Rough, Raw and Ready(47)
“I don’t know, but you can’t beat yourself up about that, Chass.”
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“Too late, even when I can’t go back and change the past. Not Dag’s past, not the past you two shared, but I can go forward. We all can go forward. Start fresh.”
Chassie opened her eyes. “Neither of you used my absence last night as an excuse to be together like you both longed to.” Her laugh was soft and sob-like. “It sounds crazy, but I know neither of you want to hurt me, you’d rather hurt yourselves again and I can’t live with that either. So seeing you two together is what I’ve come up with to start. If either of you has a better idea, I’m all ears.”
Edgard snatched her free hand. “So if Trevor and I are together tonight, what does that mean for tomorrow night? And the nights after that?”
“I don’t know. I wish I could guarantee I won’t have a screaming, hissy jealous fit at seein’ your hands on him, Ed. But the only thing I can promise is that for tonight, it’s not about me. It’s about you two. What you bring to each other. I won’t stand in your way, I won’t pass judgment. I won’t participate, I’ll try like hell not to interrupt. I’ll just be there watching.”
Edgard’s eye caught Trevor’s and the pure heat caused his desire to escalate and his cock to harden.
Still, Trevor held that split-second of doubt. Was Chassie doing something that’d hurt her in the long run just because she knew it was what he wanted now?
The greedy part of his brain screamed, Why are you questioning her motives when she’s given you a goddamn green light—go go go!
“You understand if I start touchin’ him tonight, I won’t be able to stop.”
Chassie nodded.
“Good.” Edgard softly kissed Chassie’s hand and set it on the table. He stood. Before he even turned toward Trevor, Trevor was out of his chair and on him.
Their mouths met in a furious kiss. Trevor trapped Edgard’s face in his hands. He inhaled Ed’s whole mouth like a sumptuous feast, making up for the mere crumbs he’d tasted the day before.
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For the longest time they remained plastered body-to-body in a deep lip lock.
Reacquainting themselves with the urgency of long denied desire and endless, unstoppable kisses.
Edgard pulled away with a gasp, resting his forehead to Trevor’s. His entire body shook. He clutched Trevor’s arms as the breath sawed in and out of his lungs.
Trevor smoothed his hands over Edgard’s silken hair, repeating, “It’s okay.”
“I wanted…I needed…”
“I know.”
“I never thought…”
“Me neither.”
“I’m…I can’t believe…”
“Same goes.” He traced the shell of Edgard’s ear with his thumb. “I’m here. We’re both here.”
Edgard seemed to regain control. He lifted his head and pressed his mouth to Trevor’s. “Let me have you first.”
Trevor’s belly muscles tensed with anticipation and his cock jerked against his zipper.
“Now.” Clasping their hands together, Edgard led them out of the kitchen and into the living room.
The fluorescent bulb in the ceiling bathed the room in bright white, making Trevor feel as if he’d stepped from the darkness into another reality.
They stopped in the center of the room in front of the couch. Trevor heard the springs squeak a second later, but when he turned to see if Chassie had followed them, Edgard’s fingers on his jaw kept him facing forward, facing only Edgard.
His gut clenched. It was impossible to look away from Edgard’s triumphant eyes.
“Do you know how many times I jacked off to this fantasy? Trying to decide what I’d do to you first if I ever had the chance again?”
Trevor shook his head.
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“Sometimes I rip your shirt open, sucking your nipples while I give you a handjob.”
Edgard placed his lips on the side of Trevor’s neck. “Sometimes I get your jeans down around your knees, then rub our cocks together until we both shoot on your belly. But the one I wanna fulfill now? Having your cock in my mouth.” Edgard’s breath drifted hot and damp over the collar of Trevor’s shirt before he stepped back. “Clothes off.”
The plain white T-shirt sailed over Trevor’s head. He managed to unbuckle his belt.
His knit boxers hit the floor the same time as his jeans and he kicked them away. Last thing to go were his socks. Then Trevor stood naked in front of Edgard, his cock erect, his face flushed, waiting and wanting.