Not in Her Wildest Dreams(54)

Then there was Sterling. They hadn't talked recently about how they  would move forward, preferring to keep it simple. They were dating,  making love, agreeing not to bring work home so they could talk about  important things like whether they were going to watch sports or a  movie, or whether the laundry soap went into the top load washer before  the clothes or after the water finished running.         

     



 

"Paige?" Olinda prompted.

"I'm not sure," she admitted. "Sterling and I have to talk-"

"I knew it. You're just like your father. You're not going to do it, are  you? Did the insurance adjuster really say they're not paying? Or are  you keeping the money? Damn it, Paige! I expect better from you."

"Whoa." Paige held up a hand. "All I'm saying is that I like working  here. Maybe instead of selling out, I'll stay on and grow the business  with Sterling-"

"He's not going to marry you," Olinda said bluntly. "I know that's what you think, but get real, Paige."

"Olinda." She felt slapped. Attacked. She opened her mouth to protest  that Olinda didn't know how close she and Sterling had become, but how  close were they? Really?

Old insecurity slithered through her.

"I'm not trying to hurt your feelings," Olinda qualified. "I'm just  saying, you're giving the milk for free. Why would he buy the cow? If he  did, wouldn't you wonder if he was only trying to secure Grady's share  without paying for it? Sell, Paige. Why would you go back on your  promise to me and your mother?"

Paige hadn't made any outright promises, but they had been implied. And  as much as she didn't want Olinda's words getting under her skin, they  did. A lifetime of deeply ingrained insecurity hadn't been overcome by a  few fabulous rolls across a Roy Furnishings bed. She wanted to insist  that Sterling loved her, but she couldn't.

She didn't believe that he did.

Her phone chimed. She glanced and saw it was Anthony. His new wife  wanted to get into the apartment to take some measurements. She'd been  ignoring him for two days, but now saw it as a timely break from the  spell she'd been under.

~ * ~

Sterling peeled the Call me on my cell note from the folder Paige had left on his desk and dialed.

"Hi." She turned down some background music. A female voice said  something and Paige said, "I know. Brit just reminded me we're almost  out of service so I have to keep this short. We're on the road to  Seattle."

"What? Since when?"

"Anthony has been bugging me to get into the apartment and Britta was  able to get away for the night, so she's driving me. I left the audit on  your desk."

"I see that." He glanced up as Olinda came to the door. He frowned, not  wanting an eavesdropper while he asked his lover when she was coming  back.

If she was coming back.

"You'll be back tomorrow?"

"Brit will be. I'm going to buy a car. Anthony's brother will give me a deal. I-" She cut out.

"Paige?" He swore lightly and hung, glanced at Olinda. "Yes?"

"Just wondering if you want me to cut a check."

"For?"

She nodded at the folder. "That's the final figure, isn't it?"

"Did Paige say she wanted you to cut a check?"

Olinda's lips parted and her gaze shifted briefly. "No."

He let out a breath he hadn't realized he'd held.

Her chin came up a little. "But that's what we've all been waiting for, isn't it?"

"No." He slid the folder aside to look at later. "We still need an appraisal."

"Oh, for God's sake," Olinda muttered, eyes rolling to the ceiling.

"Do you owe money to thugs or something?" Sterling asked. He'd grown up  under an overbearing personality, but he wondered how Paige tolerated  dealing with this one.

"I-" She folded her arms, flushing as she gave a flustered shrug. "Not a  lot and not to thugs, but the interest is terrible. If the insurance on  the house had paid out by now, I wouldn't care about this." She waved  at the folder.

"Did you torch Grady's house hoping to clear that up?"

He was being facetious, but the look on her face struck like a bucket of water.

He reminded himself that at one point he'd wondered if his mother had  set that fire. He'd felt pretty damned foolish once he'd realized how  outlandish the accusation was.

But as Olinda muttered, "Of course not," and skittered her fear-filled  gaze from his, he didn't feel outlandish. He felt suspicious.

