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By:Kristan Higgins


"Bad weather's coming," I said to my driver. "Big boomers."         

     



 

"Excuse me?"

"Thunderstorms, Jonathan."

He turned on the radio, and sure enough, the meteorologists were  practically peeing themselves with joy. "Wind gusts up to fifty miles  per hour, heavy rains, some local flooding. Stay inside, folks!"

Jonathan sighed.

"Do you have to pick up your girls?" I asked.

"No, not till tomorrow." He drove with both hands on the wheel, looking  straight ahead. "You did well with the director," he said.

"Thank you."

"You're good with people."

"I like people."

His mouth curled up in a flash smile, then returned to its normal straight line.

A gust of wind rocked the car, and rain abruptly slapped the windshield. Jonathan switched the wipers to high.

The farther south we drove, the worse the weather. The lightning was  getting intense, and twigs littered the road. Thunder rolled overhead,  sometimes so loud that the car vibrated with it.

Then there was a crash, a flash and a huge branch came down about twenty feet in front of us.

"I'm going to bring you to my place," Jonathan said. "It's closer. You can wait out the storm there. Is that all right?"

I glanced at my watch. It was 7:30 anyway. And it wasn't like I had plans. "Sure. Thank you."

The power seemed to have gone out; the houses we passed were dark. We  saw more downed branches, and sure enough, a Con Edison truck passed us,  lights flashing.

Jonathan turned onto a road that wound through the woods. The rain was  so loud now, the wipers slapping frantically. Outside, the trees waved  and bent, and clumps of leaves hit the car. I hoped nothing bigger would  fall on us. It was getting a little nerve-racking.

Jonathan turned again, onto an even narrower road, this one dirt, that  brought us out into some farmland. No trees to fall on us here, but the  road was like a river, water gushing along the side of it. The  headlights showed only rain and mud. The clouds were so thick and black  that it seemed like midnight.

We turned again, and when the lightning flashed, I saw a big white  farmhouse and red barn. Jonathan's headlights illuminated a stone wall.  "Wait for me," he said, turning the key. He got out and, a second later,  opened my door, holding his suit jacket over my head. "Let's make a run  for it."

There were leaves all over the slate walkway, and the sharp smell of  rain and summer thick in the air. Jonathan unlocked the door, and in we  went. It was pitch-black. He took my hand and led me farther inside, my  footsteps short and uncertain. "Stay right here," he said. "I have a  generator. I'll just be a second."

Then he was gone, the thunder swallowing all other sound.

I waited, my clothes sopping wet despite Jonathan's effort to cover me.  It smelled nice in here, like wood and maybe a little bit of cinnamon. A  cluster of lightning flashes showed me that I was in an entryway with a  bench and a door leading into the house.

A woman stood in front of me.

I screamed, my hands going up in front of me.

"Ainsley?" Jon's voice was sharp.

"Who's here?" I shrieked. "Someone's here!"

Then the lights came on, and I looked up and saw my reflection.

I was standing in front of a mirror.

"Never mind," I called. "I-It was me. Sorry." And speaking of me, my  hair looked ridiculous. I fluffed it up, ran my fingers under my eyes  and fluffed out my soaking wet dress, sending raindrops pattering to the  floor.

"Are you all right?" Jonathan stood before me, also soaked, though his  hair looked quite...well, Darcy-esque; there was really no other word  for it. Colin Firth and Jane Austen had ruined us chicks for other men,  let's face it.

"I saw my reflection. But I didn't know it was me. Sorry for the screaming."

He looked me up and down. "Would you like some dry clothes?"

"Um...sure. Thank you."

He led me through his house, which was not at all what I expected. I'd  pictured him...well, in many places. Hell, for one. A casket, for  another, like Dracula needing to sleep on Transylvanian soil. That  sterile condo.

But this house was big and rambling and filled with comfortable  furniture and the occasional antique. Not the fussy kind that you don't  want to touch-rough, battered, we're here because we've earned it kind  of pieces. A grandfather clock, a big brown sofa with a patch of pink  fabric on one arm. We went upstairs, and Jonathan went into his room,  which featured a sleigh bed and fireplace. Old chest of drawers,  pictures of his girls, a view of the fields from his windows.

