Outlaw's Vow: Grizzlies MC Romance(58)
He rubbed up and down my ass, then angled his cock close to my pussy, teasing me. I shook as he pulled me up on all fours, making the position to take me deep.
I wanted to shake and die in this pleasure. I wanted to be with him. But those thoughts, those nightmares I'd just woke from, they wouldn't stop coming.
Closing my eyes tight, I tried to lie.
“I'm here for you, baby. Only you. Give me everything. Please.”
Snarling, he fisted my hair. He tugged it, jerking my head around until his lips were against my ear. “No. Not 'til I can believe there's nothing on your mind except the dick that's about to fuck you senseless. I love you so fucking much, babe, and I'm a greedy SOB...you're mine. Only mine.”
I heard him, but I didn't know what he meant – didn't really know – until his fingers pushed between my thighs. He shoved two fingers deep and held them in me, covering my clit with his thumb.
“Oh – Jesus!” I gasped, arching my back. “Fuck, Asphalt! Yeah...”
“Yeah,” he repeated, quickening the loops his thumb circled, digging into my clit in a hard, steady burn. “You whimper like that a couple more times, maybe we'll be getting somewhere.”
His fingers moved inside me. My hips bounced back, caressing the full magnificent length of his cock. The guttural thunder leaving his throat vibrated in my bones, and I smiled.
There was something beautiful about being able to turn him on, even in this fucked up state.
“I knew you'd come for me. Never doubted it. Those words we had before were tough, and I screwed you over by listening to daddy like his stupid little girl. But I knew it wouldn't ruin this, Asphalt, this strange and wonderful thing we've built.”
“Austin.”
What?
“What?” I moaned, fighting for words through another full pussy stroke of his fingers, wondering if I'd heard him right.
“In this bed, you call me by my rightful name. The one that always loved you, babe. The one that watched you growing up and came hard as fucking diamond to you instead of any lesser slut. Shit, I don't give a fuck what you say, just as long as you know who owns this now, who's gonna own it 'til you take your last breath.”
“Austin...”
It sounded so soft and alien after everything that happened. I'd used his name before as a curse, trying to get under his skin. Now, I whimpered it like a lover, especially when he rewarded me with more fingers, another kiss, and a quicker, dizzying lap around my clit.
“Come for me,” he growled, crushing his lips down on mine.
And I did.
I came with my entire body into his hand. Sobbing, grunting, spilling out my pain, my love, my heartache.
He wrapped his free hand around my waist and kept his lips on mine. Asphalt swallowed everything, twining my twitching tongue with his, loosening his pressure when I started coming back to earth.
Tears were still rolling down my cheeks when he finally pulled his fingers out, and he turned his mouth to the nape of my neck, gliding down in soft, gentle kisses.
“No. I don't deserve this,” I whispered. “Not after how I treated you.”
He stopped, his muscles tensed around me. Grabbing my chin, he jerked my face until we locked eyes.
“Babe, what you deserve tonight is exactly what I'm giving you.” His green eyes blazed, turning tender lover into manic killer.
I knew how badly I was fucked when that actually turned me on – turned everything below my waist to instant jelly.
“I wasn't fucking around when I told you earlier, I need all of you tonight. You're mine, woman, and I'm yours too. It's you and me here. The rest of the universe be fucked. And babe, I'm gonna fuck the ever-living shit outta you. Nothing barred.”
“Oh!”
It shouldn't feel this delicious. Not after what I just went through.
Oh, but it did.
He pushed inside me without a second warning. Pleasure overwhelmed me, unexpected and molten hot. I arched my back and gripped the thin sheets underneath me for support.
Oh. My. God.
“All the shit that happened before?” he growled, nipping at my ear as his cock pulled back, slamming into me deeper than before. “Gone.”
His hand moved up, pausing to maul my breasts, before moving up to my throat. He held me in a gentle, but not-so-gentle grip, the kind that said he'd love me and destroy me all at once.
The same grip I needed just then.
“All that shit we spat out our mouths, going at each other like mortal fucking enemies?” His cock thrust deeper, harder, faster, driving me out of my mind. “Gone.”
Our breath came in long, ragged puffs. My fingers scratched, tore, ripped at the sheets until I couldn't even feel them anymore.
“Austin – don't stop!”
“No. Not 'til every last ounce of painful shit in your life's a goddamned memory, babe. Told you, I'm fucking out everything. Killing it by making you come so hard you're blind to all the darkness.” His thrusts quickened, rocking the cot between us.