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Not in Her Wildest Dreams(26)

By:Dani Collins


It was stupid to bait this woman. She deserved the way Evelyn issued  death threats with her eyes, but honestly, Paige was so tired of feeling  like a pariah. In Seattle, she knew her worth and was treated with  respect. Here she was a Fogarty.

She was never going to find real acceptance here. Trying was not just an exercise in futility, but in self-harm.

She walked out of the bathroom and out of the clubhouse.





Chapter Fifteen

It was almost dark and cold enough that Paige regretted not going back  for her jacket because it took her a few minutes to find the stupid car.  Why hadn't she parked under a decent light?

How did her father stand it? That's what she wanted to know. Although,  his habits of boozing and bedding women were the main reason the  Fogarty's had a reputation in the first place. She supposed it was  easier to bear the talk when you were actually guilty of what people  said.

Paige paused in opening the car door, leaning into it as exhaustion from  a lifetime of staging an uphill battle overwhelmed her. Hot tears  escaped through the cracks in her control. Her father never cared what  people thought, just went about his life doing whatever made him happy.  He was thoughtless and impulsive and crass.

But happy.

"Paige." Sterling's footsteps echoed on the wet pavement as he came toward her.         

     



 

She straightened, struggled to open the heavy door and kept her back to him as he approached.

"Are you crying?"

"No." She sniffed, and wiped beneath her eyes. "Too much eye drops."

"I saw you come out of the ladies room. Was my mother in there?"

"You know us girls. Always gotta have a friend in there." She fought to  keep her voice from breaking and swiped once more with her pinky. There.  All better.

"Gonna tell me what she said to make you leave?"

"It's not about that." Not really.

"But she said something. You're right. I've been an ass, using you to  get at her, but darlin', you can't keep letting her put you on the run."

"Look, I'm not sniveling over your mother treating me like one more  good-for-nothing Fogarty again. I'm trying to come to terms with the  fact that this town is toxic to me. I don't want to play Fearless Leader  of the Factory. I thought I could, but I can't."

He didn't say anything.

She sighed, her breath clouding in front of her. It was so damp out here, the chill went right into her bones.

"Fearless Leader of the Factory?" he repeated.

"Oh, shut up." She turned her face away, saw the humor and felt a smile start.

He took off his jacket and held it for her. "Come back a little longer. I  bought you a glass of wine. That should take the edge off."

"It might if I drank. Didn't I ask for a soda with lime?"

"Oh. Yeah, I think you did. I forgot. Here, are you going to take this?"

It would mean she was staying, giving this party another go. It would  mean she was willing to face his mother again. She didn't want to, but  she was cold enough to turn and reach into the jacket anyway. Her bare  arms prickled with goose bumps as the lining slid across her skin.

The smell of aftershave and the lingering heat of Sterling's body  enveloped her. She hugged the weight of his jacket in an effort to  gather more of his impervious strength closer to herself.

His hands lingered on her shoulders, gently inviting her to turn.

He wanted to kiss her.

She wanted him to kiss her.

She started to turn- "Oooh!" She gritted her teeth as she caught sight of the mess inside the car.

"What?" Sterling leaned down and let out a cloud of aggravated breath  when he saw the contents of the glove box all over the floor. The papers  from the box of folders were splayed out on the seats.

She ought to be scared, she distantly thought, but she was just furious. "What are they looking for?" she demanded.

"Didn't you lock it?"

"This is the good side of town, isn't it?" She waved her arm at the  club. "And this box of papers isn't likely to hold anything valuable  enough to pawn. Who did this? Someone here? Do I go in and start  accusing people?"

Sterling shook his head, sighing. "I don't know. I really don't."

They stared at the mess a moment longer.

"I want to go home," she decided.

"You can't. Not alone. Whoever did this thinks you're here, not at the house. They could be breaking in again. Lyle still out?"

"I don't know. I should call Cam, shouldn't I?" She let her head drop  into her hand. "I'm not up to it, Sterling. I'm really not."

