Billionaire Bachelors Club 3 : Savor(24)

That's why I had to push Bryn away last night. I couldn't take that amazing kiss we shared any further no matter how badly I wanted to. And damn, I really wanted to.

Listening to Bryn say she felt like a jerk over what happened last night made me realize that she wanted it as bad as I did. I'd firmly believed I'd pushed myself on her. After she left without saying a word, my concentration had been shot, and I'd closed up shop. Drove home frustrated and horny, going over what happened between Bryn and me over and over again, trying to figure out how exactly how I let it happen. That kiss. Pulling Bryn into my arms. Touching her.

Yeah. A huge mistake, not one I can forget easily either.




 

 

It had been tremendously hard having to face her this morning, though somehow she made it easier on me by appearing in a beige outfit again, hardly looking at me, like I scared her. This Bryn I knew and understood, or so I thought. I'd been dealing with wallpaper Bryn for months and I was used to her like this.

It's gorgeous, elegant, sexy-as-fuck Bryn that does me in and makes my head spin. Not only does she look amazing, but she becomes bolder with the stylish clothes and the beautiful hair. She moves with confidence, looks me in the eye, talks to me.

Seeing her this morning in her usual beige getup tripped me up but only momentarily. Hearing her voice, watching her, and all I saw was the real woman behind the facade. She can hide all she wants in drab colors and severe hairstyles; I know who she is beneath the surface.

And I want more despite wanting to do the right thing.

She confuses me. I thought by pushing her away, it would solve all my problems. Instead, I feel like I have a whole bunch more.

Moving away from where Ivy and Bryn are still talking, I head toward my car and take off, going to my last quick appointment for the day, a meeting at my local bank with a possible investor.

My cell rings not two minutes after I pull out of the winery's parking lot and I check the screen to see it's my father. Speak of the devil. It's like the old man could sense someone was talking about him, thinking about him. Against my better judgment, I answer it-best to face him now than prolong it and have him harassing me tomorrow.

"Son." Vinnie's voice booms through the speakers of my car since I have my phone on Bluetooth. "It's been a long time."

He always acts like there's no reason we haven't spoken for months. "What's going on?" I ask, cutting right to the point.

"Ah, you're always full of the kindness for your old man, aren't you?" Vinnie chuckles, and I grit my teeth, wanting to hang up on him so bad it's killing me. "So I hear your fancy winery is having its reopening tomorrow."

"It sure is." He's never shown one iota of interest in the winery other than when I told him I bought it, and he said "that's nice" in his usual distracted, completely self-absorbed voice.

We never discussed it again.

"I was hoping I could get an invite."

Unease slips down my spine, and I clear my throat. "I thought you were more of a hard liquor fan," I say, trying to sound like I'm joking.

"Well, I'm not a big drinker of wine, I agree, but I want to be there when my only son shows off his new winery. It's going to be a proud moment, I'm sure."

A proud moment I absolutely one hundred percent don't want him to be a part of. "Are you sure you want to come? It'll be boring. Hardly anyone there that you know besides my friends." 

"Anyone from baseball?" he asks.

Yeah. A few people, and I definitely don't want him around them. He tends to get in heated arguments whenever they discuss baseball and specifically his past in both the game and the league.

But shit, how can I refuse him? He's my father.

"A small handful but not a lot," I tell him, keeping my gaze focused on the road ahead of me. I hadn't even bothered sending him an invitation for tomorrow. I wonder if he's pissed. I wonder if this is some strange way for him to get revenge on me for ignoring him.

I wouldn't put it past my father. He's just that type of guy.

"I saw a write up in the paper," he explains. He still lives in the Bay Area, having been born and raised there. We were both lucky to be included in professional teams close to where we grew up. My dad always attributed it to the DeLuca curse-an apt word considering how crappy both of our pro careers became. "And realized this was going down tomorrow. I won't be able to attend the day events-I saw you're doing a tour and a wine tasting and all that good stuff-but I'd love to show up at the party tomorrow night if you'll have me."

"That can be arranged," I say, regret filling me in an instant. I hope this isn't a mistake.

"Great, good! I can't wait to see you. It's been far too long, son. I miss you."