Ruined: Loving An Alpha Male(35)

“You’ve definitely made a mess of this, Maxine.”

“Can’t sleep?”

I jumped at the sound of the deep voice coming from behind me. I looked over at him briefly and nodded. I turned back to face the window to hide my instant attraction to him. Holy hell, he looked mouthwatering good. He only wore pajama pants that hung low on his waist, revealing that infamous v-shaped muscle that leads to a place I want to follow so desperately with my tongue.

I’ve seen what he looks like without a shirt. But tonight it makes him seem even more desirable. Or maybe it’s the hiatus I’ve been on that’s making him look deliciously good.

“Hmmm.” I felt him walk up behind me, and I tensed. “How’s it looking out there?”

“Still snowing,” I said softly, trying not to betray the emotions I’m feeling.

Damn, he smells so good too. I could feel my heartbeat quicken, and I felt the goosebumps flood my body. It never fails. Every time he’s close to me or, hell, even in the same room with me, I feel like I can’t breathe. It’s like I needed him to touch me, or I would fall apart.

I couldn’t take this anymore. It’s clear he doesn’t want me the way I want him. Maybe as the night went on, he came to his senses. I turned, and without making eye contact, walked away from him. But I didn’t get far. I felt his arm go around my waist, and he pulled me back in front of him. My back was against the window, and I kept my eyes on his perfect pectorals.

“Maxine,” he said simply in a deep voice dripping with…Was it desire?

I wouldn’t look at him. I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I felt his hand travel up my arm, sending more chills through me. I shivered slightly as he continued his invasion up to my cheek. He ran his fingers along my jaw line to my chin, and he tilted my head to meet his eyes. I closed my eyes. I couldn’t bring myself to look into his face. I didn’t want to see regret or pity. I didn’t want him to have me in his arms because he felt guilty.

“No,” I said softly and tried to push away from him.

“Look at me.”

I shook my head.

“Look at me, angel,” he said more firmly, but still in that deep penetrating voice that made me wet with need.

I opened my eyes and looked into his. He lightly raked his thumb over my cheek.

“I couldn’t sleep either,” he said softly. “You being this close to me and not being able to touch you is driving me crazy. The feeling of your lips was everything I imagined it would be and more. I want more of you, Maxine. I’m tired of being a gentleman around you, trying to ignore the burning desire to touch you…to kiss you…to fuck you senseless.”

What? Is this really happening?

He touched my lips lightly with his tongue, and I saw him lick his lips hungrily. ‘Holy fuck. I think I just came on myself.’

He searched my eyes for confirmation. I knew I just couldn’t say anything. I was speechless.

Me speechless.

There was only one thing I could do. I grabbed the bottom of the t-shirt I had on and pulled it up and over my head. I saw his eyes grow large, and he drank my nakedness slowly, again licking those beautiful full lips of his. I feel like if he doesn’t touch me soon, I will explode. I reached up and fisted his hair to bring him close to me as I went on my tippy toes to meet his lips full on. As his hands finally touched my body, I moaned in his mouth.

Our tongues expertly devoured each other with want and need we never realized we had for each other. He deepened his kiss and moaned when I pulled his hair tighter, trying to get closer to his body. Damn, I wanted him badly. I couldn’t contain myself.

He reached down and grabbed both butt cheeks, and I wrapped my legs around him tightly. I felt his hardness close to my…Oh God!!! He moved down to my neck, kissing it and biting. I instinctively grinded against him and found myself pushed up against the cold glass behind me.

“Fuck, baby. You feel so good. I bet you taste good too,” he said, while kissing my throat and traveling down my collarbone to my chest.

At that moment, I felt a shift from my ass to my thighs. What was he doing? Oh my.

I started climbing up the window as he took one of my breasts in his mouth and bit, sucked, and licked my nipple. He expertly lapped his tongue around and around, which drove me insane.

I moaned softly and called his name, which seemed to make him attack me more. He switched from one nipple to the other, while driving me out of my mind.

“I want to taste you, baby.”

“Uh-huh,” was all I could get out.

I was then hiked up more, and my legs were suddenly on his shoulders as he went right for the prize in between my legs.