‘I don’t know.’
‘What else makes you anxious?’
She didn’t answer at first. Then she said, ‘The stakes, I guess. Just the stakes. They’re so high. We can’t let it happen again.’
‘Can’t let what happen again?’
‘September eleventh.’
‘How old were you, anyway?’
‘Formative years.’
‘Is that when you decided to join the CIA?’
‘I knew I wanted to do something. The decision was made for me, in the end. I was recruited out of college.’
‘Where did you go?’
‘Yale.’
I nodded inside my medical brace. Yale was pretty much a CIA kindergarten. Like Cambridge University in England, for MI6. All a terrorist needed to do was work his way through the alumni rolls. Or bomb a reunion dinner. I said, ‘You must be smart, to have gotten into Yale.’
She didn’t answer.
I said, ‘Do you work hard?’
She said, ‘I try my best.’
‘Do you pay attention?’
‘Always.’
‘And you paid twenty-two bucks for vehicular transportation.’
‘What’s that got to do with anything?’
‘It means you’re just a little bit unconventional. Which is the fourth of the four things you need to be. All of which you are. Which is all we’ll ever need. Smart people, working hard, paying attention, thinking laterally.’
‘We had those on September tenth.’
‘No, we didn’t,’ I said. ‘We really didn’t. Like we didn’t have much of an army in 1941. It had been a long time since we had needed one. We had out-of-date people doing out-of-date things. But we got better real quick. Just like you did. It’s not going to happen again.’
‘You can’t say that.’
‘I just did.’
‘You can’t know it.’
‘It’s not worth taking a pill for. Just work hard, pay attention, and keep on thinking. That’s all you can do. And it’s not just you, anyway. There are thousands of you, just as good, working just as hard, paying just as much attention.’
‘We could still fail.’
‘Relax,’ I said. ‘At least for a couple of weeks. This thing isn’t September eleventh. I know Scarangello is full of doom and gloom, but suppose she’s wrong? Some politician gets whacked, exactly half his country will be throwing a street party. They’ll be buying beer and flags. Could spark an economic miracle.’
‘I’m sure that possibility was investigated. But I think Deputy Deputy Scarangello’s position represents the majority view.’
‘Is that what you call her?’
‘That’s what she is.’
I asked, ‘Is your gun waiting at the hotel?’
She said, ‘What hotel?’
‘Where we’re staying. Or do you pick it up someplace else?’
‘There is no gun. I’m unacknowledged. The government can’t arm me. You either.’
‘So what are we supposed to do?’
She said, ‘Standard procedure would be to supply ourselves locally, by foraging.’
I forced my head left and right, to push back the wings on my headrest. I said, ‘Which might be easy enough to do, because presumably the Romford Boys are being vigilant, on behalf of Kott and Carson, and sooner or later we’re going to touch their outer cordon, like tweaking the edge of a spider’s web, and presumably the outer cordon is armed, which means we’re about to be, because we’re going to take the guy’s weapon away.’
‘I think that’s one possibility they would want us to consider. Plus General Shoemaker thinks contact with Romford’s outer cordon is a good tactic in its own right. In the form of an invented approach on a business matter, he suggested. If we get past one layer, we can triangulate against the second layer and get a sense of where the centre is. Where Kott and Carson are, in other words.’
‘If I ask you a question, will I get an honest answer?’
‘Depends.’
‘How many other unacknowledged assets is the United States sending?’
‘Five.’
‘How many undercover Brits?’
‘Last I heard, thirteen.’
‘And what about the other six countries?’
‘They’ll send two each, except for Russia, who will match us with seven.’
‘When will they all arrive?’
‘Ahead of us, probably. We might be late to the party.’
‘And how busy are these boys in Romford?’
‘Busy doing what?’
‘Doing deals. With suppliers and wholesalers and retailers and stuff like that.’
‘I have no idea.’