Me: I love u too u crazy copper
Epilogue: Jason
I looked down at her text. Kass was always a pain in my ass, but I loved my hazel-eyed girl. I loved her more than anything. I knew I didn’t deserve her, but I was going to make sure I was good enough. I wanted to be the one to take care of her in every possible way.
Growing up in foster care wasn’t easy. Once I turned eighteen, my parents’ money came to me and my life changed. I was left with a huge amount of money and only one dream. To find the girl, the one who kept me safe.
I never told her how I found her, but when I became a cop, I went through the files and there was her name. My intention was never to go this far with her. I just wanted to know how she was. That night was unbearable for both of us. I could still hear the gunshots…even the weight of the marble statue in my hand. I never wanted to hurt my brother. I just wanted him to stop. I will forever carry that guilt with me.
It hurt like hell that she couldn’t remember that night or me, but I realized it was best for her. I didn’t want what my brother did to fuck her up more. So, I let it go. Thinking I would move on, but little did I know my heart had already decided on her. There wasn’t anything I could do about it. I had fallen so fuckin’ hard for Kassia Preston that I hardly knew what to do with myself.
Like a jerk, I sought out my girl whenever I needed her. Not really caring about anything else except seeing her. When it started to rain and I was close to her house, my instincts kicked in and I needed her with me. I needed Kassia. My Kassia. Damn, I was a selfish prick. When she finally opened the door to her place and invited me in, I knew I was fucking up my plans to stay the hell away from her. But I couldn’t help it. She had this hold on me. I hated the fuckin’ rain, but with Kassia around it finally felt normal, safe.
When I saw her all dressed up the night, I went to pick up my hoodie, I nearly lost my fuckin’ mind. She looked so damn beautiful. I knew if I didn’t do something that some fuckin’b prick would try to hit on her. Fuckin’ right, I called my buddy up. He loved the night he had spent with her friend Genna, so he didn’t mind calling her up again, helping me find my girl. Once I saw her in the bar, I felt like I could breathe again. Her hazel eyes went wide the moment she saw me. I didn’t care what she thought as long as I was there with her.
Seeing Kass all panicked at the hospital nearly floored me. I couldn’t let my hopes get high. What if she wasn’t there for me? What if for some strange reason, she was there for something else? But the moment she heard my voice and turned my way, I knew. I knew my girl was there for me. Her hazel eyes took me in and I could see relief wash over her. She even ran to me with open arms, taking me in the moment she touched me. She held me tightly against her small frame. She sighed in relief as she murmured that she was glad I was okay. I didn’t know how much I could lose myself in her small embrace. I was three times her little size, but there she was, holding onto me and making me feel like she was home. I was so taken aback, that like an asshole, I asked what she was doing there. For some stupid reason, my pride wanted to hear her say she was there for me. The moment I asked her, I regretted it. I could feel her whole body stiffen and pull away from me. God, I was a fuckin’ asshole. I had embarrassed her in front of the guys, not realizing they were there standing behind us. I watched as she squirmed and tried to figure out what to say. I knew the moment she said she was there for work she was lying. It was written all over her face. Even a rookie cop would see it. When she ran off saying she needed to leave, I wanted to grab onto her and bring her home with me. I wanted to fuck her senseless and hold her close. No one and I mean no one, had ever cared that much for me, not since my parents died. When she finally admitted she was there for me my heart burst. I knew I had to stay away from her. I didn’t want to hurt her, but damn this fuckin’ heart of mine and how much it wanted all of her and more.
I tried desperately to push her away, but the little tigress knew exactly how to pull me into her arms. She said she’s weak and vulnerable, but it’s me who was powerless and defenseless when it came to her. She held my world in her little palm and when I looked into her hazel eyes, I lost all resolve.
The night I woke up with Kassia in my arms nearly scared the living shit out of me. Here I was, holding onto her. Her little body fit so perfectly in my arms, that I scarcely knew what to do. God, I wanted her, I so fuckin’ wanted her. I had to fight with myself when I picked her up in that sexy, little dress of hers, which I should have killed her for wearing. Seeing her in that dress made my insides come alive. Damn this girl, my girl, she was sexy as hell. The thought of some other guy touching her brought out the killer in me. I held her tenderly when I slowly walked over to my bed and gently placed her down. I watched as she slept. What the fuck was I going to do now?