Only With Me (With Me #2)(31)
Her hands went to my chest, leaning down, she kissed me gently. "I promise I wouldn't do anything if I didn't want to. I want to know what you feel like inside me. How it feels when I come and your moving in me."
Sitting up, I wrapped my arms around her beautiful body and slowly rolled her onto her back. I've never made love to a woman. Sure, I've always made sure they came first, but when it came to fucking, it was simply fucking. With Gabi, I wanted so much more.
I needed more.
My body shook, and it wasn't because I wanted inside her so damn bad. It was something else. Something I couldn't put my finger on.
Cupping her head within my hands, I pierced her eyes with mine. My heart beating so loud, I swore she could hear it.
"De exo niosi pote etsi os tora."
It was out of my mouth before I could even stop myself.
Gabi smiled as she lifted her hands and lightly ran her finger along my jaw. "What did you say?"
The tightness in my chest grew.
Do I tell her what I had said?
I could easily lie and tell her all I said was I wanted her. But this was Gabi. The girl with the sky blue eyes and beautiful smile that made my heart stop the first time she looked at me. The woman who had me tossing and turning at night thinking about her and the next time I could see her.
I knew I had to tell her the truth. She deserved it.
"I said I have never felt like this before."
Her smile faded some, but her eyes lit up like the sky after a rain storm. She searched my face before saying, "I haven't either. You make me forget everything. I want to get lost with you, Nic."
Her cheeks turned pink again.
"I've . . . I've only ever been with one guy and I was tested after it ended."
My heart slammed against my chest.
"What . . . what are you saying?"
"What I feel with you, I never felt with him. This feels so different and I want to experience it . . . completely."
Swallowing hard, I stared into her eyes. "Are you saying you don't want me to wear a condom?"
"I'm on the pill. But if you're not ready for something like that, I understand. Or if you think you might not be . . ."
Her voice drifted off.
"I'm clean, Gabi. I've always used a condom. I've never not used one."
"Oh, okay. I understand if you want to use one."
I shook my head. Damn this girl. Shit her innocence was my undoing.
"Gabi, I've been tested. I'm clean and trust me when I say I would love to make love to you without a condom on."
A huge smile moved over her face. "Then take me, Nic, because I'm yours."
And like that, my walls came crashing down. I moved slightly, my dick pushing at her soft wet entrance. Everything was spinning in my head. Her words, my words, the way I was feeling, the longing I felt to make love to her all night long.
Nothing made sense anymore. The only thing I cared about was her, in this moment. Feeling her body fall apart with me inside her, completely inside her with nothing between.
I couldn't help myself, I pushed into her fast and hard, causing her to let out a small whimper.
Damn it. Motherfucker.
"Fuck, Gabi. I can't control myself with you."
Her legs wrapped around my body, pulling me as deep as she could. Her eyes closed, and the pain of me stretching her all at once evident her face.
"Give me one second to adjust to you. It's been a really long time."
I pressed my lips to her and begged for her forgiveness. "Baby, I'm so sorry if I hurt you. It's taking everything I have to not fuck you right now."
She opened her eyes and looked deep into my soul. "Make me yours."
SOMETHING CHANGED IN his eyes with those three words. He slowly pulled out and pushed back into me. The heavenly feeling was almost too much. My build up was already starting.
He picked up the speed, and I met him thrust for thrust. I could tell he was holding back and was about to lose control. And how I wanted to feel Nic Drivas lose control.
"Goddamn it, Gabi. I'm trying to go slow, baby. You're squeezing down on me. Fucking hell."
I wanted him to fuck me more than anything. I needed him to. My nails dug into his back as I lifted my hips to him. I needed more. Wanted so much more.
"More," I gasped while wrapping my legs around him tighter.
Then the Nic who didn't make love showed up. He grabbed onto my hips and moved faster, harder. The pain now had slipped away and was replaced by utter bliss.
I gasped as my orgasm quickly swept over my body.
"Oh God!" I cried out as he pounded into my body, giving me every delicious promise he had whispered in my ear from the moment I first met him.