Mr. President:A Billionaire & Virgin Fake Fiance Romance(121)

Tears are coming from my eyes at the agonizing pleasure that's coursing  from my pussy. My nipples feel like they're burning in the most  delicious fire. I can't breathe. My back is still arched, my body coiled  like a spring.

My clit is throbbing, sending waves of delight up my spine. I push my  fingers a little deeper, scared at what's going to happen. Just the  slightest push.

FUCK! OH, FUCK!

My eyes are closed, but I see stars explode. It's like my brain has shut  down completely. I don't even know what I'm doing at this point. My  entire body is on fire. My soul is on fire. My spine is tingling and  shuddering and every single nerve in my legs, my throat, my hands, my  face, my breasts, and my thighs is tingling with electricity. I'm  crackling. I'm lightning. I might as well be dead.

I don't know how, but I manage to keep breathing as wave after wave of  electricity rushes through my skin. I'm shaking and trembling and  moaning and I don't know what's happening. All I know is that I might  not come out of this river of sweet pleasure alive. I might be lost in  it.

Eventually, I'm able to grasp thoughts. I'm breathing heavily. I'm panting. I'm gasping. I'm drenched in sweat.

I'm exhausted. And all because of Lance Anders …  God, it might be  painfully hard, but I need to control myself, to do what's right. I  can't do this again, fantasize about him …  Nothing good will ever come  out of it. Even if he wasn't my stepson, I'm 35 while he's only 21.

Sighing, I huddle under the sheets, and only then do I realize I have a  smile on my lips. Sure, this was wrong and I won't be doing it again …   But it felt good. I needed this. Oh, I needed this badly.

No other man has ever affected me like that. Ever.

I need to find out more about him.

But how?

But he's already made my body shake too much for now. In another minute, I'm off into a dreamless sleep.





95





Jocelyn





I wake up and look at the clock. It's already 7:30 am. I yawn and get  up, wondering what fresh source of sexual frustration today is going to  bring.

Don't look at me like that. If you tell me you're sexually frustrated too, hun, I'm just going to roll my eyes. I swear.

Sure, maybe your husband or boyfriend isn't as active as he used to be. And if you're single or widowed now, I truly am sorry.

But I'm not. I'm married to a man. A very powerful man who should be  exuding confidence and control due to his position as mayor of the  greatest city in the world. But he doesn't touch me. Not once. Not ever.

My fingers can only do so much. A vibrator can only do so much. Do you  remember that phrase we used to toss around when we were girls and used  to be silly? I say we, as in collectively, this generation of women, by  the way. What was that phrase  –  oh yeah. ‘Dildos are great, and  vibrators are fun … but nothing can beat the almighty tongue'.

Remember that one? I think when I was in college my friend was the one  who quoted that to me-Joyce Walker-and I used to live by it. Why use  something battery operated or made of plastic when you could get guys to  get you to paradise?

At least until I got married. That's when Michael came into my life and  completely erased any notion that my husband would be my sexual partner  in life.

Maybe I could have walked that road by myself, but one of the first  things Michael ever did after I moved in was to take my drawer of  dildos, vibrators, and bullets, and throw them out.

"They have no place in this house, Jocelyn," he told me harshly. "If the  staff ever discover them or word gets out that my wife is using toys to  pleasure herself, then the scandal could be disastrous."

"Then why don't you pleasure me?" I remember asking him, taking a step  closer. I used the cute pouty face that had worked wonders for me in the  past-everything from getting me out of having to watch football with a  boyfriend, to an A+ from a professor in Comparative Literature in  college.

"Because, quite frankly, I have more interesting things to do with my  life," Michael said as I stopped and realized my come hither look wasn't  working. "You'll just have to go take a cold shower. I'm late for a  meeting anyways."

That's been my life for the last six months. Sexual drought.

I've gotten very good at running and exercising-although it gets me  horny at times looking at other people's bodies. I've tried to take up  sewing. I've done a lot more cooking. Hell, there are some afternoons I  just self-medicate and drink a bottle of wine by myself, trying to  forget.

Everything seems to make me hornier.

