“We would appear to have crossed successfully,” said the leather woman.
Richard’s heart was pounding in his chest so hard that, for a few moments, he was unable to talk. He forced himself to breathe slowly, to calm down. They were in a large anteroom, exactly like the one on the other side. In fact, Richard had the strange feeling that it was the same room they had just left. Yet the shadows were deeper, and there were after-images floating before Richard’s eyes, like those one saw after a camera flash. “I suppose,” Richard said, haltingly, “we weren’t in any real danger . . . It was like a haunted house. A few noises in the dark . . . and your imagination does the rest. There wasn’t really anything to be scared of, was there?”
The woman looked at him, almost pityingly; and Richard realized that there was nobody holding his hand. “Anaesthesia?”
From the darkness at the crown of the bridge came a gentle noise, like a rustle or a sigh. A handful of irregular quartz beads pattered down the curve of the bridge toward them. Richard picked one up. It was from the rat-girls necklace. His mouth opened, but no sound came out. Then he found his voice. “We’d better. We have to go back. She’s . . . “
The woman raised her flashlight, shone it across the bridge. Richard could see all the way across the bridge. It was deserted. “Where is she?” he asked.
“Gone,” said the woman, flatly. “The darkness took her.”
“We’ve got to do something,” said Richard urgently.
“Such as?”
Once again, he opened his mouth. This time, he found no words. He closed it again. He fingered the lump of quartz, looked at the others on the ground.
“She’s gone,” said the woman. “The bridge takes its toll. Be grateful it didn’t take you too. Now if you’re going to the market, it’s through here, up this way.” She gestured toward a narrow passageway that rose up into the dimness in front of them, barely illuminated by the beam of her flashlight.
Richard did not move. He felt numb. He found it hard to believe that the rat girl was gone—lost, or stolen, or strayed, or . . . —and harder to believe that the leather woman was able to carry on as if nothing at all out of the ordinary had happened—as if this were utterly usual. Anaesthesia could not be dead
He completed the thought. She could not be dead, because if she were, then it was his fault. She had not asked to go with him. He held the quartz bead so tightly it hurt his hand, thinking of the pride with which Anaesthesia had shown it to him, of how fond he had become of her in the handful of hours that he had known her.
“Are you coming?”
Richard stood there in the darkness for a few pounding heartbeats, then he placed the quartz bead gently into the pocket of his jeans. He followed the woman, who was still some paces ahead of him. As he followed her, he realized that he still did not know her name.
Neverwhere
FIVE
People slipped and slid through the darkness about them, holding lamps, torches, flashlights, and candles. It made Richard think of documentary films he had seen of schools of fish, glittering and darting through the ocean . . . Deep water, inhabited by things that had lost the use of their eyes.
Richard followed the leather woman up some steps. Stone steps, edged with metal. They were in an Underground station. They joined a line of people waiting to slip through a grille, which had been opened a foot or so to uncover the door, which led out onto the pavement.
Immediately in front of them were a couple of young boys, each with a string tied around his wrist. The strings were held by a pallid, bald man, who smelled of formaldehyde. Immediately behind them in the line waited a gray-bearded man with a black-and-white kitten sitting on his shoulder. It washed itself, intently licked the man’s ear, then curled up on his shoulder and went to sleep. The line moved slowly, as, one by one, the figures at the end slipped through the space between the grille and the wall and edged into the night. “Why are you going to the market, Richard Mayhew?” asked the leather woman, in a low voice. Richard still could not place her accent: he was beginning to suspect that she was African or Australian—or perhaps she came from somewhere even more exotic and obscure.
“I have friends I’m hoping to meet there. Well, just one friend. I don’t actually know many people from this world. I was sort of getting to know Anaesthesia, but . . . ” he trailed off. Asked the question he had not dared to voice until this moment. “Is she dead?”
The woman shrugged. “Yes. Or as good as. I trust your visit to the market will make her loss worthwhile.”