I don’t know the answer to any of these questions. So when Blue gets tired and announces she’s going to bed, JD joins her. But I go into my office and start dicking around with my cameras.
About an hour later, a naked JD steps into my doorway and knocks on the wall. “What are you doing? Come to bed.”
“I will,” I tell him as I clean a lens.
“When? I’m horny, man. And every time I touch her, she wants to come. But I don’t want to start this shit alone. You need to be there.”
I finish up the lens and then pack it away.
“You’re nervous?” he asks, coming into the room. I glance down at his dick, which is so hard, it’s practically pointing at me. “You afraid of this part, Ark? Of crossing that line?” He reaches out and grabs the long bulge beneath my jeans. He takes my inaction as a sign to proceed, and then his hand drifts upward to the button on my jeans. “Should we have a practice run in here? Get it over with?”
And then he leans in, his bare chest pressing against mine, the heat between us drawing our bodies together. His hand slips down my pants and grabs me… hard. I grit my teeth and suck in a breath. “Tell me what to do,” he says. “Tell me what you want. Because Blue is waiting, man. And I don’t mind sucking your dick to put you at ease, but I want to fuck that girl tonight. And I want you to be there.”
I look at him, meeting his blue eye with my dark ones. “That’s not what I what I’m holding out for, JD. I’m not nervous about you sucking my dick. I just need you to know I’m probably not going to fuck you. Maybe ever. And I’m probably not going to let you fuck me, either.”
“So, we have limits with each other, but not with Blue? Is that what you want me to know?”
“Yeah, basically.”
“Are you gonna suck my dick?”
“I don’t know.”
“So what do you want to do with me?” He pulls his hand out of my pants and takes a step back.
But I catch him by the shoulder and grip him tight. “This, for starters.” And then I pull him in, my hand wrapping around his neck, my fingers threading through his hair. I touch my lips to his and the kiss takes me by surprise once again. How soft his lips are, but how hard and masculine his response. He grips my head the same way, pushing himself into me. Our bodies press against each other as I slip my tongue inside his hot mouth and then when he responds, I withdraw and bite his lip. Hard. Hard enough to make him pull back. But I stop him, keeping him in contact with me. I look him in the eyes and we both taste the blood. I let go with my mouth, but hold him captive with my gaze. “I won’t do this to Blue. I can’t. But I can do it to you.”
He stares at me.
“If you want.”
He grins and then he laughs, pushing my chest hard enough to make me step backwards. I grip his neck harder, pressing my thumb against his jugular, just like I did that Gabriel fuck last night. But this time, it’s not out of hate or anger. It’s desire.
“I want to stick my dick so far down your throat, you’ll choke on my cock.”
His grin grows wider. “You want me to submit to you?”
“You can dish it out but you can’t take it?”
“Is that the deal then? She submits to me and I submit to you?”
“You both submit to me, JD. I want to collar you too.”
“Fuck you,” he says, stepping back with a laugh.
“Not literally, asshole. But we need to have an understanding. And the understanding is, I’m in control. At all times.”
“What if you’re not there?”
I shrug. “You want to fuck her alone? Because I’m in it for you, just as much as I am for her.”
“Well, yeah. I figure I can fuck her anytime I want. She’s mine too.”
I turn around and walk back to my desk, getting a fresh battery for my favorite camera. “If you fuck her alone, I want it on camera. So I can watch it later.”
“You kinky motherfucker. I never suspected, Ark.”
“Yes, then?”
He rolls his neck and shoulders, like he’s trying to release some tension. “Sure, OK. Like I care if we’re filmed. There’s more than five hundred videos of me on camera already. What’s a few more?”
“And I want you to pose with her. And me. Around the loft. Fucking. Doing normal shit. Whenever. I want pictures. I want memories.”
He shakes his head at me. “Why would I object to that? You want to make sex tapes instead of porn? Fine.”
“And this shit never leaves the apartment.”
“Dude—”
“I mean it, JD. You never let anyone else see her. Or us. Ever.”