Never Been Loved(59)

Yeah, maybe I'll swallow some bleach, too.

Idiot.

I'm making my way into the living room when I hear the knock on the  door. I get over to it, practically braining myself on the fake wood,  and open it, standing in the doorway in absolute shock.

Sera's standing there, in that hot-as-fuck dress; her eyes are wide and  her lips are parted like she's waiting for my mouth. It's enough to get  all my blood flowing to my dick, and losing whatever I had in my head.

She falls forward, her hands going to my chest as she walks in, and  thinking I'm dreaming, I wrap my arms around her, making sure she's real  and I'm not hallucinating.

"Kiss me, Hunter. Kiss me like I'm the only you'll ever want."

Thank you, Jules. I know you swayed the Big Man. Thank you.

I get my hands on her cheeks, tilting her face up and get her mouth  against mine. It's been three fucking weeks without her, without her  laughing, without her vanilla sugar smell. It's been three weeks without  her smiling at me, or not even blinking an eye when I need a juice.

Fuck, I missed her, and without saying anything, I tell her.

I learn her mouth all over again, tasting, licking, figuring out what  she likes but I never forgot. My arms are at her lower back, and I move a  hand dawn to palm her ass, pressing us closer, and Jesus Christ, she  hits me everywhere in just the right place.

"I love you," I whisper, after pulling back, going for that spot at the  corner of her mouth. "I love you." I kiss her cheek. "I love you," I  say, kissing that spot underneath her ear.

"I know you didn't cheat on me. I …  I guess I used it as an excuse. This  whole time we were together …  I thought it was too good to be true, you  know? That I was going to mess it up and you'd leave me," Sera says,  then reaches for my arm. "We're all self-fulfilling prophecies. I'm  sorry, too. I'm going to need to get used to this, to us. It's your turn  not to give up on me, okay?"

"Thank you, baby." That weight on my chest takes a hike, and we're back  at it, kissing, and I've been starved for her, for every inch of her. I  lift her so we're the same height, and get more of her mouth, more of  her little moans and purrs as she gives me everything back.

"Come with me," I say, once I've got her on her feet, and got her hand  and start dragging her to my bed. She looks at it like it's going to eat  her alive.

Go slow, asshole. Don't ruin this.

"We go as far as you want, baby."

"I want you to lie down, right here, next to me," she says, after she's  gotten onto the mattress. I follow 'cause that's what I'll always do  –   I'll follow Sera wherever she decides to take me. "Where's Matty?"

I snicker and get that spot in the corner again. "At my mom's. We're alone tonight."         

     



 

I get on my side and do my best to calm her down  –  she looks about ready  to jump out of her skin. I gather her close to me and just look at her  –   she's a sight for sore eyes.

"I swear I'll never hurt you again." I vow it, moving her hair off her  shoulder and leaning in to kiss her softly, gently. I want her to set  the pace. When I get to the spot under her ear, she shivers hard enough  to knock me out. "Fuck, everything you do gets me hard."

"I didn't even do anything."

No more talking. We're kissing again, and my hands are greedy assholes,  keeping her dress on and trying to figure out what her skin's gonna feel  like. When her arms go around my neck, I roll us so I'm on top, pinning  my leg between the both of hers.

I lean more of my weight onto her, practically hiss when my cock hits her thigh just right.

Pussy. I want her pussy now.

In a haze, I vaguely feel her yanking on the shoulders of my suit, her  mouth crazy wild underneath mine. The swirl of colours is back, and  they've never been more beautiful, more meaningless when it comes to my  health. Sera's just made my world come alive again.

Shit, the shirt.

I get the jacket off of me, heading up to my knees, watching her hair  fanned along my bed, her breathing coming fast, her lips red and  swollen. My dick throbs, and I need to be inside her right now.

"I... I did something dumb. Or genius," I say, slowly going for the  buttons on my shirt. "I was hoping you'd be in my bed tonight, so I  needed some extra insurance. It just seems really stupid now, like you'd  really go for it..."

I slowly reveal the Superman tee I was wearing under my suit. When I'm done, Sera's hands are covering her moan.

It's the sexiest thing I've ever seen.

