Night Visits(13)
ME Ssh, quiet
PUSSY Like fuck I will
She cussed a blue streak as I pulled on underwear, he did sound serious though, and my heart started racing in fear, until suddenly I grew extremely calm, like beyond calm, and the weirdest thing is, this calmness came from inside and seemed to envelop me, it was almost like being wrapped in a warm, soft blanket. Freaky.
"Okay I'm ready."
Or as ready as I'll ever be, I'm wearing one of his tee shirts and my panties with ankle socks, my hair is a wild mess, and now I'm biting my nails down to the quick.
"I'm going to tell you about me, I want you to hear me out before you interrupt.
Before I begin I should tell you,.......I love you, I've always loved you, I've loved you for the entirety of your existence. No matter what you hear here today remember that.
You might become afraid by some of the things I say to you, don't be."
"You're scaring me."
He came over and held me, again that feeling of calm came over me, only this time it was tenfold. He held me on his lap as he started to talk.
"I was born in a place far away from here. Where I come from, there had been a drought in the land for twenty years, the crops were dead, the people were dying out, our only recourse was warring with the neighboring.......people's."
I caught the hesitation in his speech but chose to hold my tongue as he'd asked.
"On the day that I was born, in the very same hour of my birth, at my first cry, the heavens opened and there was rain."
I caught my breath, it sounded like a fairytale, why ever would he think I would be frightened by this?
"For some reason, for everyday that I lived, the crops flourished, barren lands became flourishing fields. In other words, life returned to our people.
There was a legend in our land about one who was to come and end the hardships of our people. He was known as the golden one. From the circumstances surrounding my birth, everyone believed that I was him.
From then on I was held in a certain........ regard by my people. Now here's where the story gets tricky."
There was a long pause as he seemed to be choosing his words carefully.
"My land is not of this earth."
It took a minute for what he said to sink in and when it did I tried to jump off his lap.
"No Tamara, do not run from me, I am not one of your little green men bandied about in old wives' tales, I am a human, my plane is somewhere between here and the heavens, we're not numbered among the planets known to man, why that is I do not know. What I do know from our history is that during the fall of man my people were spared, we are the same as you, but we kept most of our powers, powers that your people once held, we lost some of our powers as well but not as much as our brethren here on earth.
Trust me love, I am as human as you are, just a little more....... enhanced."
My body remained tense as I tried to make sense of his words, I knew crap about science, what plane was there not discovered by man, I didn't understand any of it.
"How old are you?"
It took him a while to answer and I grew even more tense, oh God, Oh God, oh God. I chanted in my head.
"As old as time in my realm, thirty four in yours."
"I don't understand, how can that be?"
"We age differently, when you were born here, I was a boy of eleven, in my realm I was already millennia."
"Can you.....do you.....can you die?"
"Only if God wishes it."
"So you believe in God?"
I guess he heard the disbelief in my voice because he laughed.
"Of course He made me, my people are very aware of His existence, that's one of the reasons we share everything with our earthly brothers and sisters, but still kept a lot of our original powers."
"So when I die, you will marry someone else.......?"
"Um, about that......"
Chapter Twelve
She was stiff as a board and very afraid, I felt the uncertainty and confusion coming off of her in waves.
My son was on guard, his sister was alert, as we three sensed the essence of the ones coming. There was no danger in the air, no sense of real urgency, I hadn't been summoned by the elders so I knew whatever it was would be if not trivial then less than earth shattering, I also knew whatever it was will require me to go home at least for a while......
"What does that mean....about that.......are you already married......do you have other wives.....oh God....." She started rocking back and forth as I held her.
"No my love, nothing like that......you asked if after you die will I take another.....first let me explain something else, then I'll answer your question."
"No, I know it's selfish, but the thought of you moving on with someone else after I'm gone, having millennia with someone maybe from your land.......I can't bare it, and what about my child, will he or she be like you?"