I tried to cool down, but my dick’s having none of it.
Need. Pussy. Now.
She’s eating up my body with her eyes, and that’s all the encouragement I needed.
“Hey,” I say, getting water out of my eyes.
“Hello...”
I don’t smile. She’s fucking adorable all nervous like this. Even after I had my mouth on her. Plus, she’s looking through me like she’s trying to remember a quote or something.
“Sera, stay with me a sec, would you?”
“What?”
“You went somewhere in your head.”
She tips her head to the side. “Perceptive much?”
I smile wide, and move deeper into my room, knowing she’s following me. I let the towel drop. I turn and see her hands covering her face, fingers splayed open to take a peek, only to catch me watching her watching me.
Ah, fuck, I need her under me right now. I need to tell her I love her a thousand times a day.
She’s looking everywhere but at me, then peeks, and looks away again. I want to laugh but she’s getting herself worked up again. “Are you scared, baby?”
Sera’s eyes stroke over me, until she’s staring at my cock and swallowing hard, nodding. Christ, like I needed the visual.
“Why are you scared?”
“What about me being a virgin escaped your notice?”
“Do I look threatening to you?”
She looks down at my cock and says, “Yes. You do.”
“I’m going to try my best not to hurt you.” I mean it. I’ve never meant anything more in my life.
She bites her lip. “Are you even sure we’re gonna fit?”
“We’ll fit.”
“I don’t know how you can say that without having scientific proof that we will.”
I’m laughing. “Sera, we go as far as you want. In my bed, we do whatever you want to do. For however long you want to do it. I’m not going to force you into anything; I drove you away already and it was the shittiest three weeks of my life. They were even shittier than that first month being diabetic. So, yeah, do I want you? I can’t hide that, baby. But they invented cold showers for a reason, and we go as far as you want.”
“I- I’m not sure what I want.”
All right, back off, MacLaine. “Do you want me to put clothes on?” I point to the towel on the ground.
She shakes her head.
“Do you want to keep my shirt on?”
She’s holding it like it’s a lifeline, and nods. “Can I touch you?” she asks.
“Absolutely.”
“And you’ll let me know if I do anything wrong?”
“There’s no wrong, baby. Only good and better, yeah?”
“Okay. Um... could we just lie down first?”
I get to my side of the bed moving slowly so I don’t freak her out. What I really want is to lie down with her naked and pressed against me. I want the heat of her, everything close.
Sera gets into bed with me. I want to roar like a fucking lion.
“This okay?”
“You’re being very nice about all this,” she tells me. “No one’s ever been this nice to me about me being a freak.”
I show off my teeth. “Who should I rough up? That fucker Tommy, right? Please say yes.”
She laughs and gets closer to me, but not enough.
“The boys don’t know about my v-card status. I never told them.”
“So who made you feel like a freak?”
Need. Pussy. Now.
Not yet. Relax.
“I guess, I did. I mean, who gets to be my age and stays a virgin? I’m like a rare species on the verge of extinction.”
“You’re being cute again. Baby, it doesn’t matter to me. I’m just glad you told me, and now I can prepare you better. I promise I’ll make this good for you.”
“Wait a second, are you feeling okay? Is your sugar all right? I’m sorry. I just want to see if you feel good.” She got the pinch between her eyebrows again and I love that she’s worried about me.
I kiss her palm.
“I’m feeling more than good right now. I’ve got you in my bed. But I checked before, just in case. I’m good.”
Her eyes are dark, and she says, “I want to touch you now.”
“Sure, baby. Do whatever feels right.”
“But what if you don’t like it?” She sits up, getting me naked from the hips up as the sheets are pushed down. I’m thinking she likes the view.
I get her hand on my abs, moving her fingers down further until she’s got my cock in her palm like before. “I’m not sure why you’re so freaked out, baby. This,” I get her to pump once with my grip over hers, “I can’t fake. This means I want you. Badly.”