She took off like her ass had been stung by a bee.

And Sterling stood there, thinking. He thought about how much Paige  loved her stepmother, how angry she'd been when he'd had her brother  arrested, how wrong he'd been when he'd done that. He looked down at the  audit, thought about how close Paige was to cashing out.         

     



 

Was she going back to Seattle to take up her job again? Find a place to live?

She couldn't. He'd be a drooling fucking mess.

Pinching the bridge of his nose, he tried to figure out what he should do.

~ * ~

"Oh my God, I needed this," Britta said as they neared Paige's building.

"Me, too," Paige agreed, letting out a sigh of decompression. They'd  talked all the way here about anything that wasn't heavy: the jerk in  one of Brit's classes, the sprinkler problem her father had had in Palm  Springs, the girl at the bank who wore the super short skirts. They had  laughed and sung to their favorite songs and pretended for a few hours  that they didn't have problems.

Then Britta's cell chimed.

"Who is it?" she asked, making a turn onto a side street.

"Cam," Paige said with a glance. "Do you want me to read it?"

"Yeah." Britta was focused on waiting for a chance to turn left.

"Don't do anything you can't undo. Talk to me first. Please," Paige read.

Britta made the turn then shot Paige a face. "What does he think I'm doing? Does he even know where I am? How?"

Paige shrugged. "Zack?"

"If that kid got himself locked up again, I'm going to leave him there."  She pulled around to the back of Paige's building and said, "Can we  hurry? I have to pee."

A few minutes later, Paige was wandering her apartment, watering plants,  pretending she hadn't seen Sterling's, Call me, text. In the bathroom,  she could hear Britta talking on the phone. She came out with tears in  her eyes.

Paige's heart stopped. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing." Britta offered a crooked smile. "He said he's in the middle  of something and couldn't talk, but he heard I was coming to Seattle and  he was worried it was for, you know, an ‘appointment.' He said my being  pregnant was a huge shock, not the way he would have chosen to start  our relationship, but that he wants us to keep seeing each other. He  gets that it's a package deal and he's okay with it. He wants to talk  tomorrow when I get back."

"Oh, Brit." They hugged it out, Britta sniffing emotive tears.

"I didn't want to start it this way, either, but I guess we take what we get."

"He's a really good guy," Paige reminded her.

"He really is," Britta said, moving to pluck a tissue and blow her nose.

"What about you and Sterling?"

Paige shrugged, explaining about the audit and repeating a little of  what Olinda had said. "I don't want to look like I'm only concerned  about what's best for me."

Britta snorted. "Paige. It's past time you put your own interests first."

Paige shrugged that off and turned the topic to packing. She was  planning to hire movers, but had a few personal things she wanted to put  away herself. She and Brit decided to run out for some boxes and  take-out dinner then come back to start the process.

She texted Anthony when they got back, telling him he could come by the  next day, then saw that Sterling had texted again. She called him.

"Hi." She felt unaccountably nervous, kind of like a coward for coming  away without seeing him first. She missed him and wished he had come to  Seattle with her. Why hadn't she asked? Oh yeah, because Olinda had made  her think he didn't have any real feelings for her. "Sorry I didn't  call earlier. We've been running around."

"You're home now? Britta's there?"

"Uh huh."

"Good. I guess. I, uh, did something. You're not going to be happy."

She automatically reached to the back of the sofa, steadying herself. "What."

"I think Olinda set the fire on your father's house. I went to the police. They've arrested her."

"What? You think she did it? Did you ask her? Why would you- Brit, we have to go back."

"Why? What happened?"

"Listen," Sterling said firmly. "I just talked to Cam. He said he can't  tell me how the questioning is going. I said that if I was full of shit  in accusing her, he should just say so. He said the questioning is  ongoing. They're taking this seriously. I think she really did it."

"But wh-" Paige didn't have to ask why. Sinking into the sofa, she realized she knew why.