Rebound:Curvy Seduction Saga – Book One(24)
Yes. Yes, yes, and hell yes.
Finally. Gray was here, with me, on board. We could be together in the ways we both wanted, oh so much.
"But what about..." I turned to the guys. So, yeah, threesomes and foursomes were kinky, and I knew they all liked the dynamics of domination and submission. Were they actually up for some BDSM experimentation?
While I knew better, in my mind, I had imagined trying some of the kinkier things I'd seen today with Gray. He had made me say I was his after all.
He twirled that hair around in his fingers, giving it the slightest tug. "They've all been vetted by me, Angel. Do you really think I'd allow anyone into your house and into your body without choosing them myself?"
What the fuck? That was not what I expected to come out of his mouth. God dammit.
I took a step back, because if I didn't get some space between the two of us I was going to sock him. I clenched my fists, channeling my anger into the palms of my hands. "You didn't think I could do this on my own at all?"
It hurt that my biggest proponent didn't even think I could survive independence.
"It's not like that, Angel." He moved toward me. "I was surprised at first that you were actually going through with any of this, from night one and that dirty fucking bar, but I never doubted for a second that you could pull off anything you wanted to."
"Then what the actual fuck, Gray?" That got his attention. Yeah, that's right. I do have a backbone. I thought you knew that already.
He narrowed his eyes and clenched his jaw hard enough we could all see the muscles there working. "I didn't do it for you."
"I don't understand. Not you. Or what's going on here." I looked at the guys and was flabbergasted that I hadn't realized how deep they all were under Gray's control. Like he was a spell cast over them. Over me.
Gray shook his head. The muscles in his jaw worked overtime. "I didn't do it for you. I did it for me."
He reached out for me and I recoiled. How could he both be there for me and betray me at the same time? I knew he was doing it for me, all of it. It sure as shit didn't feel like it.
"Dammit, Angel. I couldn't handle not knowing if you'd be safe. I couldn't take that this situation would be out of my control. You're my whole god-damned world. If you got hurt, or I lost you because of a stupid mistake by some glorified matchmaker, I wouldn't survive it."
Coño, un desmadre.
I couldn't move. This wasn't what was supposed to happen. I tried my hardest to pretend I wasn't in love with him, that I was content to bide my time fucking around with other men until he didn't feel like my rebound anymore. For fucks sakes I'd gone and hired a whole fucking harem.
I didn't want to pretend anymore. "How can you say that? Any of that? You stood idly by while I fucked two strangers. You gave any control you had to Cade. You're not in love with me, so stop pretending you are."
Gray attacked me like a DELTA Force ninja. Before I could even blink he grabbed me under the legs and lifted me like I was a screaming kitten and carried me across the room. "Don't ever question my feelings for you, Angelina."
He laid me down on the biggest chaise lounge, his body over mine and pinned my hands above my head. I thought for a blissful moment that he would take me then, claim me for his own.
Cade came up behind us and wrapped his belt around my wrists. He looked to Gray for approval and got it. Ilario and Dominic perched on the couch, sitting on either side of me. Gray released my hands and let Cade keep me bound, arms above my head. The loss couldn't have hurt more than a slap to the face.
Gray stood and took a step back. "Do your job, gentlemen. Make her come. She's more than ready."
"No, Gray." I struggled against Cade's grip. "I fucking want you."
For the flash of a moment his eyes softened, the strain went out of his muscles. He touched my cheek. "I'm not going anywhere, sweet Angel. Let me do this my way. I need to."
"No, Gray. Why?"
He jerked his hand away. "The way I want to take you, neither of us are ready for. You saw the evidence of that tonight."
I could take whatever he wanted to give me, whatever he wanted to take. The plea in his eyes made me acquiesce.
I could deny him nothing. He could have me and my body anyway he wanted. If he needed someone else between us to keep his control, I'd give him that for now. As long as he didn't leave.
But soon, we would talk about this "not ready" bullshit and I would have him and in the way I wanted.
Gray waited until I nodded. "Good girl."
He handed a bag to Cade. "You're in charge of her new toys. Use them wisely."
More presents he'd hidden away waiting for the right moment?
Cade pulled out nipple clamps, which I already liked and a new addition that I'd seen for the first time tonight, a Wartenburg pinwheel. "Oh, yeah. This is going to be fun. You ready to do as I say, Angelina?"
I glanced from Gray to Cade and back again. This was what they both wanted.
"Yes."
Cade handed the clamps to Ilario. "Suck on her nipples and get them ready for the clamps. Dominic, suck on that pretty pink pussy of hers."
"With pleasure."
The intensity Cade showed for his schoolwork finally came out in our play. For the first time he looked to be enjoying himself. Each command to give me a pinch or pull sent shockwaves of pleasure to my pussy. My first moan sent a smile to his face.
While Cade directed, Grayson stood watch, never once taking his gaze from mine. I watched his breathing ratchet up, his eyes darken. Still he didn't move.
Cade pulled on the belt binding my wrists together and extended it over my head. Then he knelt behind me and whispered in my ear. "There is so much more I want to do to you, babe. Now that you've gotten a touch of BDSM, our play can get more intense. I can hardly wait to get all three of our cocks in you with you blindfolded and not knowing who is going where."
"Oh yes." Because while I wouldn't know who was who, I could imagine Gray being one of them. "Please, yes."
Cade took the nipple clamps from Ilario and pushed him to join Dominic between my legs. He tightened the clamps and slipped them on, pinching them tighter than ever before. He tugged and pulled and each movement sent fire racing down my body and straight to my clit. I moaned feeling that first push toward orgasm.
He grabbed the small metal wheel and ran it lightly over and around my areolas creating so many competing sensations. It was pleasure, it was pain. My heart pumped more blood to those erogenous zones and my nipples engorged, plumping up, pressing against the tight squeeze of the clamps.
"Ohhh, madre de dios."
Gray watched the wheel score across my skin and sucked in a breath. "Give her more."
Cade doubled his efforts spinning the teeth of the wheel directly across my nipples. When he did, Dominic pushing two fingers inside of me too. He found that lovely spot that made my insides turn to mush. It wasn't long before the first orgasm was on the edge. I closed my eyes and prepared to ride the wave of pleasure.
"Don't come, Angel. You are not allowed to come until I say so. This orgasm is mine." Gray's voice was right in my ear.
My body betrayed his command. I needed Gray's permission. But my body didn't care, it was going to enjoy itself in spite of me. If this was just the beginning of our BDSM experiments I might die of orgasms before we were done.
Ilario ducked beneath my knees and raised my butt onto his hands. His tongue found a darker place. I'd never had anyone lick my ass before, and the dirty pleasure sent me another step closer to coming.
My eyelids fluttered, out of my control. I was so close I could feel small spasms through my sex. It was too much. "Please, Gray."
He didn't give in even a little. Instead, playing the part of watchdog, a bodyguard over me. "Not yet. I want to hear you scream."
"I will." I panted. "I swear. Please let me come."
My body was tightening muscle by muscle. I wouldn't hold out much longer. The pleasure all over my body was too intense.
I closed my eyes and breathed, in and out, in and out. Too much, it was too good. Maybe I should hold my breath instead.
Gray's voice sounded next to my ear. "Are you allowed to come yet?"
I shook my head. So close, so close. Please, please.
Then I felt a hand on my throat, just as I'd seen Foster do at the club.
"Are you close, love?" The hand tightened, not to cut off my air, but to press against my pulse. Gray held my life's blood in the palm of his hand. The whoosh whoosh of my heart pumping deafened me. Stars floated around my eyes.