"I don't have any women's clothes," he said.         

     



 

"Really?" I asked. "You're not a drag queen?"

He ignored that. "And you won't fit into my daughters' things."

"Of course I won't, Jonathan! I'm a grown woman. Just give me some sweats, okay?"

He complied. "You can change across the hall. There's a bathroom, as well."

"Thank you, Mr. Kent." I took the clothes he handed me, went across the hall and fell instantly in love.

It was the girls' room, clearly; bunk beds, two desks filled with  cheerful clutter and construction paper, a giant box-turned-playhouse  with windows cut in it, flowers drawn in Magic Markers at the base.  Bookcases surrounded a huge window seat, the shelves filled with piles  of books and photos and little treasures-a music box, a porcelain cat. A  hammock was strung across one corner, filled with stuffed animals.  There was an enormous soft chair on one side of the bed, perfect for  reading and cuddling.

I took off my dress, laid it across the desk chair and pulled on  Jonathan's sweatpants (which fit far too well; I'd have to go on a diet  very soon). He'd given me a flannel shirt, too. Huh. I didn't picture  him owning one. An ascot, yes. Flannel...not so much.

The photos on the bookshelves called to me.

Damn.

There he was, holding a little white burrito of a baby, smiling into the  camera with all the happiness a man could have. Emily, I decided. He  looked so young in the picture. And there was another, Jonathan holding  toddler Emily in one arm, infant Lydia in the other, smiling at Emily as  she touched her baby sister on the nose with one shy finger.

Another of him with the girls on Halloween. One of him coming out of the  water with Lydia. Nice abs, I noted. His, not Lydia's. Another shot of  him holding Emily, pointing at something in the sky.

He was a good father. If I didn't believe it already, I'd have known from these pictures.

"Are you hungry?"

I jumped, flushing with guilt. Jonathan's voice was right outside.  "Yeah. Sure! Thank you." Opening the door, I smiled. "This is a lovely  room," I said. "The whole house is beautiful."

"Thank you. It's been in my family for five generations. This way, please."

Ah, yes. I was a servant in the family wing.

He led the way back to the large kitchen, which had wooded plank floors  and tile counters, a fridge covered in children's artwork and photos. "I  need to call my daughters," he said. "Please have a seat."

I wriggled onto a stool at the counter. To my surprise, Jonathan poured  me a glass of red wine without asking if I wanted one, then one for  himself. Took out his phone. "Hello, Laine," he said. "Are you safe?"

His jaw clenched, and yet his first question was for her safety.

"I'm home now. Yes. Do you have power? Good. Don't go out. There are  branches down all over town. Are the girls available? Thank you."

Very civilized. I took a sip of my wine.

"Hello, honey bear," he said, and my heart melted a little. His face  gentled, and his voiced deepened even more. "Oh, it's not so bad. No,  nothing's broken. It's just windy. Don't forget, the house has been here  a long time." His smile flashed and was gone. "Sure. I'll pick you up  at ten. I love you, too, bear. Put Lydia on, okay?" He glanced at me,  and I dropped my gaze, suddenly fascinated by the floorboards.

"Hello, Lyddie. How was your day, pumpkin? What did you have for lunch?  You did? Three pieces? How's your tummy?" Another lightning smile. "The  fairies?" He glanced at me, his eyebrow rising. "I imagine they have  places to go. Sure. A hollow tree, maybe. A bee's nest? I'll ask. Okay,  sweetheart. I love you. See you in the morning. Bye-bye."

My heart felt achy and sore.

A man who loved his children that much should not have had to leave them. I hated his wife. Hated her.

"Lydia was concerned about the fairies," he said. "But she thinks they  must be friendly with bees and wanted me to check with you."

A warm prickle crept across my chest. "Yes, she's right, of course. Bees  and fairies are very good friends. They also use mushrooms as  umbrellas."

His eyes crinkled with a smile. "I'll let her know." He looked at me.  "Well. Let me make you dinner." He opened the fridge. "Are you a  meat-eater?"