Rival Attractions & Innocent Secretary(28)

When she walked into her office half an hour later, her scalp was tight  with tension; hyper-sensitively she wondered if Sheila would be as  acutely aware of the changes within her as she was herself, but, apart  from giving her a brief smile, Sheila seemed unaware of anything  different about her.

'Oliver rang to warn us you'd be late in,' she said cheerfully, 'so I  sent Sophy over to show the Bramwells round number fourteen. She should  be back soon.'

Charlotte managed to conceal her shock. 'What exactly did Oliver say?' she asked cautiously, when she felt she could.

'Oh, just that the two of you had celebrated something together last  night and indulged rather too heavily in vintage champagne.' Sheila  grinned at her. 'Don't think I don't sympathise. There's nothing worse  than a hangover. What were you celebrating, by the way?' Sheila asked  her speculatively. 'Or shouldn't I ask?'

All too conscious of the hot tide of colour burning her skin, Charlotte  dipped her head and said unevenly, 'Nothing much. Oliver's sold out his  agency in London and decided to base himself permanently here.'

'Mmm. Cause for celebration indeed,' Sheila murmured thoughtfully, her  glance resting for a moment on Charlotte's downbent head, a small smile  curving her mouth. 'You've resigned yourself to it, then?' she asked  innocently.

Immediately Charlotte's head shot up. 'To what?'

'To Oliver's being here,' Sheila responded.

'I don't seem to have much option, do I?' Charlotte told her grittily.  For a moment, she had actually thought that Sheila must know-but how  could she? She was allowing her own feelings of remorse and  self-contempt to colour everything she heard.

She was thankful to escape from the office and from Sheila's searching  gaze to keep her appointment with Dan Pearce, even though she was not  really looking forward to dealing with him. She didn't like the man at  all. There was something about him …

Telling herself not to be so stupid, Charlotte got in her car and drove  out in the direction of the farm. She had arranged to meet Dan Pearce at  the cottages he was hoping to sell, and when she drew up outside them  to find his battered Land Rover already there she suppressed a pang of  disquiet.

There was no sign of the farmer outside the property, and so she opened  the door to the first semi and walked in, calling his name. She could  hear sounds of someone moving about upstairs and she put her hand on the  worn handrail and went to investigate. She found the farmer in the  first of the poky, stuffy bedrooms and realised as she approached the  window that he must have watched her drive up. She frowned, recognising  that he had made no attempt to come down and meet her, her unfamiliar  feeling of disquiet growing as he turned round and leered at her.

'Came, then, did you?' he said to her. 'That's what you're like, though, isn't it, you women? Once you get a taste for it.'

Alarm bells were ringing in Charlotte's brain. Instinctively she stepped  back towards the door, but he moved faster, trapping her in the room as  he closed the door and stood in front of it.

Fear knifed through her-the kind of fear she had never known could  exist, the kind of fear she had deliberately closed her eyes to, just as  she always preferred not to read about accounts of her sex being  frightened and abused in the way that she now sensed this man wanted to  frighten and abuse her.                       
       
           



       

Rape. Such a short but ugly word. A word she had never really focused on.

She tried to tell herself she was being foolish, over-imaginative, that  she had misunderstood what he had said, and what he had left unsaid, but  nothing could banish the panic now clawing inside her.

She tried to think, to stay calm, to lift herself past the fear blocking her ability to think and reason.

'You wanted to discuss selling the cottages as a single unit, Mr  Pearce,' she said as firmly as she could. 'I think that's a sensible  decision. Of course, planning permission would have-'

She heard him laugh and any hopes she might have had that she was  mistaken, that he was not deliberately trying to intimidate her, that he  had not brought her here for a purpose that had nothing to do with his  property died.

As she stared into his unpleasant, overconfident, leering face, a  feeling of intense dread washed over her. She looked desperately at the  door, wondering if she could risk running past him, if she could take  him off guard sufficiently for her to pull open the door, and then she  saw the way he was grinning at her and she knew he was waiting for her  to do just that very thing, so that he could have the pleasure of  punishing her for it, and she shuddered in open revulsion.

Dear God, how had this happened? Why had she not realised? Sheila had warned her … or tried to …

Fear twisted and coiled inside her like a live thing, writhing, burning,  making her want to be sick, to scream, to beat her fists against the  walls entrapping her, to plead and beg for her freedom.

Fighting desperately not to give in to her panic, she said huskily, 'Mr  Pearce, it seems that we are both under a misapprehension. I thought you  asked me here to discuss the sale of these houses.'

He was laughing openly at her now. 'No, you didn't,' he told her. 'You  know what I want from you. I told you last time you was here I wasn't  going to sell 'em together. Like I said, living with that Londoner's  given you a taste for it. All the same, your sort-all airs and graces  outside, but inside you're no better than whores, leading a man on. Just  the same as that whore I married. She was like you.'

He was mad, Charlotte thought frantically. He must be if he thought that  she had actually encouraged him to believe …  Where before it had been  the sexual assault of her body she had feared, now she felt a sharp  thrill of horror. He could rape and then murder her. No one would know.  No one could help her.

As she watched him watching her, anticipating her pain, enjoying her  panic, she had a fierce sensation of triumph that she had had last  night-that whatever happened she had at least those memories of her time  with Oliver to use as a shield against whatever this man might try to  do to her.

She was afraid, yes-desperately so-but just thinking about Oliver, just  remembering the pleasure he had given her, somehow steadied her and  subdued her panic so that her brain started to work again, urging her to  keep on talking to him, to try to distract him.

'I'm afraid I don't know what you're trying to imply,' she said as  frigidly as she could, adding, 'I don't have a lot of time, Mr Pearce. I  have another appointment in half an hour. In fact, my assistant will  soon be wondering where I am, if I don't return to the office.'

It wasn't entirely untrue. She did have another appointment, but not for an hour. And in an hour …

'You're lying,' he told her savagely. 'But it won't work. You came here because you're just like all the rest.'

Charlotte tried desperately to blot out the words that spewed from his  sick mind, to ignore and deny the horror of what he was threatening to  do to her. He must have been like this since his wife had left him, she  recognised, wondering with another thrill of horror how many other women  he might have subjected to the same ordeal he was now inflicting on  her.

The air in the small room was stale, putrid almost, or was that her  imagination? His hands were filthy, his nails broken and black; she  cringed visualising them on her skin. Nausea built up inside her. She  couldn't endure much more. Her self-control was cracking already.

'If you're not prepared to discuss the sale of these properties, then  I'm afraid I must leave,' she told him, trying to appear confident, as  she stepped towards the door.

For a moment she thought she had succeeded, and that he would simply let  her go. He actually let her reach the door, stepping aside for her, and  she was trembling as she touched the handle, relief flooding her. He  had simply been testing her, frightening her. Her legs felt weak, her  mouth dry.

And then, just as she turned the handle, he grabbed hold of her, turning  her round and slamming her back against the door. The pain winded her,  depriving her of the ability to even scream in protest.                       
       
           



       

She could feel his hot breath on her face, could feel the painful bite  of his fingers through her clothes. Oh, God, why hadn't she stayed where  she was?

'Like it a bit rough, do you?' she heard him saying thickly. 'Like being  messed around a bit, like? My wife was like that. Oh, she used to  scream and cry and pretend she hated it, but I knew different.'

Charlotte shuddered as she listened to him, all too easily picturing the  other woman's agony. How on earth had she endured her marriage? No  wonder she had left him.

'Yes, she liked it so much she used to claw at my back and beg me.'