Precious Angel (Alpha Province #4)(25)
"What the hell?" Jay knelt on one knee and lifted Kenzie into his arms.
"Her lips are turning blue." Jordan scowled at Jenson. "Go and run a fucking bath. We need to get her core temperature up. She's got a mild case of hypothermia. Make sure you don't make it too hot, so you don't burn her. We can gradually add more hot water as she begins to warm."
Jenson spun on his heels and sprinted toward the house. He couldn't feel Kenzie as well as his brothers could, but he'd felt enough. Jordan and Jayson blamed him for the state their mate was in, and rightfully so.
He had a bad feeling that he was the reason she'd left the house. He'd told her to leave, then practically yelled at her when she'd asked why. He rubbed the back of his neck as he entered the master bedroom. After turning the taps on and checking the temperature, he plugged up the drain.
When Jay entered with Kenzie in his arms, Jenson rubbed at the ache in his chest. There were tear tracks on her face. This was all his doing. He felt like a first-class bastard even if he hadn't meant to make his mate leave.
"What did you say to her?" Jay asked as he sat on the rim of the tub.
Jordan knelt and tugged her shoes and socks off. "She's soaked through." Jordan scowled at Jenson as he chaffed Kenzie's small feet between his hands.
"I told her to leave when she came into my bathroom," Jenson answered honestly.
"Did you give her a reason why?" Jordan asked as he and his brother removed the rest of her clothes.
"No," he sighed guiltily. "I just told her to fucking leave and not to come back. I just wanted time to get my panther under control"
"She was leaving. Do you get that, Jenson?" Jay asked. "She thought you didn't want her anymore."
"Fuck!" Jenson scrubbed a hand over his face. "That's not what I meant. I was fighting my animal. The fucking shit was so close to taking over I was scared I was going to hurt her. My claws were out, and fur kept erupting and receding."
"You should have explained," Jordan said in a growly voice. "She would have understood. I don't know how she did it, but she managed to block us from feeling what she was, she shut us out. If she hadn't passed out, we might never have known what was going on."
Jenson nodded since there was no way he could refute what his brothers were saying. He tore his clothes off and stepped into the spa bath. He didn't care that the water was only lukewarm. He would sit in the ice and snow stark naked if he needed to. There was no way he was going to leave his mate until she woke again. He needed to apologize and explain why he'd been such a bastard, even though he hadn't meant to be mean.
"Give her to me." Jenson held his arms up and met each of his brothers' gazes. Jay sighed and then to Jenson's relief passed Kenzie over to his care.
"We're going to be right outside the door. If you fuck up again I'm going to pound your face with my fist," Jordan stated in a growly voice.
"I'll have my turn after he does," Jay said emphatically.
Jenson nodded and then gazed down at his mate after his brothers left the room. He wrapped Kenzie up in his arms and pulled her tight against him, sharing his body heat. As the blue tint left her lips, he added more and more hot water. He sighed with relief when he heard her heartrate picking up.
Kenzie was coming around. He just hoped she gave him a chance to apologize and explain his gruff asshole-ish behavior. He also hoped that he hadn't fucked up their chances of having a long happy life with their mate.
Kenzie had been aware for a while. Even though her heart had remained a slow steady beat, she'd felt hands tugging at her clothes. When she heard the reason for Jenson sending her away from the bathroom, she felt bad for reacting and trying to leave rather than confronting him.
Her confidence in herself as a woman had grown with every minute she'd spent in her mates' company, but every now and then uncertainties crept back in. She been downtrodden for years by her stepfather and it was difficult to forget such long-learned lessons.
When Jenson wrapped her up in the heat of his body and rubbed his chin over the top of her head, her heartrate escalated as the need to be claimed by him came rushing to the fore. However, she wasn't about to rush where angels feared to tread, even if she was no angel. At least in her eyes. She needed for him to tell her what he'd already explained to Jordan and Jay.
"Open your eyes for me, sweetie," Jenson demanded.
Kenzie shivered as she forced her lids up. Jenson's bass tones caused goose bumps to race over her cool flesh. He leaned over and kissed her on the forehead. "I'm sorry, mate. I didn't mean to hurt you. Can you please forgive me? I was having a hard time controlling my inner beast and was scared I was going to hurt you."
Kenzie shifted on his lap and bit the inside of her cheek when she felt his erection against her hip. The deep yearning to turn and straddle his lap was a hungry compulsion almost too intense to ignore, but she was still cold and needed to warm up more. She reached for the hot water tap and turned it, sighing with relief when she felt the water heating further.
"You hurt me, Jenson." She blinked as tears stung her eyes again. "I thought you'd changed your mind and didn't want me anymore."
Jenson grasped her waist, lifted, and turned her to face him before lowering her onto his thighs again. She gripped his shoulders for balance and to keep some distance between their bodies. Her breasts were aching, and her nipples were hard. If they so much as brushed against his skin, she was going to forget what they were talking about. They needed to sort things out before they made love.
Jenson caressed his hands up her sides and she held her breath as she waited to see if he would touch, cup her breasts, but she exhaled with disappointment when he lifted his hands from her ribs and up to her face. He cupped her cheeks between his hands. "Never. I want you so bad, sweetie. I should have told you why I needed you to leave. I never should have said what I did. My claws were out, and I was scared that I'd dig them into your flesh if I so much as touched you. I couldn't have lived with the guilt of damaging you. I'm sorry, Kenzie. It wasn't my intention to hurt you or give you the impression I didn't want you."
She sighed as she pressed her forehead to his. "I'll forgive you on one condition."
"Anything," he replied immediately.
"Next time you want to be left alone, explain to me why first."
"I will. I promise, sweetie." Jenson wrapped an arm around her waist and held her tight against him as he leaned forward and turned the water off. He leaned back and held her in his arms. Neither of them spoke, just savoring the heat and the skin to skin contact.
Each time Kenzie inhaled she drew in Jenson's delectable fragrance, and her body began to respond. Her pussy clenched with need, her clit filled with blood and started to throb, and her breasts swelled as her nipples hardened. Her breathing escalated, and she squirmed on his lap.
His thighs tensed under her ass and his hard cock twitched against her lower belly. Kenzie raised her head from his shoulder and met his blazing hungry blue-eyed gaze.
She leaned up as he bent down. He slammed his mouth over hers and she moaned as she opened to him.
Kenzie's insides turned to fire as molten liquid coursed through her veins. She needed, wanted, her mate to claim her, and she wasn't leaving the bath until he had his teeth lodged in her shoulder.
She moaned as their tongues tangled and twirled with carnal delight. They glided along each other's before swirling and curling in an intimate chorography neither of them needed to think about.
Jenson released her lips and began to lick and nibble his way over her jaw toward her neck. His tongue rasped over her skin, sending delicious need straight to her pussy and goose bumps shivering over her flesh. She whimpered when he sucked on the sensitive spot just under her ear, and she sobbed with pleasure as he nipped at her lobe. A cry of burning hunger escaped from between her parted lips when his breath blew into her ear, but when he shoved his tongue into the canal, fiery heat warmed her blood.
Kenzie felt as if she was on fire, her insides were so hot they felt as if they were melting. Her pussy clenched with an empty ache, an ache that grew and grew until she was sure she couldn't stand it a second longer. She needed him like she needed air to breathe. She didn't know how, but the Cannon brothers were a part of her. She didn't think she'd be able to survive without them. They were as necessary to her as the blood rushing through her veins.