“Sorry about the gift that prompted me to say something stupid or sorry you forced a kiss on me?” My words were laced with venom. He snapped out of whatever trance induce coma he was in and glared at me.
“Don’t be like that.” He fired back. “It wasn’t something stupid, you just…” He took a deep breath trying to control his temper.
“I just what Lukas? Fucked it up, ended everything? Pushed you to hard? What?” I attacked back. When I saw that Lukas had nothing else to say I left the room and headed to the small terrace that was just outside his bedroom.
As I opened the patio doors, a gush of air enveloped me. I leaned up against the railing. The night was warm, the sun was setting and the sky was painted with various shades of reddish hues. Lukas followed me out.
“Look, I didn’t expect you to say it back, to be very honest I didn’t expect me to say it either.” I continued to talk trying to stop all this but in reality I was just making it worse.
“Could you just shut up a minute?” He cried out. “You always take me by surprise. Fuck Alexia, you were a surprise the first time I saw you. This wasn’t supposed to happen but it did. You did. You’re strong, you’re beautiful, you’ve got a wicked sense of humor, nothing about you makes any sense to me. I’m lost in the world we have created together and I… Alexia, you are it for me. I might not be able to say it right now, but you are it. You are my world. You pull me to you, nothing else matters.” He reached for my arm and yanked me into his chest and held me close, kissing my hair. “You are my world. You are the light that has guided me through the storm of my worthless life.”
He lifted me up and carried me inside and placed me on the bed and kissed me with slow loving kisses. He was going to show me how he felt, I knew something held him back but I loved him so completely that I was lost in this world of ours. He held me tenderly as he slowly and gently kissed every part of me as he undressed me. The heat of his lips scorched my body, melting me for the inside. He took my breast in his mouth and kissed it, sucking gently. “So beautiful.” He whispered. He feathered his fingers across my body making me move to his quiet commands. I slowly unbuttoned his shirt, he watched me with his smoldering blue eyes, there was a tenderness to his face. I unbuckled his belt slowly taking in the moment. He caressed my cheek with the back of his hand still watching me intently. His pants loosened and he pulled them off.
He pushed me back onto the bed his body was hot to my touch as he lied on top of me. We took in this long silent moment, time ceased to exist the only thing that matter was what was between us. His eyes searched mine and I smiled. I placed my feet flat on the bed spreading my legs as he thrust into me. He stopped and caressed my face. His eyes telling me what he couldn’t say. His body announcing it almost screaming the words I wished to hear. He didn’t have to tell me, I knew how he felt. He would tell me when he was ready to. He made love to me that night, it was passionate and adoring. It was us.
It was Tuesday morning and I spent the day reading my books until Lukas got home. I had made a deal with myself to not say it ever again, well not until he said it anyways. He came home early and we had both wanted to see an epic flick, he chose Spartacus.
“So you must have seen it when you were younger in the theater, you know in the olden days?” I laughed.
“No smart ass, its cause I watch the show on HBO.” He sat himself on the couch prepping the movie. “If you keep this up I swear you’re going to get punished.” He threatened as he walked back to the couch, giving me a stern face. He placed the remote down on the coffee table in front of us.
“Why do you think I keep trying? I want to be punished.” I smirked and winked at him. His laugh was enough to bring butterflies to my stomach.
“I have a feeling tonight might be the night you learn a very important lesson, Ms. Samos.” I couldn’t help but giggle in excitement.
“Do your worst Mr. Blakk.” I wiggled my eyebrows at him.
“Enough! First the movie then your ass.”
Lukas reached for me and placed me on top of him but I slid to the side so my back could be on the couch, I finally found my nook and watched the movie. I almost fell asleep when I heard the door open.
“Lukas!” Cried out a female voice. A young female voice. That startled me out of my pre-slumber phase. She walked right in and stopped dead when she saw us on the couch. It was Mollie. I rose up from where I was. Lukas sat up slowly, the muscles of his jaw clenched tightly. I’ve seen that face, he was livid.
“What are you doing here?” He asked not so politely making me happy. She stood fused in her spot, her mouth slightly opened. He rose up and walked over to her to block the daggers coming my way.