Saving the CEO (49th Floor #1)(37)

"Ah," said Tania. "My dear, you've been abandoned!"

Cassie felt her brow furrow as she tried to make sense of the  disjuncture between what this woman was saying and the cheery tone she  was using to say it.

Tania must have seen her confusion, because she laughed and handed  Cassie a piece of paper. "Jack left a note. He had to leave in the  middle of the night-some kind of emergency."

Cassie scanned the familiar angular handwriting. Had to go. Didn't want  to wake them up. Could someone take Cassie to Gravenhurst where there  would be a car and driver waiting for her at noon? Terribly sorry.  Emergency. Happy holidays.

She knew then. Even though her mind could have kicked into gear,  spitting out entirely reasonable explanations-even though part of her  wanted it to-she knew. He'd gotten what he wanted, and now he was gone.

It wasn't like he hadn't warned her.

Stupid.

And heartbreaking.





Chapter Eighteen

"God damn it!" Jack pounded his fist on his desk as he rifled through  his mail. There was a familiar envelope, marked "no longer at this  address." Cassie's check, which he'd tried to mail to Edward's when his  initial attempt to mail it to her home address was refused delivery. It  turned out this mumbo-jumbo psychobabble thing called "closure" was  real, and it was impossible to achieve when the girl who had played him  so expertly refused to accept his motherfucking check. It was the last  bit of housekeeping related to Cassie James, and he wanted it off his  mental list. She'd rendered exactly the service he'd hired her  for-Wexler was going to sell-and he'd be damned if he wasn't going to  pay her the agreed-upon sum.

"Everything okay in here?" Carl popped his head into Jack's office.  Since the offices were closed for the holiday break, they were the only  two working. Well, "working" might be a stretch. Jack was obsessing over  his bank balance, which was too high by fifty grand, and Carl was  packing up his office.

"Fine," said Jack tersely.

"Hey, at least you're not headed to three months of rehab."

"It's not rehab."

Carl shrugged. "Gambling addiction residential treatment program. A rose by any other name … "

Jack sighed. When he'd returned to the office after the Muskoka trip,  this year had already earned the distinction of being the worst of his  life, despite the Wexler deal. At least it was almost over. Just a week  and a bit till January 1. But when a weird email from an anonymous Gmail  account saying only, "Ask Carl about college tuition," arrived a couple  days later, it got a little bit worse. After he confronted Carl with  the cryptic message and endured the abject and tearful confession that  followed, he punched a hole in the drywall next to his desk.

And then he fired Carl.

He wasn't without sympathy. His old friend was clearly desperate, and  within the confines of his addiction-and Jack thought it was exactly  that-what he had done made a warped sort of sense. And of course Jack  had a huge soft spot for Britney. He'd pay for her college himself, but  no need to tell Carl that. Better to let the guy's rock bottom really  feel like rock bottom. Jack told Carl that if he sought professional  help, he wouldn't press charges.

And so here they were. A brokenhearted idiot who got burned breaking the  rules and couldn't seem to stop punching inanimate objects, and a  pathetic white collar criminal off to spend Christmas in rehab.

"Did you tell Britney and Diana?" That had been another of Jack's  conditions. He actually suspected Diana had sent the mysterious email,  but on the off chance she hadn't, he didn't want Carl claiming he had to  miss Christmas because of a business trip Jack was making him go on.                       
       
           



       

"Yes." Carl literally hung his head.

Jack couldn't hide his anger, couldn't stifle a sneer. And why should  he? Carl had pledged to pay back the money somehow. If Jack wasn't going  to press charges, he could get another job when he was out of  treatment, Carl said, and pay Jack back in installments.

Jack didn't care about the money. It was the betrayal. God, the betrayal.

'Tis the fucking season.

 …

"Sweetie, you have to stop crying sometime."

Cassie nodded at Danny, but she kept crying. She wanted to stop, but it just wasn't possible.

