Mr. CEO(35)

“Mr. Parker, how are you this evening?” he asks in a rough voice that shows his age.

“Very well, Jacob. And you?”

He smiles kindly, causing wrinkles to form around his eyes and says, “Just fine, sir. Let me lead you to your table.” I admire the dining room as we walk through to a private room lit with dim lighting cast by a few candles that Jacob lights as we slip into opposite sides of our booth.

The candles give off a sweet, smoky scent that fills me with warmth. It’s simply gorgeous.

I hesitantly smooth out my skirt, trying my best to take it all in as Jacob asks what to start us off with to drink.

Logan answers, “Waters please, plus a large wine glass, and Cabernet?” he asks me and the two of them look at me for an answer. I nod slightly and feel like an idiot. All he did was ask if I want wine, and yet I can hardly answer. I breathe out slowly and relax. It’s just dinner.

“Right away sir,” Jacob says before disappearing from the room. I’m fidgeting in my seat, fiddling with my salad fork and trying my best to adapt. I can feel Logan’s eyes on me, but I’m not ready to look him in the eyes.

“You’re overwhelmed.” Logan speaks clearly although it’s formed as a question.

I answer honestly, “Yes, this is overwhelming. All of this is overwhelming.”

“If you would just relax, you would be enjoying yourself.” I believe what he’s saying, but it just simply isn’t that easy.

I bite the inside of my cheek. “It’s my job, and you’re my boss.” I try to think of a way to explain it, but he interrupts my train of scattered thoughts.

“And we both have needs. I know you feel the tension that I feel. You want me, and I want you.”

“We shouldn’t though.” I shake my head, my eyes pleading with him to understand.

He takes in a breath to speak, but then looks over my shoulder. I hear the door softly close and then a young waiter is at our table.

He pours a bit of wine for Logan, who doesn’t drink it but nods at him to continue. I say a soft thank you and take my glass as the young man goes over the menu.

“May I order for you?” Logan asks. I’m quick to nod yes, although I’m not sure I’ll be able to stomach any food. I’m full of nerves and apprehension. I take a sip of the wine and listen as he orders a stuffed chicken, beef tenderloin and salmon. I think they were three separate dishes, but maybe one is a combo. I’m not sure.

I give the waiter a polite smile before he leaves, my fingers running along the rim of the wine glass. “This is uncomfortable, Logan,” I finally admit to him.

“Why’s that? This is meant to make you feel more at ease.”

I struggle to explain it. “I didn’t know this was going to happen. I’m not used to this, and I don’t understand what you really want from me.” A weight feels like it’s lifted off my chest as I finally say words that make sense.

Logan takes a moment to assess the words. He’s giving me his full attention and looking as though he’s bartering a deal. Which, in a way, he is. Finally he says, “You need to stop worrying and just enjoy yourself.”

I take another sip of my wine, practically a gulp this time. I don’t think he could possibly understand. I set the glass on the table and Logan’s hand reaches out for mine.

“Give me tonight.” His thumb brushes over my wrist in soothing circles. “One night to show you what it could be like.” I stare into his eyes and want to give in. I want to feel like I did that night we spent together. I want this tension between us to disappear and be replaced with the fire I long for.

I nod my head as I hear the door open behind me and resist the urge to turn and look over my shoulder. Delicious smells flood my senses and I wait patiently for the waiter to set the plates in front of us. Beef tenderloin and salmon for him, and a stuffed chicken for me.

“Is there anything else I can get for you?” the waiter asks.

“That’s all, thank you.” Logan lays his napkin across his lap and then asks me, “Which would you like?”

I look between the plates, they all look tempting. “Whichever you don’t want is fine with me.”

He leans forward with a smile on his lips. “I want them all.” He picks my hand up and kisses my knuckles. “We can have it all, Rose. Let me show you.”

I utter a yes, caught in his trance, and give myself over to him.

Just for tonight.





Chapter 20





Logan





I open the door and gently place my hand on her lower back, leading her into my home. Up until now, I’ve been a gentleman. I’ve shown restraint so I can ease her into this.