Joshua
Josh sat on his couch in a dimly lit living room, nursing his second glass of scotch. The instrumental jazz coming from his iPad docking station should have eased his tension, but it hadn’t. This by far would be the hardest thing he had ever had to do. He had waited long enough, hoping that he would think of an easier way of telling her, but no matter how he looked at this, she was going to be upset.
Josh laid his head on the back of the couch and closed his eyes. The past month had meant everything to him. He’d never been this happy in his lifetime, and it had everything to do with Kenya Frost. He fell in love with someone that he found he couldn’t live without, and if he had any doubts to that fact, it was removed during this month.
Josh’s primary focus was Kenya. He wanted to spend all his time with her, and the only way he could do it was take some time off. Josh grounded himself from fieldwork, allowing him time to be with her. He didn’t completely give up his job. When she went to work, he would drop her off and head into the FBI office to assist with any cases his team was currently working on. He left the fieldwork to Misty and Jacks, who begrudgingly accepted his decision. They both knew there was no need to argue with Josh. Once he set his mind to something there was no way to change it.
Josh wanted to be completely available to Kenya. He wanted to make sure he was available to pick her up from work every night. He wanted to make sure she was safe, number one, but the main reason was simply he couldn’t fall asleep without sating himself with her body. He couldn’t get enough of her. He loved making her scream, making her lose her mind. He loved waking up to her beautiful smile and face. She was coming into her own; Josh could see it every day. She developed a mouth on her that she gave credit all to Josh for creating, and he didn’t deny it.
He actually found it quite amusing when she cussed. Seeing her express herself in any way made him feel good. It meant she was opening up to him, getting comfortable. She hadn’t told him she loved him yet, but he didn’t mind it. He knew she did and couldn’t wait for the time she actually said those words. What she managed to do effortlessly was show him how she felt with even the smallest of gestures. It could be a simple touch from her, or a shy smile, and Josh could see and feel how much she loved him. The words he knew would come in her own time.
This new side of Kenya he loved learning about, except when she shared things about her past. Sometimes he wished he hadn’t opened that Pandora’s Box. Every time he looked into her eyes and saw the pain from her past, made him want to beat the shit out of every male that wronged her in her life.
Hell, if he could, he’d go after the women as well. He knew sisters could be mean to each other, but to hear that Kenya’s mom turned a blind eye to the way she was treated ate at him. He couldn’t understand how a mother could allow that to happen to her child. His mother was the complete opposite to her kids and would definitely hurt anyone that hurt them. And as he learned more and more about Kenya and the kind of heart she had, pissed him off even more.
To put down and hurt someone with such a kind and loving heart had never sat well with him. All she had ever wanted was someone to truly love her, and he wanted to make it his mission in life that she felt nothing but that from him.
So when she was off work, he made sure they spent as much time together as they could. Kenya never seemed to mind he was occupying her free time. She wanted him around just as much as he wanted to be around.
They became tourists of the city and drove everywhere visiting museums and parks. Kenya took him to Kennywood, and they rode rides, ate up a storm and played games, getting in touch with the kid in them. They went to the movies, baseball games at PNC Park, dined all over the city, some expensive restaurants and some were everyday food chains. They went to some of the clubs and bars around the city too, hanging out with Ivan and Joy and her now boyfriend, Brian.
Josh couldn’t help but wonder if her hesitation on telling him how she felt had something to do with her past relationships. Maybe the closeness they were feeling seemed similar to Noah for her, and that was something he didn’t want. He wanted her to feel his love and not just hear him say the words. He wasn’t sure if his plan was working, but he hoped soon she would be comfortable and express herself the way he’d been dying to feel.
Tonight, though, was probably going to make all his plans and hard work go down the tubes. This was going to test how she truly felt about him. It was too soon for this he knew, but things couldn’t be helped. He just hoped he did all he could to show her how he felt about her, and that she was confident enough in him to keep any and all promises he’d made to her.
