Rival Attractions & Innocent Secretary(42)

'I thought I might take Emma out for dinner. I know you are busy … '

There were protests from Mia, of course, but not too many. Rico was  tired and wanted to get back to his bed, and Daniela was calling for  help from the bedroom. Just a typical family two days before a wedding,  and, as pleasant as the afternoon had been, it was rather nice to get  out.

They walked through his village, the scent of the sea filling the late  summer sky, and he took her to a local restaurant. No matter how many  Italian restaurants she had been to before, nothing could compare to the  simple fare of fresh pasta swished in basil pesto and lavishly  smothered in Parmesan. The wine was rich and deep and fruity, and they  sat outside drinking it, bathed in citronella-fragranced candlelight.  Though they had eaten out together on many occasions, both in London and  abroad, this was nothing like a business dinner, because here no  business was discussed.

Her eyes were huge in the candlelight, her laughter infectious, and for  the first time at home Luca relaxed, till the conversation turned  personal.

'So you brought Martha here … ' She took a sip of her wine rather than look at him.

'It was a bad idea,' Luca finally admitted. 'Martha insisted it would change nothing.'

'But it did?'

'My family assumed we were serious-and then Martha started believing it too.'

'Is it so impossible?' Emma blinked. 'You talk as if you've no intention of ever settling down.'

'I don't,' Luca said. 'I would grow bored, restless … I would rather have  my pick.' He gave her a smile. 'Italian men get better looking as they  get older, so I don't think I'll be short of company.'

And it was honest, so why did it hurt her?

The thought of him in years to come, that jet hair dashed with silver,  his distinguished features slightly more ravaged-this beautiful man  walking the planet alone … yes, she couldn't deny that it hurt.

'I'm surprised you haven't built a hotel here, if you don't like staying with your family.' Emma refused to get morose.

'It is often suggested by developers, but it would ruin it. There are  natural springs close by, so it would certainly be a tourist paradise,  but … ' Luca shook his head. 'No.' He had no desire to be here any more  than he had to and no desire to discuss his family further, so he  concentrated on their meal instead. 'There are two desserts,' Luca  translated the menu for her. 'Tiramisu or tiramisu with cream … '                       
       
           



       

He liked it that she laughed, liked it that she didn't decline dessert  and instead ordered it with cream, liked eating with a woman who  actually enjoyed it!

'They make it once a week, and each night they soak in a little more  liquor, so by Friday it has reached perfection,' he told her.

'Then thank God it's Friday.' She smiled.

She had tasted many tiramisus-good and bad, tiramisu ice cream, tiramisu  from the supermarket, even tiramisu from an expensive Italian  restaurant Luca had taken her to with clients, but as the sweet moist  dessert met her mouth Emma realised she had never really tasted  tiramisu.

'It's gorgeous.' She closed her eyes and relished it for a moment.

And so are you, Luca thought, watching her.

She could feel his eyes on her, and dashed to the ladies to touch up her  make-up, wrestled with underwear that was supposed to smooth out bumps  and realised that maybe the tiramisu was more potent than it looked as  she struggled to replace the top on her lip gloss.

Or she'd had too much wine with dinner, Emma thought, staring at her glittering eyes and rosy cheeks.

Or maybe it was just a reaction to the company!

Even if it wasn't real, it was so good to be away, to forget, to be  twenty-five years old today and go out for dinner with the sexiest man  in the world.

He signed for the bill and they wandered back, taking the sandy route.  Emma slipped off her sandals, feeling a million miles from London, from  everything, as her feet sank into the wet sand, and her ankles were  bathed by the warm sea.

'How can you bear to stay away?' she murmured.

'You eventually get tired of the view,' Luca said, 'no matter how beautiful.'

'I meant from your family.'

'You've seen my schedule.' Luca shrugged, and then expanded a little. 'I  ring, I send money, I try to get back when I can … ' He knew it sounded  lame, knew she thought him a selfish person, and that was completely  fine with him.