He surveyed the mess, nodded decisively. "All right, let's go."

He crowded her until she slipped into the car. Before she could sort any  papers, he came in behind her, forcing her to push everything toward  the passenger door.

"There's no room," she protested.

"Good. I don't want you to go too far."

"Believe it or not, I'm not in the mood for a pass."

"Who's making a pass? I'm cold. Where're the keys?"

She pulled them out of her purse, then began filling the box with the shuffled files.

"Quit fiddling with those papers."

"There's no seat belt in the middle."

"I'll drive careful." He did, while she sat right up against him,  shoulder to shoulder, thigh to thigh, warmed by more than body heat.  Pretending the contact was defense against hypothermia when it was plain  ol' desire to be close to him.

He smelled incredible.

When he pulled into her driveway, he cut the engine, cut the lights, and  sat unmoving. History closed in around them as the droning blow of the  heater died off and the motor silenced to cooling pings.

She licked her lips. "You have to get out so I don't knock all this onto the driveway."

"Yeah." He still didn't move. Very slowly, he turned his head to look at her.         

     



 

She became very aware of the weight of his jacket, the angles of his  face, the patter of light rain making this small, dark space that much  more intimate.

"I think we have to give it a try, Paige."

"An affair?" Her insides quaked at the thought.

The corners of his lips quirked. "I was fishing for a kiss, but okay."

"Oh, God." She ducked her head into her hands.

His arms came around her, squishing her bent arms and hot face against  his chest while his palm cradled the back of her head and chuckles of  enjoyment shook through him.

"I can't believe I said that. Let me out." She pushed at his chest.

He pressed his lips to her temple, still laughing, trying to gather her  hair back and find her face. "Come on, Paige. Be a sport."

She emerged from her hands enough to look around, then let her gaze come  back to settle on his face. He was amused, but in an affectionate way.  He scared the hell out of her.

"What'd ya say?" he asked softly. "Should we see?" His thumb caressed the corner of her jaw.

Bad idea, Paige. Don't do it.

"Maybe," she said on a near-whisper, and felt wicked. Grew excited.

He smiled and his breath left him in a humid cloud against her mouth  before he lowered his head, taking his time as he brushed her lips with  his, hesitating one more long second.

She opened a little, pressed a fraction against his mouth, let him know she was planning to participate.

Their lips melded into a real kiss, but it was still only a cautious  exploration. How far do you want to take this, he seemed to ask. A  little further, she responded, letting her tongue strike against the  inside of his lip and retreat.

He did the same, wasn't so cautious, tasting her in a leisurely way that  dampened both their lips and made her sink into him. His arm tightened  around her, drew her closer as he deepened the kiss.

She slid her arms around his neck, pressing her torso to his. His other  hand snaked beneath his jacket and roamed, learning the shape of her  lower spine and hips as she arched to feel more of him against her.

And they began to devour each other.

It was just like last time: bonfire.

Secretly she'd been terrified the sparks and awareness had all been  fueled by history and nostalgia, but Sterling would die before he'd  disappoint, which was terrifying in its own way.

Longing rose, a yearning to pleasure and claim and offer herself to him,  to hands that weren't fast, but had a way of moving that suggested  greed. Hunger. Urgency.

She felt the same, like this might be her only chance so she had to  discover everything she could: the pulse in his hot throat against her  open mouth, the flex of muscles in his chest, the ridges of his shoulder  blades. His taste, oh God, his taste. They were going to incinerate  each other right here, kissing like this, feverish and desperate, no  longer experimenting, working on a prelude to more, and she was right  there with him. Yes. More, more.

With a lusty groan, he twisted to get a better vantage, hit his elbow on  the steering wheel, and knocked out a short honk from the horn.

Panting, they jerked apart.

"Smoke alarm," she said through lips that felt swollen.

"There's a horny joke there too, but I'm too blown away to find it."