Her inexperience was such a fucking turn on. I couldn't wait to teach her everything about sex, but I also hoped she never truly lost her air of innocence.
"It's okay to like anything we do together, baby girl," I soothed. "Never be ashamed of the feelings and sensations we experience." I palmed both her butt cheeks and squeezed firmly. "Although, it's not really an effective punishment if you like it," I teased.
She blushed again and smiled coyly. "Because then I'd be tempted to be bad." My hands tightened even more, likely leaving finger prints on her sweet little ass.
"My little vixen," I purred before taking her mouth in a deep, tongue dueling kiss. Lifting her by the ass, I positioned her over my cock and slowly lowered her, taking care to be as gentle as possible. When I was fully seated inside her, I flopped back onto the bed, my eyes shutting to revel in the blissfully tight, hot glove of her pussy surrounding me.
"Lean forward and grab onto the headboard, baby girl," I commanded. After she complied, her tits were hanging right over my mouth and I licked one rosy tip as my hands began to move her hips. She rocked forward and this time, not only did I spank her a little harder, but I bit her nipple lightly in warning. "I control the pace, Lilah. Don't you dare fucking come until I tell you to."
She squeezed her eyes shut and nodded. I began to move her again, helping her to lift and fall as I thrust up, bottoming out every time.
"Ethan!" she cried out, her head dropping back, her long hair cascading down and tickling my hands where they were clenched on her ass.
"Yeah, baby girl," I snarled. "I want to hear my name from your gorgeous lips. Yell it as loud as you want and I'll give you what you need."
"Yes! Ethan! Oh! Oh, Yes! I'm-"
"Come, Lilah."
She screamed my name as an orgasm ripped violently through her and it only made me desperate for more. I pumped harder into her, the bed squeaking from the force of my thrusts. Before she'd even completely come down from her high, I drove her up again.
"Another!" I bellowed, and it triggered an explosion. I was so fucking close, but I was determined to come together this last time. If she was in the midst of coming when I let go, she would be all the more open to accept my seed.
Sucking in my breath, I held on, driving up so furiously that our skin slapped together. On a whim, I unclenched my hands from her ass and pulled her hands off of the headboard before flipping us over, staying buried in her heat. I grabbed her thighs and pushed her legs up, knees bent and opened wide. I shoved a pillow underneath her and then returned to my deep, almost punishing rhythm. She was going to be raw afterwards, but all I could think about was making sure that she took every fucking drop of me.
My balls tightened and a tingling grew from the base of my spine, spreading over me. Lilah's hands gripped my biceps, her nails digging into my flesh.
"Fuck, baby girl! I can't get deep enough inside you. I want to live in this pussy. Oh fuck, Lilah!"
I slipped a hand between us and pinched her clit, pushing her over the edge one last time. The bed hit the wall as I slammed into her twice more before letting myself break apart with a roar. I felt like I was suspended in the air, each molecule of my body splitting and vibrating with pleasure. Pulsing with my cock as I poured seemingly endless jets of hot come into her womb.
One by one, each piece of me slowly came back until I felt whole again. I held most of my weight off of Lilah, but let my hips settle fully onto her pelvis. I kept her entrance sealed tight, making sure nothing escaped.
Lilah drifted off, and I watched her sleep for a half hour or so before she stirred again. Satisfied that she'd taken all of me, I eased out, careful not to cause her pain. She winced a little and I silently berated myself for losing control. I left her for a minute to start a warm bath, then came back and swept her up into my arms and carried her to the bathroom.
After cleaning us both up, I stepped into the bath and then lifted her in as well. Once we were settled with her in between my legs, her back resting against my chest, I decided to broach the topic of the future.
One of my hands drifted to her tummy and I drew delicate circles around her belly button with my fingertips. "We need to talk about what's going to happen now, baby girl."
Her head drifted back and she looked up at me, worry swirling in the blue depths. I smiled and pecked her lips, baffled as to how she could think I wouldn't make this all work out. We agreed. She was mine. I wasn't going to let her go for anything or anyone.
"How long do you need to stay here before coming home with me?"
She bit her plump bottom lip again and I pressed my thumb to it, releasing it from her teeth. "I forgot that you don't live here. Holy crap. I don't even know where you live. How is this even going to work? I barely know you and oh my gosh, we didn't use protection. What if-"
She was spiraling, so I made quick work of turning her to face me. I took her chin firmly between my fingers, forcing her to stop rambling and look me straight in the eyes.
"You're mine, baby girl. I'm keeping you," I said in a tone that brooked no argument. "My heart knows you and right now, that's enough. We'll get to know all of the other stuff later. And as far as protection, I won't ever put anything between us. You may as well accept that right now. If you get pregnant . . . I can't wait to see you round with our baby, Lilah."
Her eyes softened and she practically melted into me, resting her cheek over my heart. "My heart knows you too, Ethan," she whispered. "Um, this seems like a silly question but, where exactly is your home?"
I chuckled and lifted her chin with my index finger. "Our home is just outside of Dallas. It's beautiful there, you'll love it." I got her settled in her previous position and spent some time telling her about where I lived and my life there, avoiding any mention of Samuel.
Excitement was in her voice when she asked me questions and it caused warmth to bloom in my chest, knowing she was as eager to start our life together as I was.
When the water was cold, we got out and I dried us both off before wrapping her up in a hotel robe. I ordered breakfast and we discussed plans for packing up her life in New York and transporting it to Texas.
My company was fairly easy to run from anywhere since I had a trustworthy and competent staff. Thank fuck for that because I had no intention of leaving Lilah's side. We decided two weeks was sufficient to get things in order, and it gave me time to tell her the truth and help her come to terms with it.
Chapter 6
Delilah
My eyes popped open as I went from sound asleep to fully awake in a heartbeat and it hit me-I was only a few days away from moving to Texas with Ethan. The last week and a half had flown past in a whirlwind of details. He'd worked swiftly to get everything situated so the move would be easier on me. He'd hired a moving company to pack up the apartment. Bought me out of the lease, since my mom's estate was legally responsible for rental payments until the lease expired in another nine months. He'd even made all the necessary arrangements with the utilities.
He'd also urged me to notify Harvard, Princeton, Columbia, and Yale that I was declining their acceptance. We'd talked more about my love for drawing, and he'd encouraged me to give illustrating children's books a try. He'd even gone so far as to hire contractors to build a studio for me on his property. An entire studio, just for me. I could hardly believe it.
Ethan was almost too good to be true, and there was a small part of me waiting for the other shoe to drop. Or maybe a not-so-small part, considering how worried I'd grown the last couple days about how he was acting. Every so often, he seemed distant. Like he was worried about something but didn't want to share his concerns with me. I couldn't help but wonder if maybe he was second-guessing the decision to take me to Texas with him so quickly.
Except, it didn't make any sense because he was the one who'd pushed for it to happen. Who'd moved heaven and earth to make sure nothing halted his plans. Who'd spent each and every night we'd been together making love to me. He'd made me feel like I was the center of his world, and those weren't the actions of a man who wasn't sure about having the woman in his life move in with him.
Rolling out of bed, I grabbed the pink silk robe Ethan had bought me-since he preferred me to sleep naked-off the chair. After I'd cinched the belt tight, I took a deep breath and went in search of Ethan. Since the apartment I'd shared with my mom was a mess, he'd moved us back into the Hilton but into a suite so we had extra space. Not that we needed it often, since we spent much of our time together in bed.