They stopped walking, Luca picking up a handful of stones and skimming  them out to sea, looking out at the rolling waves and the high crescent  of a new moon. He relented a touch about his family-he told himself it  was because he didn't want to kill the mood, but … she was nice to talk  to. 'It's not just the view you get tired of-but the place, the people,  the unspoken rules … '

'Rules?'

'Familia.' There was a scathing note to his voice. 'Everything is for  appearances' sake-that is why I am here, remember! What will people  think if the brother, the only son, just drops in for the wedding? That  is the type of question you hear all the time as you grow up. They are  so worried about how they appear, what people will think. There is shame  that their only son has not settled down. Every time I come home, it's  always the same questions … '

'And that's enough to keep you away?' She didn't buy it. 'A few questions?'

'You see a frail old man near death, Emma.' She felt the prickles on the  back of her neck rise as he continued, 'And the village sees the  patriarch of the D'Amato family, close to the end of a good and rich  life … '

'What do you see, Luca?' she asked quietly.

'My mother's fear.' If it was only a hundredth of it, it was still more  than he'd ever admitted to anyone, and there was this curl of  trepidation in his stomach as for the first time he broke the D'Amato  code of silence. 'How, even when he can hardly walk, she still jumps  when he enters a room, still laughs too loudly at his jokes … '

'Was he violent towards her?'Emma asked.

'A bit.' His guard shot back up. 'Yet he is weak and pathetic now-there is nothing more to fear.'

'Is that why you stay away?'

Luca shrugged, a bit guilty now, embarrassed perhaps at admitting so  much, and he tried to laugh it off. 'Apparently I should have married  some sweet virgin, produced several children by now-no matter whether or  not it makes me happy.'

'But you haven't,' Emma pointed out.

'Because there are no more virgins-no good-looking ones anyway.' His  mouth curved into a smile at his own joke and then, appalled, he  remembered. 'Emma, I'm sorry!' He had to run to catch up with her. 'I  forgot, okay?'

'Just leave it.' She shrugged him off, angry, annoyed, embarrassed and  very, very close to tears. She was sick of it, sick of it, sick of it!

'Hey.' He caught her hand and spun her around. 'I'm sorry if I offended you-I just never thought-'                       
       
           



       

'No, you didn't!' Emma flared.

'You're not ugly … you're gorgeous,' Luca attempted, 'and the guy who gets  you will be a lucky man indeed.' Huge green eyes looked up at him. 'I'm  just not sure that should be me … ' He stared at the oh, so, familiar  beach, dragged in the familiar smells, and though he so desperately  wanted her, he didn't actually have to have her-there was sweet relief  in just her company tonight and the knowing that she would be beside him  tonight.

'Even if I want it to be you?'

'Emma … ' He didn't finish so they walked on in silence, and it was Luca  who finally broke it. 'Come on, let's get home. I'll text Ma and let her  know.' Which to Emma seemed a strange thing for a thirty-four-year-old  playboy to do, but she was too upset about how the night had turned out,  and really never gave it another thought, especially when they stepped  into a house that was in darkness.

'They must have gone to bed,' Luca said, and then the lights snapped on.

'Surprise!' She saw the usually deadpan Luca grinning at her stunned  reaction, as shouts of 'Happy birthday' and 'Tanti auguiri' rang out,  and slowly the realisation set in that this was all for her.

Luca could never have known how much this might mean to her, how  completely overwhelming this was, because there were gifts all prettily  wrapped and a table set with glasses and liqueurs and, centre stage, a  cake. A huge sponge filled with cream and iced on top and in shaky  handwriting the words Tanti Auguiri Emma.

Her first birthday cake, her first birthday party-well, at least, the first she could remember.

'Sorry,' Mia said. 'Rico wanted to stay up but he was tired.' Emma could  see the mood in the house was actually better without him, and then Mia  apologised that the cake was home-made, which made Emma's eyes well up.  'Luca only told me yesterday, there was no time to order one-and-'

'Yesterday?' Her head whipped around to him-that he had known all along,  before she'd even told him, and that he had thought to ring ahead and  arrange all this for her …