So, anyways, that's what I mean when I say I wonder what frustration is  going to happen to me today. Because as bad as it was before, it's  honestly only gotten worse.

Since he moved in.

Who? Come on, babe.

Who do you think.

Mr. Apollo himself. Lance Anders, with the body of a god and the face of an angel. An angel of lust that is.

I put on my robe over my teddy and head down the stairs. Michael has  already left for work and against my better judgment I'm curious to see  what Lance is up to.

He's not on the first floor when I get downstairs, and that's when I hear a thud.

He's in the gym.

I know I shouldn't go down there. The gym and pool are in the basement  of the townhouse-it's a New York thing for people who don't have  backyards-and Lance working out is guaranteed to get my hormones raging.

But maybe, that'll be a good thing. Maybe I can use that to go for a run, or something.

At least, that's what I tell myself as I race up the stairs, wash my  face, put on a pair of yoga pants and a sports bra and put my hair back  in a ponytail.         

     



 

I pause to put some color on my face before heading downstairs.

What? I'm just looking a bit presentable. If I'm going out for a run through Central Park, I might as well look the part too.

Besides, if Lance notices, maybe he'll … .

He'll what? Take you in his arms? Take his new stepmom and wrap his arms  around her? Fuck her? Please. I'm behaving like a silly girl.

Nevertheless, the butterflies in my stomach are in full force as I head to the lower level.

The basement at the townhouse doesn't look much like any other  basement-it's well lit and looks like the hallway of a hotel. I hear  music playing from the gym and I walk to it and open the door.

There he is. He's on a bench, shirtless, lying on a towel. He's got a  pair of basketball shorts on and some sneakers, but that's all the  clothes he's wearing. I watch as he lifts a barbell loaded with weights  and benches it. I watch as his muscles strain, his pecs flex and his abs  contract.

Those are 8-pack abs. I've never seen any before, but that's the very  model of muscle definition. He's got a perfect V-cut going down his abs.  The look of intense concentration on his face is amazing; he doesn't  even realize I'm standing there until he finishes his set and gets up  for some water.

He gives a start as he sees me, standing there, staring at him.

"Jocelyn … " Lance says, as he looks at me. I can tell his eyes are travelling my body, just as mine are travelling his.

I'm shameless in how I devour his body. I look at his nipples and wonder  what it would be like to run my tongue under them. I'm sure he's  looking at my tight fitting yoga pants but I can't be sure he's thinking  what I want him to think.

I might just be an old lady to him. Someone past the age of  consideration. He was caught fucking the President's daughter, of all  people. Lance must be used to 21 year olds-he's probably got an age  limit on the girls he sleeps with.

"Can I help you?" he asks me, and I realize I've been staring. Too long.

So long it's starting to look improper.

I need to say something.

"I'm going for a run, just wanted to see what you were doing," I manage.

"You're running on the treadmill in here?" he asks me, nonchalantly, taking a step closer.

No, I can't be anywhere near him. I need to leave now.

"I'll be running in the Park, around the Reservoir," I tell him, backing  away. He takes another step and all of a sudden I know that if I stay I  won't be able to control myself.

I head as quickly as I can to the exit located on the other side of the gym that leads up to 88th Street.

"Jocelyn," Lance says again, but I don't stop, my legs pump me up the  stairs and before I know it, I'm in fresh air. I start jogging at a slow  pace west, toward the Park.

That was really stupid of me, the way I acted back there. Don't worry, hun, you can say it.

I'm 15 years older than Lance and I'm acting like a teenager. Worse than a teenager. Like a lovesick little girl with a crush.

Except I'm not a little girl. I'm a 35-year-old grown woman who's acting like a fool in front of her stepson.

You can't see me, but I'm mentally kicking myself as I enter the park  and start running around the jogging path around the Reservoir.

I need to stop ogling Lance around the house. I need to stop lusting  after his strong back muscles when he walks around shirtless.

I need to focus. My life isn't that pretty right now. And that's  probably why I'm transferring this lust onto him. I'm being blackmailed  into staying in a marriage to a man who obviously doesn't love me. But I  can't do anything or else my father's legacy crumbles.