“They’re watching us.”
“Who?”
“Shhh.” She motioned toward the ceiling, a slight upward gesture with her finger, whispered, “And listening.”
“What’s happened to you?” Ethan asked.
“Don’t you think I’m still pretty?” That snarky, biting tone was pure Kate. She stared down into her lap for a minute, and when she looked up again, her eyes glistened. “When I stand in front of the mirror and brush my hair at night, I still think about your hands on my body. It’s not what it used to be.”
“How old are you, Kate?”
“I don’t know anymore. It’s hard to keep track.”
“I came here looking for you four days ago. They lost contact with you and Evans and sent me here to find you. Evans is dead.” The statement appeared to have little impact. “What were you and Bill doing here?”
She just shook her head.
“What’s going on here, Kate?”
“I don’t know.”
“But you live here.”
“Yes.”
“For how long?”
“Years.”
“That’s impossible.” Ethan stood, his thoughts swarming.
“I don’t have answers for you, Ethan.”
“I need a phone, a car, a gun if you have—”
“I can’t, Ethan.” She stood. “You should go.”
“Kate—”
“Right now.”
He held her hands. “That was you when I lost consciousness on the street last night.” He stared down into her face—laugh lines, crow’s-feet, and still so beautiful. “Do you know what’s happening to me?”
“Stop.” She tried to pull away.
“I’m in trouble,” he said.
“I know.”
“Tell me what—”
“Ethan, now you’re putting my life at risk. And Harold’s.”
“From who?”
She tore away from him, started toward the door. When she reached it, she looked back, and for a moment, standing out of the light, she could have been thirty-six years old again.
“You could be happy, Ethan.”
“What are you talking about?”
“You could have an amazing life here.”
“Kate.”
She pushed open the door, stepped inside.
“Kate.”
“What?”
“Am I crazy?”
“No,” she said. “Not at all.”
The door closed after her, and then he heard the dead bolt turn. He walked to the door and stared at his reflection in the glass, half-expecting to see a sixty-year-old man, but he was unchanged.
He wasn’t hungry anymore.
He wasn’t tired.
Moving down the steps, down the stone path, and onto the sidewalk, he only felt this tightness in the center of his chest, a familiar sensation that used to hit him just before a mission—walking out to the chopper as the ground crew loaded the fifty-cal Gatling gun and the Hellfires.
Fear.
* * *
Ethan didn’t see a car until the next block—a mid-1980s Buick LeSabre, its windshield plastered with dried pine needles and sitting on four tires that could have used some air.
The doors were locked.
Ethan crept up onto the porch of the closest house and lifted a stone cherub from its perch under a window. Through the thin curtains, he saw a young boy inside, seated at an upright piano, playing some gorgeous piece of music, the notes drifting out onto the porch through a four-inch crack where the window had been raised off the sill.
A woman sat beside him, turning pages of sheet music.
Though only a foot tall, the cherub was solid concrete and weighed in excess of thirty pounds.
Ethan hauled it back out into the street.
There was simply no way to do this quietly.
He heaved it at the window behind the driver seat, the angel punching easily through. He unlocked the door, pulled it open, climbed inside over the shattered glass, over the seats, and behind the wheel. The impact had decapitated the angel, and Ethan grabbed its head out of the backseat.
Two blows were sufficient to crack open the plastic sheathing under the steering column and expose the ignition cylinder.
The light inside the car was bad.
He worked solely through feel, fingers tugging out the power and starter wires.
The piano playing inside the house had stopped. He glanced toward the porch, saw two silhouettes now standing behind the curtain.
Ethan fished the pocketknife out of his jacket, opened the largest blade, and cut the pair of white wires he was betting fed power to the car. Then he shaved the plastic sheathing off the ends and twisted them together.
The dashboard lit up.
The front door to the house swung open as he found the darker-colored starter wire.
A boy’s voice: “Look at the car window.”
Ethan shaved some plastic off the end of the starter wire, exposing the threads of copper.