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Not Just the Boss's Plaything(28)


           



       

And then there was Nikolai.

"Kiss me," he'd ordered her a few days before they'd had to leave for    Prague, in that commanding tone better suited to tense corporate    negotiations than a bright little café in his posh neighborhood on a    Tuesday morning. She'd frowned at him and he'd stared back at her,    ruthless and severe. "It will set the scene."

He'd been different these past few days, she'd thought as she'd looked    at him over their coffees. Less approachable than he'd been before,    which beggared belief, given his usual level of aloofness. He'd been    much tenser. Darker. The fact that she'd been capable of discerning the    differences between the various gradations of his glacial cold might    have worried her, if she'd had any further to fall where this man was    concerned.

"What scene?" she'd asked calmly, as if the idea of kissing him hadn't    made her whole body tremble with that ever-present longing, that thrill    of heat and flame. "There's a wall between us and the street. No one   can  see us, much less photograph us."

"We live in a digital age, Alicia," he'd said icily. "There are mobile phones everywhere."

Alicia had looked very pointedly at the people at the two other tables    in their hidden nook, neither of whom had been wielding a mobile. Then    she'd returned her attention to her steaming latte and sipped at it,    pretending not to notice that Nikolai had continued to stare at her in    that brooding, almost-fierce way.

"They took pictures of us walking here," she'd pointed out when the    silence stretched too thin, his gaze was burning into her like hot coals    and she'd worried she might break, into too many pieces to repair.    "Mission accomplished."

Because nothing screamed contented domesticity like an early-morning    stroll to a coffee place from Nikolai's penthouse, presumably after    another long and intimate night. That was the story the tabloids would    run with, he'd informed her in his clipped, matter-of-fact way, and it    was guaranteed to drive his ex-wife crazy. Most of Nikolai's women, it    went without saying-though her coworkers lined up to say the like    daily-were there to pose silently beside him at events and disappear    afterward, not stroll anywhere with him as if he liked them.

She'd been surprised to discover she was scowling. And then again when    he'd stood up abruptly, smoothing down his suit jacket despite the fact    it was far too well made to require smoothing of any kind. He'd  stared   at her, hard, then jerked his head toward the front of the café  in a   clear and peremptory command before storming that way himself.

Alicia had hated herself for it, but she'd smiled sheepishly at the    other patrons in the tiny alcove, who'd eyed Nikolai's little display    askance, and then she'd followed him.

He stood in the biting cold outside, muttering darkly into his mobile.    Alicia had walked to stand next to him, wondering if she'd lost her    spine when she'd felt that giant ripping thing move through her in her    flat that night, as if she'd traded it for some clarity about what had    happened to her eight years ago. Because she certainly hadn't used it    since. She hadn't been using it that morning, certainly. The old,  spined   Alicia would have let Nikolai storm off as he chose, while  she'd sat   and merrily finished her latte.

Or so she'd wanted to believe.

Nikolai had slid his phone into a pocket and then turned that winter    gaze on her, and Alicia had done her best to show him the effortlessly    polite-if tough and slightly cynical-mask she'd tried so hard to wear    during what he'd called the public phase of this arrangement. Yet    something in the way he'd stared down at her that gray morning, that    grim mouth of his a flat line, had made it impossible.

"Nikolai..." But she hadn't known what she'd meant to say.

He'd reached over to take her chin in his leather-gloved hand, and she'd shivered though she wasn't cold at all.

"There are paparazzi halfway down the block," he'd muttered. "We must bait the trap, solnyshka."                       
       
           



       

And then he'd leaned down and pressed a very hard, very serious, shockingly swift kiss against her lips.

Bold and hot. As devastating as it was a clear and deliberate brand of his ownership. His possession.

It had blown her up. Made a mockery of any attempts she'd thought she'd    been making toward politeness, because that kiss had been anything  but,   surging through her like lightning. Burning her into nothing but    smoldering need, right there on the street in the cold.

She'd have fallen down, had he not had those hard fingers on her chin.    He'd looked at her for a long moment that had felt far too intimate for  a   public street so early in the morning, and then he'd released her.

And she'd had the sinking feeling that he knew exactly what he'd done to    her. Exactly how she felt. That this was all a part of his game. His    plan.

"Let me guess what that word means," she'd said after a moment, trying    to sound tough but failing, miserably. She'd been stripped down to    nothing, achingly vulnerable, and she'd heard it clear as day in her    voice. There'd been every reason to suppose he'd read it as easily on    her face. "Is it Russian for gullible little fool, quick to leap into    bed with a convenient stranger and happy to sell out her principles and    her self-respect for any old photo opportunity-"

"Little sun," he'd bit out, his own gaze haunted. Tormented. He'd stared    at her so hard she'd been afraid she'd bear the marks of it. She'd   only  been distantly aware that she trembled, that it had nothing to do   with  the temperature. He'd raised his hand again, brushed his fingers   across  her lips, and she'd had to bite back something she'd been   terribly  afraid was a sob. "Your smile could light up this city like a   nuclear  reactor. It's a weapon. And yet you throw it around as if it's   nothing  more dangerous than candy."

Here, now, staring out at the loveliest city she'd ever seen, as night    fell and the lights blazed golden against the dark, Alicia could still    feel those words as if he'd seared them into her skin.

And she knew it would be one more thing that she'd carry with her on the    other side of this. One more thing only she would ever know had    happened. Had been real. Had mattered, it seemed, if only for a moment.

She blinked back that prickly heat behind her eyes, and when they    cleared, saw Nikolai in the entrance to her room. No more than a dark    shape behind her in the window's reflection. As if he, too, was already    disappearing, turning into another memory right before her eyes.

She didn't turn. She didn't dare. She didn't know what she'd do.

"We leave in an hour," he said.

Alicia didn't trust herself to speak, and so merely nodded.

And she could feel that harshly beautiful kiss against her mouth again,    like all the things she couldn't allow herself to say, all the things    she knew she'd never forget as long as she lived.

Nikolai hesitated in the doorway, and she held her breath, but then he    simply turned and melted away, gone as silently as he'd come.

She dressed efficiently and quickly in a sleek sheath made of a shimmery    green that made her feel like a mermaid. It was strapless with a V    between her breasts, slicked down to her waist, then ended in a breezy    swell at her knees. It had been hanging in her room when she'd arrived,    next to a floor-length sweep of sequined royal blue that was clearly   for  the more formal ball tomorrow night. And accessories for both laid   out  on a nearby bureau. She slid her feet into the appropriate shoes,   each  one a delicate, sensual triumph. Then she picked up the cunning   little  evening bag, the green of the dress with blues mixed in.

He's bought and paid for you, hasn't he? she asked herself as she walked    down the long hall toward the suite's main room, trying to summon her    temper. Her sense of outrage. Any of that motivating almost-hate  she'd   tried to feel for him back in the beginning. There are words to   describe  arrangements like this, aren't there? Especially if you're   foolish  enough to sleep with him....