Hemingford County, Minnesota, 1930
After about half an hour, Mr. Sorenson turns onto a narrow unpaved road. Dirt rises around us as we drive, coating the windshield and side windows. We pass more fields and then a copse of birch tree skeletons, cross through a dilapidated covered bridge over a murky stream still sheeted with ice, turn down a bumpy dirt road bordered by pine trees. Mr. Sorenson is holding a card with what looks like directions on it. He slows the truck, pulls to a stop, looks back toward the bridge. Then he peers out the grimy windshield at the trees ahead. “No goldarn signs,” he mutters. He puts his foot on the pedal and inches forward.
Out of the side window I point to a faded red rag tied to a stick and what appears to be a driveway, overgrown with weeds.
“Must be it,” he says.
Hairy branches scrape the truck on either side as we make our way down the drive. After about fifty yards, we come to a small wooden house—a shack, really—unpainted, with a sagging front porch piled with junk. In the grassless section in front of the house, a baby is crawling on top of a dog with black matted fur, and a boy of about six is poking a stick in the dirt. His hair is so short, and he’s so skinny, that he looks like a wizened old man. Despite the cold, he and the baby are barefoot.
Mr. Sorenson parks the truck as far from the children as possible in the small clearing and gets out of the truck. I get out on my side.
“Hello, boy,” he says.
The child gapes at him, not answering.
“Your mama home?”
“Who want to know?” the boy says.
Mr. Sorenson smiles. “Did your mama tell you you’re getting a new sister?”
“No.”
“Well, she should be expecting us. Go on and tell her we’re here.”
The boy stabs at the dirt with the stick. “She’s sleeping. I’m not to bother her.”
“You go on and wake her up. Maybe she forgot we were coming.”
The boy traces a circle in the dirt.
“Tell her it’s Mr. Sorenson from the Children’s Aid Society.”
He shakes his head. “Don’t want a whupping.”
“She’s not going to whip you, boy! She’ll be glad to know I’m here.”
When it’s clear the boy isn’t going to move, Mr. Sorenson rubs his hands together and, motioning for me to follow, makes his way gingerly up the creaking steps to the porch. I can tell he’s worried about what we might find inside. I am too.
He knocks loudly on the door, and it swings open from the force of his hand. There’s a hole where the doorknob is supposed to be. He steps into the gloom, ushering me in with him.
The front room is nearly bare. It smells like a cave. The floor is planked with rough boards, and in places I can see clear through to the ground below. Of the three grimy windows, one has a jagged hole in the upper-right corner and one is seamed with spidery cracks. A wooden crate stands between two upholstered chairs, soiled with dirt, stuffing coming out of split seams, and a threadbare gold sofa. On the far left is a dark hallway. Straight ahead, through an open doorway, is the kitchen.
“Mrs. Grote? Hello?” Mr. Sorenson cocks his head, but there’s no response. “I’m not going into a bedroom to find her, that’s for sure,” he mutters. “Mrs. Grote?” he calls, louder.
We hear faint footsteps and a girl of about three, in a dirty pink dress, emerges from the hall.
“Well, hello, little girl!” Mr. Sorenson says, crouching down on his heels. “Is your mama back there?”
“We sleeping.”
“That’s what your brother said. Is she still asleep?”
A harsh voice comes from the hallway, startling us both: “What do you want?”
Mr. Sorenson stands up slowly. A pale woman with long brown hair steps out of the darkness. Her eyes are puffy and her lips are chapped, and her nightgown is so thin I can see the dark circles of her nipples through the cloth.
The girl sidles over like a cat and puts an arm around her legs.
“I’m Chester Sorenson, from the Children’s Aid Society. You must be Mrs. Grote. I’m sorry to bother you, ma’am, but I was told you knew we were coming. You did request a girl, did you not?”
The woman rubs her eyes. “What day is it?”
“Friday, April fourth, ma’am.”
She coughs. Then she doubles over and coughs again, harder this time, into her fist.
“Would you like to sit down?” Mr. Sorenson goes over and guides her by the elbow to a chair. “Now, is Mr. Grote home?”
The woman shakes her head.
“Are you expecting him soon?”
She lifts her shoulders in a shrug.
“What time does he get off work?” Mr. Sorenson presses.