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By:Bella Andre & Jennifer Skully


"Now that," her mother said on a delighted laugh, "is a kiss!"  Sebastian's answering laugh wrapped around Charlie's heart as Francine  added, "What do you say we pack up my old kit bag and blow this popsicle  stand?"

The darkness hadn't faded completely and tension still vibrated through  him, but at least he was smiling when he said, "We'll make like bananas  and peel." He offered both hands to Francine and slowly drew her to her  feet before bending low to plant a kiss on her forehead.

Charlie had started falling for him that very first day, but watching  his tender handling of her mother made her love Sebastian with her whole  heart and soul. Even if he never touched her again, never took her to  heaven in his arms, never sold another piece of art for her, she would  keep on loving him.

Her love had nothing to do with his wealth or the success he'd created  for himself-and everything to do with the man he was on the inside. The  son who'd turned himself inside out for his parents, again and again,  even against all hope. The man who steadied an old lady as she grabbed  the handles of her walker. The friend who would do anything for the  people he loved. The lover who made her feel more pleasure-and more  cherished-than she'd ever believed possible.

She'd never been in control of her feelings for him. She'd fallen in  love with him the moment he'd stepped into her dusty shop wearing his  perfect suit and called her junkyard a garden. Though she couldn't be  certain that he wouldn't one day want to change her, she would risk  everything for him. Even the parts of herself she knew would never fit  in with the fancy society where Sebastian ruled as naturally as  breathing.

Her mother wheeled her walker into the hallway ahead of them, saying  good-bye to all the friends she'd made at Shady Lane. Charlie put her  hand on Sebastian's arm to halt him for a moment before he lifted the  suitcases. "I love you."

He went so still she wasn't sure he was even breathing. Then he exhaled. "I...you..."

She put a finger to his lips. "You did a wonderful thing today. Every  day. I love you not just for trying so hard with my mother, but for  everything. I've learned recently about the power of positive thinking,"  she said with a grin. "So let's not think about anything bad anymore,  only the good stuff to come."

She leaned in to kiss him on the lips. Then, because she didn't want him  to feel as though he had to say the words back to her, she grabbed the  carryall and turned to follow her mother, knowing he would be right  there behind her, behind them.

Always there for them.

* * *

I love you.

Sebastian had just failed Charlie, failed her mother. Even with a  billion dollars, he couldn't fix this, couldn't make things better for  Francine.

Yet-amazingly-Charlie loved him anyway.

No one had ever loved him for his failures and it left him speechless.  All he could do was follow the woman of his dreams out of the nursing  home, her words playing like a musical refrain in his head.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

He wanted to grab Charlie, ask her if she really meant it. Ask her how  she could love him when he hadn't come through for her mother. But with  Francine watching them, a knowing smile on her face, he simply stowed  her belongings in the spacious trunk of his luxury vehicle and helped  her into the front seat like a queen.

Once they arrived at Magnolia Gardens, she oohed and aahed over the  front entry, the carpeted lobby lined with cushioned chairs, the lounge  with sofas, card tables, and two big-screen TVs for movie nights, the  dining room with white tablecloths and colored cloth napkins. "It's just  like a real restaurant," Francine enthused.         

     



 

Sebastian barely noticed the details at first, given that his entire  world had just shifted on its axis with three little words. Momentous  words. Unbelievable words. When he finally focused on Francine's new  nursing home, he had to admit it was far better than Shady Lane.  Magnolia Gardens was more like a large hotel complex than a nursing  home. But it still wasn't the Ritz. Francine didn't seem to mind at all,  however. She gasped at the beautiful flowers in the gardens and was  near tears at the bouquet of roses he'd sent to her room.

"You are such a dear boy, Sebastian."

Her living room featured a postage-stamp sized flat-panel TV and  utilitarian furniture. The chairs seemed comfortable enough, though  still institutional. French doors opened onto a balcony with a small  table and a plastic chair.

