He lapsed into silence. Around them-keeping a sensible distance, because Skirata looked remarkably gangsterish himself right then-ordinary citizens and tourists from dozens of species were making their way in and out of brightly lit clubs, restaurants, and shops. They were dressed in exotic, colorful clothes, chattering and enjoying themselves: they were arm in arm with friends, or holding hands with lovers, or accompanied by gaping children who had never seen a city-planet like this at night.
Fi knew how those kids felt. It was still as much a spectacle of miraculous delight to him as it had been when he first saw it from the crew bay of a police cruiser. But it was also now something alien to him, something he had no stake in and could never fully understand.
The civilians around him could have no idea of what was happening right in the middle of their safe daily lives. A few meters from them, a mercenary and a soldier who had no official orders were planning to unload enough explosives on the black market to destroy whole quadrants.
But it was a fair trade. Because Fi had no idea of what their lives were about, either.
We live in parallel worlds. We can see each other, but we never meet.
At least Darman seemed to have found a bridge to a normal life, if you could call a Jedi normal. Fi wondered if his brother realized that everyone knew what was going on with him and the general.
If he were Darman, he wouldn’t care.
Operational house, Qibbu’s Hut, 0056 hours, 381 days after Geonosis
Ordo placed the tight-wrapped packs of five-hundred grade thermal plastoid explosive on the table and stacked them in piles of ten. Darman picked one up and fondled it with the fascinated expression of a connoisseur of explosives.
It was interesting, Etain thought, to note what made Darman feel relaxed and confident, because sitting on fifty kilos of ultrahigh explosives didn’t reassure her at all.
“Dar, cut it out,” Niner said. “We’d like the hotel to still be here when Vau arrives. Reckon you can avoid blowing the place up for the next hour?”
“This stuff is perfectly safe unless you stick something metallic in it and trigger an electrolytic reaction,” Darman said. He smiled at Etain before lobbing a hand-sized pack at Niner. “Udesii, ner vod.”
Niner caught it and swore. Then he threw it back.
Etain could hear the shower running in the ‘fresher. She could also see Atin wandering around, eyes fixed in defocus on the grubby carpet as if he was rehearsing a speech in his head, and he was trailing a disturbance in the Force that felt like the aftermath of a battle. She’d felt Atin’s raw grief on Qiilura, the pain at losing his original brothers at Geonosis, and she could taste the dark depths in him all too easily.
Fi, even without the ability to use the Force, seemed to be able to do the same. From time to time he got up and gripped his brother by his upper arm, talking very quietly and earnestly to him.
Much of the conversation was in Mandalorian, which she didn’t understand well enough, but she certainly picked up one word that needed no translation: Vau.
Boss, Jusik, and Scorch had gone back down to the bar. Sev and Fixer were out on the landing platform-now looking like a normal hotel roof covered with assorted transport from speeder bikes and airspeeders to a couple of taxis-providing a discreet perimeter defense in case someone had tracked the strike team back to Qibbu’s. The whole place simmered with tension and-yes, it was there, very subtly, but it was there-fear.
“If Vau’s bringing the rest of the thermal, who’s minding the prisoners?” Darman said.
“I don’t imagine they’ll take much minding now,” Ordo said. “But Enacca’s around.”
“So who’s going to help him haul fifty kilos of deadweight?”
Ordo looked faintly irritated. He still felt to Etain like a disjointed turmoil of emotions held in place by a ferociously intelligent logic. She had classified him as dangerous without really knowing why.
“Vau,” he said carefully, “is still a fit man. A soldier since childhood, just like you and like Kal’buir He can carry fifty kilos on his own almost as well as you can.” Ordo adjusted the pile of sealed packs so they lined up perfectly, as if that mattered very much to him. “And if Enacca doesn’t need to guard prisoners, she’ll help him carry the ordnance. Either way, stop worrying.”
“Yeah, that’s my job,” Niner said.
Etain had a very good idea what doesn’t need to guard prisoners meant. If they had ceased to be useful, then they were a liability here, just as they were on Qiilura. And they would be shot.
Darman killed Separatists when he couldn’t take them prisoner. She’d watched him do it: clean, quick, passionless. And-was this the dark side finally pulling her over the edge?-even if she would hesitate to do it herself, she was no longer appalled that he or his comrades did.