My Addiction (Second Chances Series)(21)
“Oh God, Bradley!” Her knees buckled, and my arm instantly went around her waist and kept her up. “We shouldn’t do this.”
I gripped her by her chin and tilted her head up so she could look me in my eyes. “Stop fighting what you know comes natural to us. Just give it to me.”
She closed her eyes again, and I moved quickly to kiss her into submission. It didn’t take long before she wrapped her arms around my neck.
I didn’t waste time. I lifted her up and carried her into my bedroom. Once there, I took my time and unwrapped her from her clothes slowly. I would have preferred to do this with the lights on, but she wouldn’t let me.
“Can I take your clothes off?” she asked me softly.
I smiled, stood back and gave her permission without saying the words. I watched her intently, waiting for her hands to touch me skin to skin. I’ve craved for this moment for so long. You have no idea how good she makes me feel, but let me show you, just as I show her what she does to me.
I only wore a t-shirt and basketball shorts, so she gripped the bottom of my shirt and bunched it in her hands before she moved it up slowly past my torso. I helped her of course, and as I pulled my shirt over my head, her lips instantly went to my nipples lapping her tongue over me, sucking me. I closed my eyes as a flood of ecstasy overcame me, consumed me. I fisted her hair, getting impatient. I really wanted her.
“Remove my shorts,” I said, voice deep with need.
I licked my lips just as she continued to kiss down my torso at the same time, pulling my shorts down, freeing me.
I was hard as steel, and just as her hand gripped me, I could have lost it right then. She was so fucking sexy, and I missed seeing her on her knees in front of me. I missed her touch, and I missed… ah... that right there!
“Yes, baby, take all of me,” I told her, just as she took me into her mouth.
The sight of Ayana’s lips on me was enough for me to lose my mind. Watching me go in and out of her mouth was the most erotic and satisfying feeling I’ve had in a long time. She was skilled at giving me head. She knew exactly what I liked, what would drive me out of my mind. She proceeded to lick me from base to head, fluttering her tongue over the head of my cock. She then squeezed me tight and pumped as she moved me in and out of her beautiful supple lips.
The aggressive side of me was starting to take over, but then suddenly, when she looked up at me, something else happened. Something that I’d never in my life felt before. I frowned as I couldn’t understand what this feeling was, what it meant. All I know is one minute I was watching her on her knees as she gave the best blowjob I had in a long ass time to…
“Baby, get up.”
The shock was evident on her face.
Yeah, I’m shocked too.
She obeyed and as she stood, my hand still in her hair, I backed her up until the back of her legs hit the bed. I lifted her so she could wrap her legs around my waist, and I gently laid her on her back.
I didn’t move at that moment and neither did she. I just stared at her, trying to express to her what I wanted, but couldn’t say it.
She didn’t say anything either, which really confused the shit out of me. Could she know what’s happening?
I moved my hand underneath my pillow and pulled out a condom. “Put it on,” I told her, voice raspy and full of need so desperate that I didn’t recognize my own voice.
She did as I asked and just as she moved her hand, I wasted no time and entered her warmth without hesitation.
We both moaned and I felt her move back slightly, trying to get used to me. I placed one arm underneath her so I could grip her shoulder and bring her body as close to me as I could. Damn, she feels good.
I wanted to fuck her hard. I wanted to make her remember, to punish her for the past but instead I…
Shit, I went slow.
I moved in and out of her, dragging my cock over her most sensitive parts and bringing a slow climatic feeling through her body and, hell, through mine too. She moaned and said my name as I slowly, painfully moved in and out of her. Her body suddenly arched into me. I watched as she came, feeling her grip me tight, reminding me that her pussy was made for only me.
I watched her go through so many emotions; I felt them deep within me. I knew I was driving her out of her mind. I was getting the scars on my back to prove it, but I didn’t move faster. My hips went at a pace I couldn’t control. It was steady. It was glorious. It was heaven.
“Ayana, look at me,” I managed to croak.
When she opened her eyes, I started to move faster. It was something about her eyes, the need to please her, to see her desires drenched in them, but I saw something else too. I saw the same thing that was gripping my heart right now, causing me to not to be able to speak.