Racing the Sun(53)

So I make dinner—a nice eggplant parmigiana that turns out better than I expected—and then I read to the twins a bit from one of the Harry Potter books, even though they know the Italian versions by heart. Derio never comes to the door when I knock, though he did once yell at me to go away, so at least I know he’s alive.

After I put the kids to bed, I gather some of the leftovers from dinner onto a plate, pour a glass of water, and put it on a tray. I carry it over to the office and knock loudly.

“Derio, I have dinner here for you,” I say quickly before he can tell me to get lost. “You should really eat something. The kids actually liked it so I think you should witness the fact that I finally made something appetizing. It might never happen again.”

I wait a few seconds and then put the tray on the ground outside the door. I’m about to walk away when—lo and behold—it actually opens and he peers at me with a cocked brow.

“Buonasera,” he says, his voice sounding extra throaty tonight, which equals extra sexy—and he’s speaking in Italian to boot.

“Buonasera,” I tell him, trying to peek inside. “You’re not in your underwear again, are you?”

He gives me a lopsided smile. “I can be. Would you like to come in?”

“Are we going to drink scotch again? Because something tells me you’ve probably had enough.”

“Come.” He steps back, disappearing into the office. “Bring the food.”

I give him a look that says I’m not his servant 24/7 but bring the tray in anyway and set it on the desk. He goes to the door and closes it. “Would you like a drink?”

I should say no. I sigh. “Yes.”

“Bene,” he says. He goes and pours me a glass. He hands it to me, his eyes focused on mine the whole time, as if holding me in place. Because he’s drunk I can’t read them for the life of me. He seems to be in a playful mood again but I’m not putting stock in anything Derio-related anymore.

I stare down at the glass. “Did you drug this?”

He smiles. “No.”

I squint at him. “Why are you smiling, then?”

“I like to smile at you,” he says.

I let out a dry laugh. “Right. No, Signor Larosa, you like to frown at me. Glower at me. Glare at me. Or just stare blankly at me like I’m not even there. But smiling at me? Not so much.”

The smile slides right off his face. I raise my glass at him. “See, right there. Back to Mr. Angry Face.”

“You really don’t think much of me, do you?” he asks. His voice is strained and a little rough around the edges.

I take a small sip and suck on my top lip for a moment as it burns. “Actually, I think a lot of you.”

“All bad.”

“Didn’t you say the bad things were the good things?” I ask him.

“Are you comparing me to a bad habit?”

I cock my head, considering that. “Maybe I am. But I happen to like a lot of my bad habits.”

“Like the drinking.”

“Yes.”

“The eating.”

“Yes.”

“The sex.”

A small shiver runs through me as my lips twist into a smile. Even the word sex sounds amazing coming from his mouth. “Especially the sex. It’s the best bad habit of all.”

He doesn’t smile at that—no surprise—but the intensity in his gaze deepens. His eyes burn me, and his look becomes smoldering. He’s making me feel like I’m standing in his office completely naked, not wearing the same billowy tank top and skinny jeans I was wearing earlier.

“Stay right there,” he commands me in a hushed tone.

My heart does a few solid thuds in my throat. I swallow uneasily. “Okay.”

I know I’m staring at him with wide Bambi eyes, I can’t help it. I follow his every movement as he comes around the desk and walks toward me.

He stops in front of me, so tall and large. I can see his pulse tick along his throat and the dark danger in his eyes as they peer at me through black lashes.

I grip the glass of scotch hard, afraid of what’s going to happen next.

Because something has to happen; something is happening.

I’ve never been looked at this way before—stripped bare by a carnal gaze—and it would be a shame to let it go to waste.

He places both hands on either side of my face and I feel so small, so conquered, so . . . coveted. His skin is hot and rough to the touch and alights my entire body until I’m buzzing with fiery anticipation.

“I need to kiss you,” he says, and it’s the smartest thing he’s said all day. “Please.”

I try and say okay but it catches in my throat. I saw this coming—a man can’t stare at a woman like that without kissing her—but it still unwinds me like a spool of thread.