"Oh my God. Oh, God. Hunt-Hunter. What?" She's on her knees, and body  checks me before shoving her tongue in my mouth. I'm laughing between  her kisses, legit laughing.

"Fuck, baby, if I knew it would get you this excited-"

"No more talking. No! Don't take off the shirt! I want it on."

Ah, fuck. If she wants me to wear a cape and pretend I'm Thor, I'll  fucking do it if it makes her this hot. I'll streak through the streets  in the middle of the winter if it means I come home to this.

I start kissing her again, getting my hands on the zipper of her dress,  until she mumbles against my mouth that she needs to tell me something.

I pull away, stare, and think of the best way to soothe her. I should probably get my hands off her zipper.

Get your fucking hands off her zipper!

"We're going to do this slow, baby. If I do anything you don't like, you  just have to tell me, yeah? Anything at all, and I'll stop. Swear to  God."

She swallows, and looks weirdly like she's about to cry.

"I'm a virgin," she whispers. "I'm a virgin," she repeats.

This isn't a surprise. And I can get behind her having the bravery to  tell me. Now I'll actually have my head in gear to calm myself down and  focus on her.

She's actually worried about this.

Fix that shit, MacLaine.

I kiss her and say, "Just when I thought I couldn't love you anymore."

She snorts and gives me a blush. "It's a piece of skin. Don't go getting a big head."

"No, stupid. That you're giving me this, that you told me when I already  guessed at it. That you're here with me even though I'm sure you're  freaking out if the way your eyebrows are popped high is any  indication."

"Well, I was never going to be a spy anyway. Less talking. More doing."

I pull in a breath and kiss her slowly again, until we both get drunk from it.

"I'm going to take care of you. Do you believe me?" I need her to believe me.

She jumps when my fingers stroke along her spine, getting her dress off  her top half until I see her black bra that's doing things to my  imagination. Keeping slow, and trying to constantly gauge her reaction, I  move for the clasp of her bra.

"Breathe, baby. I just want to see you. I've been dying to see you for so long."

She sucks in air, letting it out slowly. Fuck, she's fucking scared. This is the shittiest idea I ever had.

I stare. The slope of her breasts has me dizzy, and the way her nipples  pucker in the cold? I can die a happy man after her showing me this.  Fuck, I need to see more, I need to touch and taste all of her.

I'm hungry for my girl, except that animal inside of has got to keep its trap shut.

"You're going to have to stand for me, Sera." I move her to the side of  my bed, standing her in front of me. I get her to the center of my room,  enough that I can circle her. She's shivering but I need to be sure  she's ready for this.         

     



 

Behind her, I get my hands on her hips, seeing the bright white  waistband of her panties, as her dress pools around her ankles  –  where  it's gonna stay. Christ, is this that nerd underwear I've been dreaming  about?

"What's this?" I ask, palming her ass.

"My nerdy underwear."

The ones that say ‘Kneel before me'.

Fuck, yes.

I spin her, walk her backwards until she hits the mattress and I stop moving her. I get on my knees, watching her face.

Sera's lips have parted, and her tongue snakes out to lick at them. God, I want her mouth on my cock. Not yet, not yet.

I kiss the spot right below her belly button, lick at it until she whimpers,

"Please."

"Will you let me see you, baby? Will you let me taste you?" I stare up at her, waiting. "I'll make you feel good, I promise."

"No one's ever done that to me before. I'm a little scared."

I kiss from hip to hip, dragging my mouth everywhere, hearing her hot  little pants that make my dick throb in time. Oh yeah, I'm in agony, but  I need to taste first. I need to have her give herself to me.

"Christ, this night just keeps getting better and better."

She snickers. "Stop beating your chest there, Tarzan."

I lick her hip bone, and lightly bite down when she gives me attitude.

"Lie down, but keep your ass to the edge of the bed."

There's a second when I think she's going tell me to fuck off. Then the  tension eases out of her and she gets her ass to the edge of the bed  after I've taken off her panties.

I've got the most wicked view. Sera's pussy right in the center, her  arched back jutting her tits out, nipples hard and waiting for my mouth.