Never Kiss an Outlaw(35)

Then he spoke again. His hot breath caressed my earlobe, racing down my neck, almost causing me to explode, just as much as his hand grabbing at my thigh. He held me where he wanted me, open for whatever he wanted to say – or do.

“Babe, listen to me real fuckin' careful. More than you've ever paid attention to anyone, about anything.” I tried not to tremble, feeling his hand moving up my thigh, stroking and teasing. “The Torches want everything your daddy ever owned to pay his debt. That means you, too. You're collateral, Cora. They'll kill you, fuck you, sell you – whatever they think's gonna bring them the most coin, or else the most satisfaction.”

I shook my head, sadness mingling with my lust. Two emotions waging war.

“Jesus. I can't believe he left me like this. Still, why'd he have to do it?” Firefly's hold fanning the smoldering desire in my blood was the only thing that stopped me from crying yet again.

“Dunno, Cora. Everybody screws themselves one way or another, some worse than others, especially in this world.” He paused, kissing at my neck, before he brought his lips back for talking. “Your old man's not the only one who fucked up. Truth is, I did, too. Tried to fight this shit happening between us. Treated it like a miserable goddamned hangover I could shake off by distracting myself with booze or work or getting my dick wet in other girls...”

I tensed up.

Oh, God, now was not the time to tell me about other women he'd slept with. If he was about to announce how he'd been screwing around the whole time I'd known him...my hand went stiff, ready to hit him across the face with all my might.

“Don't even think it, babe,” he growled, sensing what was coming. “Haven't fucked anybody since you showed up. This is all I'm after. All I fuckin' need.”

His hand crisscrossed the top of my thigh and then wedged between my legs. I sucked my bottom lip hard, desperate to stop myself from crying out. He'd start rubbing anytime, or else pull my panties aside and take everything he wanted.

“Yeah?” I whimpered, all I could manage when his fingers felt the wetness.

Oh. Oh, holy shit!

“Yeah. This pussy's all I've been thinking about getting up inside since the day I saw you, sad and suffering in that shitty garage. You're all I wanna taste on my tongue, babe. All I want that's hot and pink and wrapped around me. I can't do the shit I loved before since you walked into my life. Not without thinking about first, second, and last. I'm goddamned obsessed.” He sucked in a harsh breath, slowly cupped my mound through slick fabric, and squeezed.

I practically died.

“You want the truth? My full fuckin' confession?” Firefly's stare went full primal. “I'm gonna go fucking nuts if I don't get you under me, on top of me, legs wide open and begging for my cock.”

Total. Goner.

I couldn't stop the moan hissing out my lips when he put his strength into his fingers. He squeezed my pussy in his hand so hard I thought I'd explode on the spot.

It took everything I had not to buck against him, just hump his fingers like an animal in heat.

“You mustn't have a lot to think about,” I whispered, wishing I could chew off my own smart tongue. “All just me? All the time? Really?”#p#分页标题#e#

His free hand caught my hair, twisted my face, until I looked at him, eyeball-to-eyeball.

“I've got plenty. Already thinking about the fucking shield I'm gonna have to stuff down my pants to keep Prez from taking my dick off after it's been inside you.” Two stiff fingers reached around the center of my panties and began to pull, dragging them down my thighs, exposing me completely. “Before, I just wondered what the fuck was wrong with me. Why I couldn't let go of the urge to lay you down and fuck you with everything I've got, baby girl. You've got a mouth like dynamite and that's what drags me in like bait. That sweet fuckin' ass I felt the other day, and those tight, beautiful tits do the rest. You're a lucky girl, darlin', and I hope you know it. Everybody else I ever fucked, I was lucky to know their names before I tasted 'em. Damned lucky if I wanted a second round. All that's turned upside-fucking-down since you, Cora. I want you. Again and again and a-fuckin'-gain...”

Sweet. Baby. Jesus.

His fingers found my naked slit and began to play. Every muscle in my body contracted.

If there was ever an urge to get away, or fight him off me, it totally died when his thumb glided through my wet folds, found my clit, and started to stroke me to high heaven.

Those whimpers leaving my mouth became howls. I couldn't pretend I wasn't enjoying this, too shocked by how stupid good it felt to have his hands where they'd belonged since forever.