over the fields. “Perhaps you’re right. So we won’t be friends. We’ll leave it at ‘resentfully affectionate lifelong adversaries.’ ”
Rafe shook his head. Whatever mysterious special duties his brother had been given, Piers was a diplomat at heart. No one else would reach for four lofty words where a simple, single one would do.
“We could call it that,” Rafe said, mounting his horse. “Or we could just say ‘brothers’ to save time.”
“Very well. Brothers it is.”
Chapter Twenty-seven
Eight years, four months, and sixteen days after first accepting Lord Piers Brandon’s proposal of marriage, Clio paid the man a visit at his new offices in the House of Lords.
“Why, Ellingworth.” Upon entering, she greeted the ancient bulldog with a pat. “You’re looking fit as a pup.”
“Come in,” Piers said. “Do have a seat.”
Clio settled herself in an armchair and pulled a velvet pouch from her pocket. “This first. I don’t want to risk forgetting it.” She shook its glittering contents onto his desk blotter.
“I don’t need the ring back,” Piers said. “You should keep it.”
“Keep it?”
Clio glanced at the gold-and-ruby band. And then she glanced at the dog.
“A magnanimous gesture, my lord. But one I couldn’t accept.”
He began to object.
“I insist.” She warded him off with an open hand. “I really . . . truly . . . sincerely . . . could not possibly accept.”
“Very well, then.” With a shrug, he placed the ring in a locked drawer of his desk and withdrew a sheaf of papers. “I’m sorry I had to ask you to come all the way into London for this.”
“It’s no trouble. I know you’re busy, and I had business in London anyway.”
Clio had a look at his office. Papers piled high, volumes of law and parliamentary records stacked neatly for his review. He was throwing himself into his new role with typical Granville dedication and attention to detail. And the mantle of authority became him, she had to admit. Even with the stray thread of silver in his hair, he was more handsome than he’d ever been.
She wondered what sort of woman could possibly challenge his devotion to duty. She wondered what secrets he might tell that woman in the darkest hour of night. But those things weren’t Clio’s to find out. Not anymore.
They never truly had been.
“I’m not attempting to change your mind. But out of curiosity,” he said, “was there something I might have done differently?”
She smiled. “Other than not leaving the country for eight years and never being honest about your purposes?”
“Right. Other than that.”
Clio shook her head. “You could only be yourself. And I needed to grow into me. It’s all for the best.”
The actual signing of the papers was all very amicable.
When it was done, Piers sat back in his chair and regarded her. “So you had business in Town. Is it the brewery?”
She nodded. “We’re on our way. The hopfields will go in next spring. Construction on the new oasts is beginning next month. I’ve just seen the plans from the architect.”
She’d decided not to convert the old castle tower after all. The architect had declared the structure sound enough, but Clio just couldn’t bring herself to destroy the neighborhood’s favored trysting place. Not after she’d made a surveying trip there with the land agent and spied a remarkably fresh addition to the collection of lovers’ graffiti.
RB+CW
Right on the wall. Carved in stone.
He must have known she’d see it. She wondered when he’d etched it there. It must have been sometime after Piers’s return. It couldn’t have been as soon as after their first kiss.
Or could it?
Waiting on Rafe was more difficult than waiting for Piers had ever been. She missed everything about him—his impatience, his gentleness, his strength, his touch, his scent. But these months had not been wasted time. To distract herself, she’d thrown herself into the work, accomplishing more in less time than anyone—including Clio—would have suspected. She hoped Rafe had done the same.