CHAPTER NINE
MATINLOC ISLAND, PALAWAN
Charlie and Astrid stood on the beach of the lagoon, locked in an embrace. "I'm never going to let you go again!" Charlie sighed happily, as Astrid simply smiled up at him. They sat down on the sand, dipping their toes into the gently lapping waters, staring out at the incredible view of the towering rocks encircling this hidden place, holding hands and not saying anything.
Astrid spoke first. "I didn't mean to worry you. I hadn't realized quite how concerned you would be until I heard about the fight at China's from Diego. How's your jaw? It looks a little purple."
"It's fine," Charlie said, rubbing his jaw absentmindedly. "I haven't even thought about it once, to be honest. How could you not know I was worried? I mean, you've been missing for close to six weeks!"
"I haven't been missing. I've been on FaceTime with Cassian every other day and my family knows I'm fine. But I guess my mother never mentioned anything to you, did she?"
"No, she didn't! The last time I spoke to her over the phone, she said she hadn't heard from you and she didn't much care to. And then she banged down the phone," Charlie huffed.
"Figures." Astrid smiled, shaking her head. "I've been fine, Charlie. More than fine, actually. I needed to take some time out for myself. You know, being here, I realized I haven't ever done that. Any trip I've ever taken has involved family, or it's been a work trip, wedding, or some other social obligation. I've never actually gone anywhere alone just for myself."
"I understand, I knew you needed the time alone. But I also was scared that your mind was spiraling out of control, not knowing all that's been happening back home."
"I haven't wanted to know, Charlie. And I'm not sure I even want to know now. That's the whole point. I needed to get to someplace where I could really escape and unplug from everything just so I could make sense of what was going on in my own head."
Charlie gazed at the calm waters, bluing in intensity as the late-morning sun continued to rise. "How did you ever find this place?"
"I've owned a little island here for many years. Not this one, mind you, this is Matinloc, and it belongs to the state. But I have a little spit of land not too far away. Great-aunt Matilda Leong left it to me, but in secret. You know she was a bit of an eccentric … she was a conspiracy theorist and she really thought the world was going to be wiped out in a nuclear war one day. So she bought a little island in Palawan and built a house. 'The ultimate safe haven,' she called it, and she wanted me to have this as a refuge of last resort. I'd never actually visited until now, and I can't believe I've waited this long."
"It's paradise here. Any minute, I expect to see a naked Brooke Shields coming out of the water!"
"You wish!"
"Actually, I have an even better vision right in front of me," Charlie said, admiring the hints of Astrid's beautiful tan body showing through her gauzy white cover-up. As if reading his mind, Astrid stood up. "Have you ever swum naked in a hidden lagoon before?" she asked, as she removed the linen cover-up.
"Um, won't Marco be back soon?" Charlie asked, a little alarmed.
"Marco's not coming back for a couple of hours," Astrid said as she slipped off her white string bikini and dove into the lagoon. Charlie reflexively looked around for a moment to make sure they were alone, took off his swimming trunks, and dove in after her.
They glided through the crystal-clear water for a while, peering at all the colorful fish darting about the coral reef, the sea anemones waving their fingers Zen-like in the current, the giant clams embedded in the sand that would open for a split second to suck in water before shutting again forcefully. They floated on their backs in the middle of the lagoon, staring up at the passing clouds, and then Charlie took Astrid in his arms, lifted her out of the water, and made love to her on the smooth glistening sand, their moans of ecstasy echoing in the lagoon as they became one with nature, with the sea and sky.
Afterward, Charlie lay on his back against the pillowy sand. He was beginning to doze off in the sun, slightly hypnotized by the palm fronds undulating in the breeze over him. Suddenly the sound of chattering voices began to fill the air.
"What's that?" Charlie asked lazily.
"Tourists, probably," Astrid replied.
"Tourists? What?" Charlie bolted up and saw a gaggle of people in bright yellow T-shirts entering the lagoon through the cave, which was only partially submerged now that the tide had gone down.