Billionaire Bachelors Club 3 : Savor(32)

"It's okay," I say softly, my heart still panging from Vinnie DeLuca's earlier words. They'd cut way too close to the truth, reminding me of my old boss.

And of how I haven't changed a bit, even though I think I have. I fall into the same habits time and again, self-destructive to the point that I'm wondering if I seek this sort of attention out.

Was I so neglected as a child that I prefer any attention, good or bad?

"No, it's not okay. You came sweeping in, handling everything perfectly and he still treats you like that. He's awful." Matt blows out a frustrated breath and rests his hands on his hips, staring out at the courtyard. The music has picked up the pace, and people are actually dancing. The wine is flowing and being praised; the grounds are still packed with people. The party is a huge success.

And here Matt stands, looking so desolate and sad all I can think about is how much I want to comfort him.

Don't do it, Bryn. Not in public. He'll probably freak.

Ignoring my inner voice's protestations, I step closer to him and rest my hand on his chest. I can feel his heart pumping wildly beneath my palm, and I smile up at him, trying to offer reassurance. "He's an old man stuck in his ways. Do you know how many of those types live in Cactus?"

He smiles. "I did notice you slipped into your Texan accent when you spoke to him."

"I did? I didn't even notice." I smooth my fingers down the length of Matt's tie, loving how firm and solid he feels beneath my touch. I wish I could see him naked. I know he has a body to die for. I've seen him bare-chested and sexy as hell online, but I'd prefer to see the real thing. So I can get my hands all over his hot, hard flesh.

"I appreciate you trying to help me," he says, his voice low and sexy, igniting that flicker of desire that always seems to burn within me when he's near into a full-on flame. "You were great with him. Even when he started insulting you."

A soft huff of laughter escapes me. "I know how to handle guys like your father. I've dealt with them a lot." Too much. It's like I can't ever escape them.

He steps away from me, and I drop my hand, pushing aside the sadness that nips at me. I'm acting like a girlfriend when I need to remember my place. I work for him. I'm his assistant.

That's it.

"I'll ask Archer or Gage to spend time with him for a while and keep him entertained," Matt says, his mouth grim. "They know how to handle him. They have before." 

"I can do it," I say, wincing the moment the words leave me. Why did I volunteer myself to sit with Vinnie DeLuca? Am I crazy?

Yes, crazy for your boss and looking for any way to please him.

"No way." He shakes his head, but I can see it in his eyes. He's desperate. And I if I can ease his stress by babysitting his dad, then so be it.

Even though I'm totally taking a chance here. From what I can see in just the few minutes I've spent in Vinnie's company, he's beyond obnoxious.

"I can handle your father. I'm a lot tougher than I look," I say, wanting him to agree so I can prove I can handle anything he throws my way.

"I don't know . . ." He rubs his chin, his gaze full of doubt.

"Let me do this for you," I whisper, swallowing hard the moment the words leave me. Why do I want to please him so bad?

Because you like him, silly.

A sigh escapes him and he shakes his head. "Listen, if he's rude to you or gets out of control, find me, and I'll take care of him. I'll keep my eyes on you too and make sure he doesn't try anything crazy." He studies me, just waiting for me to bail on him I'm sure.

But I won't. I'm doing this-for him.

"He'll be fine. And I don't mind. Really." Well, I sort of do, but I'll do anything to ease Matt's burden, especially tonight. "I can sit with him, hopefully sober him up and maybe convince him to leave? Is that what you'd prefer?"

I see the guilt and the worry swirling in the brown depths of his gaze. I get it. My grandma is crazy. I adore her, but I wouldn't want her out in public with me, especially on a night as big as this. She'd embarrass the hell out of me.

"Yeah. Actually, I would. I sound like an ass, wanting to get rid of my dad, but if you can subdue him and somehow convince him he needs to go, that would be perfect," he finally says.

"I'll do what I can." I turn and start to head back to the table where Vinnie is sitting when Matt grabs my hand and tugs me back toward him.

"Thank you." He lifts my hand and presses a soft, damp kiss to the back of it. My knees wobble when I see the glow in Matt's gaze as he studies me. "For everything."

"Y-you're w-welcome," I stutter. I can hardly think when he's touching me, looking like he wants to devour me, let alone talking to me. No man has ever made me feel quite like this before.