Danny tilted his head, opened his mouth, then closed it again. She  would've laughed if she could stop crying long enough. Danny, struck  dumb-now there was one for the history books. Poor guy. He'd cleaned her  apartment. She looked around, able to appreciate, even through this  relentless gutting despair, how the sun shone in through the immaculate  windows. He'd made her all her favorite comfort foods, stuffing her full  of macaroni and cheese casserole and chocolate chip cookies. He'd  bought her a bunch of crazy new nail polish.

"Sorry," she said, tears still flowing. She went entire stretches-like,  hours-without crying, but then she'd see a Christmas wreath and it would  remind her of Jack's Christmas party, which would remind her of the  amazing sex they had after his Christmas party. Or, against her better  judgment, she'd unfold the note the driver he'd dispatched to meet her  in Muskoka had silently handed her. One sentence, in his distinctive  handwriting. "On the off chance that you are pregnant, please be in  touch with me."

She'd been so stupid to think she could escape from this unscathed.  She'd been talking tough about this not having been a relationship, but  she'd been deceiving herself. It takes two people to have a  relationship, but it doesn't take two people to fall in love.

Yes, despite her best intentions to the contrary, she'd fallen in love  with him. And love in a situation like that was bound to lead to  heartbreak. But it would have been worth it, despite the heartbreak,  because the time she'd spent with him had been life changing. He'd made  her feel so attractive-and smart, and capable. He'd made her feel  invincible. You don't just walk away from that without consequences.

So if she'd expected heartbreak, why couldn't she stop crying? She could  only figure it was that she hadn't expected Jack to be so … mean. Which  was stupid because he'd been exactly that the morning after she'd first  slept over at his house. Shame flooded her stomach when she thought  about that morning, him unable to meet her eyes as he rushed out of the  house. Had she learned nothing?

Still, she'd thought they were over that. Yes, part of her hoped then  that they'd end up extending their … entanglement. But at the very least,  she thought they would share a triumphant ride home, shake hands, and  part as friends. What a fool she had been to think she was special. She  was no different than anyone else. It really was all about the company  for him.

"If you don't stop crying, I'm forcing you to come to the farm for Christmas," said Danny, hands on hips, trying to look stern.

She sniffed. "I'll go to Edward's house," she lied.

"After you quit with no notice? Isn't he mad at you?"

"He'll get over it." And it didn't matter, because she wasn't going  anywhere for Christmas. She was going to stay home and cry and eat  leftover mac and cheese and stale cookies.

"I'm leaving tomorrow, and I'm swinging by on my way out of town. If it  looks like you've been crying, I'm knocking you out caveman style and  throwing you in the trunk. Be ready for your inspection."

Cassie smiled through her tears. "Yes, sir."





Chapter Nineteen

Jack woke up Christmas Eve morning with an idea. Last night he'd  contemplated walking into Edward's with a briefcase of cash-that's how  much he wanted this done. But if Cassie was "not at that address," did  that mean she wasn't working there anymore?

He'd gone over and over in his mind all the possible reasons Cassie  might have for not accepting his money. Some kind of late-breaking  remorse? Perhaps she had a shred of decency in her that made her realize  she couldn't take his money after she'd deceived him so badly. The  frustrating part was that he'd proposed the business deal independent of  everything else-Christ, he'd even suggested that they not fuck around.  She wouldn't have had to pretend anything. He wondered if maybe it was  about Junior, as unlikely as that seemed. But despite how angry he was  at her, he couldn't believe she was the kind of person who would settle  for someone like Junior no matter how much money he had.                       
       
           



       

But it would explain why suddenly she didn't care about fifty thousand dollars.

Anyway, it didn't matter. All he wanted was to pay his debt and be free  to stop thinking about it all. And the solution had been right under his  nose the whole time. He had Danny's number in his phone. Whatever  twisted reasons Cassie had for refusing the money, he was pretty sure  Danny wouldn't share them.