He heard someone struggling outside his door and knew it was her. He sat up, put his glass on the table in front of him and rose. As he walked toward the door, he felt his heart speed up with anticipation on seeing her. She had only been gone for a few hours, but damn, he missed her.
She got the door open before he could get there, and upon seeing his face, a smile so full of love greeted him.
“Hey, baby… I’m so sorry I’m late. It won’t take me long to get ready, I promise.”
Her eyes raked over him, and he saw desire instantly fill them. Another thing about his Sweets was her tenacity and hunger for sex had tripled. She had found her inner sex goddess, and she didn’t hesitate to take what she wanted from him.
He smiled at her, knowing she was undressing his charcoal grey Christian Dior suit off his body in her mind as she stood there in the doorway.
He bent down close to her, taking the bags out of her hand making sure he teased her before he moved away saying, “No problem. How long do you need?”
Josh couldn’t help but smile as he walked into the kitchen to place the bags on the counter. When he turned to her, she was licking her lips looking at him from his legs up to his face. If it was any other day and any other time, he would let her undress him but not right now. They had dinner reservations at a restaurant called ‘“Seven” in the Strip District in about an hour and thirty minutes, and even though she said she wouldn’t be long, he knew she would. It was a great thing the restaurant was about ten minutes away.
“Sweets, how long do you need to get ready?”
Josh walked closer to her, and her eyes traveled to his crotch then sharply to his face. She smiled and as he got closer to her, she reached for the lapel of his jacket and pulled him closer to her. Josh had to admit he was as turned on as she was. It didn’t take much for him to want her, but he refused to give in.
Kenya brought her arms in the inside of his jacket to his back and looked up in his eyes.
“Well, that would depend on you.”
She moved to the tips of her toes and brought her lips to his. He kissed her, because hell, he’d been craving her since she left. He brought his hands to her the sides of her face and caressed her cheeks with his thumbs.
He said, “We have reservations at your favorite restaurant in an hour. Do you think you could be ready by then?”
Kenya pouted realizing she wasn’t going to get her way, and he smiled. “Oh my little vixen, if you’re good, I’ll make it worth your while later.”
She smiled and rained light kisses along his jaw line, underneath his chin and down his throat.
“You’re going to make me wait? If that’s the case, why tease me with this suit? You know how much I love seeing your half–Italian hot self in your suits.”
Josh was holding on by a thin thread. He loved feeling her lips on him, anywhere on him, and it was driving him crazy.
“Mmmmm… Sweets, you know what your lips do to me…”
He groaned again, gripped her hair in his hands and slanted her face up to his and took her mouth. He backed her up against his door and slammed his body against hers. Damn, she felt good.
Kenya moaned her happiness, getting exactly what she wanted from him, but the moment she went for her prize he stepped back.
Breathing heavy, chest moving a mile a minute he wiped his mouth with his hand. “Sweets, you’re insatiable, do you know that?”
Kenya, equally spent and horny, replied, “Takes one to know one.”
He laughed. “Yeah well, I need you to play nice tonight okay. Come on, go get dressed. I’m starving.”
Kenya smiled devilishly and walked toward him, but he stepped back, laughing again. “No, for food…”
Kenya frowned and folded her arms. “What if I don’t want to go out to eat?”
Josh took a deep breath. Earlier he thought about just telling her in his apartment and not going out, but he wanted to take her to dinner. He wanted to spend time going out, and wanted to do one of the things he loved to do with her before he left.
He slowly walked to her and traced the side of her face with his index finger.
“I would love it if you get dressed up for me, put on one of those dresses I forced you to buy last week and blow my mind. Make me crave you the whole time during dinner so when we get home, I can rip the damn thing off and do the freakiest things to your body.” Josh brought his finger under her chin and tilted her head further up then leaned in and kissed her softly. He whispered, “Can you do that for me?”
Kenya closed her eyes and licked her lips savoring his kiss.