"I'll bring you a nice new comforter for the bed, Mom. Something with a  flower print." Charlie unpacked the porcelain cups and plates, stowing  them in a cabinet over a counter with a wet-bar sized sink and a  dorm-room fridge. "And we'll get an electric kettle for your tea."

Every time Charlie spoke, he could hear her saying it again. The very  best thing anyone had ever said to him. I love you. And also, in many  ways, the most unbelievable. It would be one thing if she'd said it when  he'd landed her a new commission. But to say the words after he'd come  up with nothing but blanks for her mother?

Belatedly realizing that Francine was trying to sit in the chair, he  hurried to help her into it. "Oh my. This is so wonderful." She picked  up a card that said they had free Wi-Fi for the residents and shook her  head. "I'm overwhelmed."

Yet Sebastian still wanted more for her. So much more.

"Are you going to stay for dinner?" she asked brightly.

"I would love to." He wanted to see if the food was up to snuff. If it wasn't, he'd have to consider how to break it to Charlie.

After her meager belongings had been put away, they headed to the dining  room. Francine stared goggle-eyed at the posted dining menu as though  she'd never had a choice between grilled tilapia and Irish stew before.  They parked her walker outside the dining room in a long line of wheeled  conveyances, and Sebastian ushered her in on his arm. At the buffet,  Charlie put a little of everything on Francine's plate. In addition to  hot food in warming trays, the salad bar sported an impressive array of  cut vegetables, and along the back wall, various desserts decorated the  countertop. When Charlie wasn't visiting, a waiter would assemble  Francine's meal for her.

"If you don't feel like eating the buffet," Charlie said once she  returned to the table, "you can order off this standard menu." She held  up a small display stand. "Fish and chips. Crab cakes. Grilled ham and  cheese. Hamburger. Garden burger. And steamed broccoli."

"Oh, I love broccoli." Francine daintily attacked the Irish stew. "Mmm. Very good."

It wasn't filet mignon. It wasn't even gourmet. But thankfully, it wasn't plastic cafeteria food either.

"Isn't this marvelous, Sebastian?"

Francine damn near glowed, and it really hit home what her life had been  like at Shady Lane. Both Francine and Charlie were so delighted and  excited. Was he jaded by five-star hotels and first-rate service? Or was  he just trying to make up for not being able to cure Francine of her  illness?

Under the table, he put his hand on Charlie's thigh. Though he'd tried  to hold back while they were with Francine-he didn't want the dear lady  to think he was always pawing her daughter-he had to touch Charlie,  craving the connection, brief as it was. She laid her fingers over his,  keeping him close for a moment. Nowhere near long enough. Forever  wouldn't be long enough.

They were on to dessert when Francine asked Charlie, "How are your class  plans coming together for the fall? Any new, exciting projects on tap?"

Charlie suddenly became engrossed in stirring her coffee. But he was  glad Francine had asked. He'd been wondering the same thing. Charlie  hadn't mentioned her classes in a while. Was she planning to teach again  this fall or take a quarter off while she worked on new commissions?  The last thing he wanted was for her to wear herself down.

"I've been so busy with the chariot and horses that I haven't really had time to think much about my teaching schedule."

Francine turned her bright gaze to Sebastian. "I've sat in on her  classes several times and she's such a gifted teacher. She always  describes what her students need to do in such clear terms that even I  was tempted to pick up a welding torch. Her students absolutely love  her. But I'm sure you understand that, don't you?"         

     



 

"Yes." He couldn't take his eyes off Charlie, couldn't even begin to hide what he felt for her. "She's very easy to love."

Francine beamed at the two of them while Charlie flushed at the compliments. "She certainly is."

A short while later, they said their good-byes, leaving Francine sitting  happily in the lounge meeting other residents and already making new  friends. Sebastian and Charlie were still in the middle of the parking  lot when he crowded her up against a parked car, cupped her face in his  hands, and bent to take her mouth.