“I warned you know I’m tel in’ you, do not ever fuckin’
speak to my woman again, I don’t give a shit what comes out of your mouth, never again. I don’t even like you lookin’
at her, you never speak to her or my retribution wil be physical. Hear me and believe me, I am not joking.” Preston drew in a swift breath because even an arrogant, thinks his shit doesn’t stink dick like Preston could see that Mace was definitely not joking but Mace was could see that Mace was definitely not joking but Mace was far from done.
“You are dead to me. You treated me like shit, Mom like shit, Chloe like shit and Caitlin like shit and you got her dead. You know it. I’ve been itchin’ to let loose the shit I got on you, itchin’ to do it for… fuckin’… years. I got a new family now and you think you can fuck with them, piss in your goddamned corner, prove you’re the man with the biggest dick by playin’ with them, think fuckin’ again. I wil bring you down and I’l smile doin’ it. I know you found out where your guns were goin’, you found out your partner was fuckin’ you, you put a stop to it and the men who were gettin’ those guns didn’t like it. They pushed, you pushed back but you didn’t do it smart. Thought your fuckin’ money made you untouchable but you… were… wrong. You had no clue what you were dealin’ with and weren’t smart enough to learn. They pushed harder, took Caitlin and you let her swing in the wind for your fuck up. There are so many reasons you’re a piece of shit, it’d take me a decade to count them down. But from this point on, your shit does not encroach in my life. Not again. You took my sister and every fuckin’ day, I think of her and my mind bleeds for your fuck up. That’s all the shit you get to shove at me but that’s fuckin’ more than enough.”
Preston had straightened his spine and shoulders to face down his son and when Mace was done talking, he shot back, “You have no evidence to support those accusations, Kai.”
“You wanna try me?” Mace returned.
“That evidence doesn’t exist,” Preston replied.
“The only proof I’l give you that it does is to feed it to the media, Dad. There is no show and tel with this shit. You do not back down and slink away, I’l bring you down. You try to fuck with Eddie, Shirleen, Lee, any of them, I fuckin’
promise you, you’l have an indeterminate stay at some government facility no one even fuckin’ knows exists, courtesy of me and trust me, post-9/11, the people who’re gettin’ your guns, the Feds don’t care how much money you got. That’s a good deal, Dad, ‘cause just thinkin’ about you or thinkin’ about Tiny and what you did to her makes me lose hold on the control that keeps me from exposing you for the total, stinking piece of shit you are and always have been. And I think about Tiny al the time, every day, every hour, every minute she’s in my head, beautiful and whole then thin, broken and terrified and final y very fuckin’ dead.”
“You have no evidence,” Preston persisted, his face beginning to get red.
“You believe that, cal my bluff,” Mace invited.
“Your friends are on the line, Kai,” Preston reminded him.
“You think you got us by the bal s, cal … my… bluff, ” Mace bit off.
Preston glared at him.
Mace glared back.
Personal y, if you asked me, I thought Mace’s glare was a lot better.
This went on a long time too but I didn’t try to intervene and even Juno sensed she had to let this play out so, along with me, she remained silent.
Final y and suddenly, with some surprise, I watched Preston Mason’s face twist and he whispered so low it was nearly inaudible, “I had no idea Caitlin –” But Mace didn’t let him finish.
“I know you didn’t which makes your monumental fuck up a colossal fuck up because even after you fucked up, you fucked up again with those goddamned commandos then again when you didn’t come clean to the FBI and work with them to find a way to get her out of that fuckin’ mess then again when you let me walk in there and watch my sister die.”
“Kai, I had no –” Preston started again.
“You think I give a fuck?” Mace whispered and the tortured way those words came out made my stomach clench and even Preston flinched. “Honest to God, you think I give a fuck about anything that has anything to do with you? They tortured her, Dad, they cut off her fuckin’ hand then they took her fuckin’ life and al that is on you. This is not a fuck up like you grounded her for too long because she missed curfew and she’s pissed like any teenager would be pissed because their Dad is an asshole, for fuck’s sake.” Mace spit the last three words out and kept going. “You fucked up and her life ended. Even after it was done, I cleaned up your goddamned mess and kept my mouth shut. Way I see it, you owe me, you owe me huge, you owe me a fuckin’ sister and there’s no way to repay that so I’m tel in’ you now, you repay by getting the fuck out of my life and staying out.”