Motherhood is Murder(15)
Galigani frowned Yes, I do.
Talk about awkward. Not only had I unknowingly stepped in on some date, but now Mom and Jim were trying to negotiate my business dealings.
Mom tsked. Poor woman! Murdered on a dinner cruise. And her little ones, left behind. What a tragedy!
I took another swig of wine. This time smaller, more sip-like. This was more like it. The Chianti tasted fruity and smooth. Oh. The victim wasnt a mom.
Galigani and Mom stared at me.
What do you mean? Mom asked. I thought she was running that mommy group you were joining.
She was but she didnt have any children, I said.
Mom frowned. What on earth was a woman without kids doing in a mothers group?
Dinner turned out to be fabulous. Galigani served fettuccini with a light garlic cream sauce that he claimed had been approved by his cardiologist. We debated back and forth about a woman we didnt know and the potential motivation to be involved in a mommy group when you werent one.
We came up with a pretty paltry list.
We drank wine and laughed a lot, and thankfully Laurie snoozed in the middle of Galiganis king-size bed, surrounded by giant pillows to prevent her from falling off. No one seemed to care that Laurie, at only seven weeks, still could not roll over. Somehow, the possibility of her falling off the bed still loomed.
After dinner while getting our coats, I finally summoned my courage. So, um . . . Galigani, what do you think about my using your license?
Galigani looked confused. What do you mean, licenses arent transferable.
But I could work under yours, right? Like working for you?
No. Im sorry. Id have to supervise you, and right now I just dont have the energy for that. Not so soon after my surgery anyway.
CHAPTER SEVEN
Protection
To Do:
1. Call Margaret and give her directions to café.
2. Prep contract for her.
3. Figure out how to land her without license.
4. Buy baby keepsake book.
5. Stretch out lower back.
6. Look up postpartum yoga classes.
I snuggled Laurie into the baby carrier and walked down the street toward the café where Margaret and I had agreed to meet.
As I passed my neighbors house, their seventeen-year-old son, Kenny, was leaping down the front steps.
Kate! Let me see the baby!
Kenny had spiky hair that was dyed green. Hed graduated from the School of the Arts a few months prior and was now auditioning like crazy with his trombone.
I folded down the flap on the baby carrier and let Kenny take a peek.
He peered over the carrier. She looks exactly like Jim, but shes cute.
Jims cute, too.
Only to you, Kate.
I laughed.
Whenever you need a babysitter, just let me know, Kenny said.
Right. When was the last time you washed your hands, Kenny?
He looked at his hands. Dunno.
Are you going to the café? I asked.
Kenny and I often enjoyed a game of backgammon or chess together at the café. He nodded and fell into step with me. As we walked, he pulled his iPod from his pocket and began to untangle the cord of the earphones.
Hows the auditioning going? I asked.
He held his hand in the position of a high-five. Youre looking at the new substitute trombonist for the SF Opera.
I whooped and gave him a high-five. Knew you could do it. Im so proud. Are you going to dye your hair back?
Kennys eyes opened wide and his hand shot up to his hair as though I were threatening to cut it. Back to what?
Your natural color. Theyre not going to let you play in the orchestra pit like that, are they?
Kenny laughed. Im only a sub. Im not in the pit yet.
You will be soon, I said.
We arrived at the café and I paused as Kenny pulled the door open. He made a grand gesture for Laurie and me to enter, then tapped his iPod and wiggled his eyebrows at me. Im going to study now. He snagged a table and popped his earphones in.
I saw Margaret at the counter balancing her baby on her hip. Her eyes were bloodshot and swollen. She wore black stretch pants that clung to her skinny legs and an oversized striped shirt. Her hair was disheveled and she looked like she hadnt slept in days.
She greeted me with a half smile and a nod, wrestled her baby into the stroller, and picked a table near the window. I ordered my latte and rocked Laurie back and forth in the carrier.
Poor Margaret. I cant imagine how awful it must be to lose your best friend. Mine was in Paris and I missed her like crazy, but I knew she was coming home soon. Helene never would.
I joined her at the table. She sighed when I sat down.
I havent slept since the cruise. I really havent eaten either. Just surviving off caffeine and sugar, she said, breaking a brownie in half then shoving it into her mouth.
I stirred the foam in my latte and waited. Laurie snoozed, her head nestled in the carrier. Margarets baby swung his feet up at me and smiled through the pacifier in his mouth.