Neverwhere(8)

And then the beast charges.

He throws his spear, but it is already too late, and he feels the beast slice his side with razor-sharp tusks, feels his life slip away into the mud: and he realizes he has fallen face down into the water, which crimsons in thick swirls of suffocating blood. And he tries so to scream, he tries to wake up, but he can breathe only mud and blood and water, he can feel only pain . . .

“Bad dream?” asked the girl.

Richard sat up on the couch, gasping for breath. The curtains were still drawn, the lights and the television still on, but he could tell, from the pale light coming in through the cracks, that it was morning. He fumbled on the couch for the remote control, which had wedged itself into the small of his back during the night, and he turned off the television.

“Yes,” he said. “Sort of.”

He wiped away the sleep from his eyes and took stock of himself, pleased to notice that he had at least taken off his shoes and jacket before he had fallen asleep. His shirtfront was covered with dried blood and with dirt. The homeless girl didn’t say anything. She looked bad: pale, beneath the grime and brown dried blood, and small. She was dressed in a variety of clothes thrown over each other: odd clothes, dirty velvets, muddy lace, rips and holes through which other layers and styles could be seen. She looked, Richard thought, as if she’d done a midnight raid on the History of Fashion section of the Victoria and Albert Museum, and was still wearing everything she’d taken. Her short hair was filthy, but looked like it might have been a dark reddish color under the dirt.

“You’re awake,” said Richard.

“Whose barony is this?” asked the girl. “Whose fiefdom?”

“Um. Sorry?”

She looked around her suspiciously. “Where am I?”

“Newton Mansions, Little Comden Street . . . ” He stopped. She had opened the curtains, blinking at the cold daylight. The girl stared out at the rather ordinary view from Richard’s window, astonished, peering wide-eyed at the cars and the buses and the tiny sprawl of shops—a bakery, a drugstore and a liquor store—below them.

“I’m in London Above,” she said, in a small voice.

“Yes, you’re in London,” said Richard. Above what? he wondered. “I think maybe you were in shock or something last night. That is a nasty cut on your arm.” He waited for her to say something, to explain. She glanced at him, and then looked back down at the buses and the shops. Richard continued: “I, um, found you on the pavement. There was a lot of blood.”

“Don’t worry,” she said, seriously. “Most of the blood was someone else’s.”

She let the curtain fall back. Then she began to unwrap the scarf, now bloodstained and crusted, from her arm. She examined the cut and made a face. “We’re going to have to do something about this,” she said. “Do you want to give me a hand?”

Richard was beginning to feel a little out of his depth. “I don’t really know too much about first aid,” he said.

“Well,” she said, “if you’re really squeamish you only have to hold the bandages and tie the ends where I can’t reach. You do have bandages, don’t you?”

Richard nodded. “Oh yes,” he said. “In the first aid kit. In the bathroom. Under the sink.” And then he went into his bedroom and changed his clothes, wondering whether the mess on his shirt (his best shirt, bought for him by, oh God, Jessica, she would have a fit) would ever come off.



The bloody water reminded him of something, some kind of dream he had once had, perhaps, but he could no longer, for the life of him, remember exactly what. He pulled the plug, let the water out of the sink, and filled it with clean water again, to which he added a cloudy splash of liquid disinfectant: the sharp antiseptic smell seemed so utterly sensible and medicinal, a remedy for the oddness of his situation, and his visitor. The girl leaned over the sink, and he splashed warm water over her arm and shoulder.

Richard was never as squeamish as he thought he was. Or rather, he was squeamish when it came to blood on screen: a good zombie movie or even an explicit medical drama would leave him huddled in a corner, hyperventilating, with his hands over his eyes, muttering things like “Just tell me when it’s over.” But when it came to real blood, real pain, he simply did something about it. They cleaned out the cut—which was much less severe than Richard remembered it from the night before—and bandaged it up, and the girl did her very best not to wince in the process. And Richard found himself wondering how old she was, and what she looked like under the grime, and why she was living on the streets and—