More than a Mistress(16)

"You see, Princess? You were wrong. Truth is, I could still be of some  service to you, if I wanted." He smiled coldly. "You think about that  tonight, Ms. Thorpe, after you and your `dinner date' come back here for  a round of fun and games. Think about it, and about me, while you're in  bed and he's-"

Her fist whirred through the air, connected cleanly with his jaw. Travis  was caught off guard. His head jerked back and a spot of blood appeared  at the corner of his mouth. Alex gasped for breath as she watched him  put his finger to the cut.

"Get out," she whispered hoarsely. "Do you hear me? Get out! Get-"

She looked around wildly, grabbed the only thing near at hand and hurled  it at his head but her aim with the lamp wasn't as good as with her  fist. It hit the wall and shattered into a score of pieces.

Travis laughed and strolled way. "Have a pleasant evening, Ms. Thorpe," he said, and slammed the door after him.

"Bastard," Alex yelled, "you no good bastard!"

She spun around, grabbed her robe and put it on. Who did he think he  was? Did he really imagine he could treat her this way and get away with  it?

She needed-what? A drink. She never drank, she hated the taste of  whiskey but by God, a drink was what she needed now, to get the taste of  Travis Baron out of her mouth. And then she'd shower.

No. No, first she'd rid the room of any trace of the most despicable man she'd ever known.

She marched to the bed, stripped off the sheets and pillowcases and  carried them to the marble fireplace on the other side of the bedroom.  She wouldn't sully the hamper with them, or even the washer.

Grimly, she dumped the stuff on the grate and opened the flue.

"Goodbye, Mr. Baron," she said, as she struck a match.

And goodbye to whatever insanity had possessed her to have wanted him in the first place.

The pale blue linens went up in a satisfying blaze. Within minutes,  nothing remained but ashes. Alex sat back on her heels. Fire was  cleansing. Wasn't that what people said?

Well, she thought, as she closed the fire screen and got to her feet, she felt cleansed.

She stripped off her robe, kicked it into a corner and went into the bathroom.

The only true words Travis had spoken were the ones about her being an  adult. She was an adult, free to do what she chose, even if what she  chose was stupid. She'd done something she'd always regret but there  wasn't much sense in brooding over it. Besides, in today's world, having  sex with a man you never intended to see again wasn't exactly a crime.

Alex doubled over and clutched the rim of the sink.

What was the sense in pretending? She'd never forgive herself for today.  Never. Not for sleeping with Travis, although that was bad enough. What  she'd never forgive herself for was still wanting him, at the end. Even  after she'd had time to come to her senses, even after the terrible  things he'd said, she'd wanted him. If he'd carried her to the bed.  she'd have gone willingly. She'd have trembled in his arms again, cried  out his name again, done all those things again...                       
       
           



       

Alex moaned and jammed her fist against her mouth.

Getting Travis Baron out of her bed had turned out to be easy. Getting  him out of her head, it seemed, was going to be just a little more  difficult.



Halfway along the road that led down through Eagle Canyon, Travis  snarled an obscenity, downshifted so abruptly that the gears protested  and pulled the Porsche onto the dirt shoulder.

"Dammit to hell," he growled, and slammed the heel of his hand against the steering wheel.

He'd managed to look nonchalant when he'd strolled out of Alex's bedroom  but the truth was, his gut was churning the way it had before his first  bull ride, twenty years ago. He knew he had to calm down. The road was  narrow and curving, with enough blind spots to make even him wary, and  he'd been storming along it at a speed he didn't even want to think  about. There was no sense in killing himself or, worse still, some other  poor soul just because he was so angry at Alex that he could hardly  think straight.

One of them was crazy, and it sure wasn't him.

Travis snorted. Who was he kidding? She was nuts, yeah, but so was he. And he didn't like the feeling, not one bit.

A while ago, she'd been like a wildcat in his arms. He'd never known  anything like it and the immodest truth was that he was a man who'd  known a lot of hot, wild women. But there'd been more to this woman than  heat. Her hesitancy, her shy yet eager reactions to everything he'd  done and said, had been different from anything he'd ever experienced.

And the last time they'd made love, at the end, she'd cried.

"Did I hurt you, Princess?" he'd whispered.

"No," she'd said, "oh, no."

And she'd clasped his face in her hands, brought his mouth to hers and kissed him with a sweetness that had pierced his heart.

He'd smiled, and kissed her gently. Held her close, until her breathing  eased, gone on holding her, looking at her, trying to figure out how  he'd gone from wanting nothing more than a primitive act of dominating  male vengeance to wanting everything from the beautiful stranger in his  arms.

And then she'd opened those eyes of hers, looked at him as if he were a  rattlesnake she'd found tucked in the sheets instead of a man, and told  him, in no uncertain terms, to get his ass out of her bed, and out of  her life.

He could feel the rage still pumping through his body. Never, not once  in his entire life, not even when he'd come home and found his wife in  bed with her damned tennis pro ...not even then had he been so plain-out  furious at a woman. Hell, he'd never even imagined a man could be this  angry at a woman.

Travis turned on the engine.

Okay. Yes. Definitely, the thing to do was to put some distance between Alex Thorpe and him.

Either that or drive back up the road, march into that mausoleum of a  house, toss her over his shoulder, carry her back to bed and ride her  until that snooty look tumbled from her face, until she arched her back  and lifted her hips, wound her arms around his neck the way she had  before.

Or he could gather her into his arms, hold her close to him, just hold  her, with his face buried in her sweet-smelling hair, her lips against  his throat, while the long afternoon turned into night.

Travis's jaw tightened. Man, he was losing it!

He reached for the key, slammed the car into gear and took the Porsche,  engine screaming like a banshee, down the canyon road at a speed that  would have astonished even him, if he'd been thinking about anything  except the insanity of wanting to see Alexandra Thorpe again in this  lifetime.





CHAPTER SEVEN




ALMOST two weeks later, Travis slipped off his headset, made sure  everything in the cockpit of his Piper Comanche was secure and stepped  out on Espada soil for the first time in close to two years.

It was a hot June morning, with the kind of airless and oppressive heat  he remembered from his childhood. Insects buzzed and hummed in the grass  alongside the parking area, just as they always had, He had the crazy  feeling that his father was going to ride into view, look at him from  under his bushy brows and say, "Boy, why're you here, lazin' around,  instead of at the barns, doin' your chores?"

He wasn't in the mood for this, not for the old memories or for dealing  with Jonas, or for being polite to the couple of hundred guests who were  sure to be here by this time tomorrow. It seemed he hadn't been able to  be polite to anybody lately. Even the guys at his office were steering  clear of him, ever since he'd almost knocked Pete Haskell on his butt  the Monday after the auction.

"Hey, Baron," Haskell said, "how'd it go with the Thorpe babe?"

"It went fine."

Travis's response had been clipped. Any intelligent man would have seen  it as a warning and backed off, but nobody had ever credited Pete with a  surplus of intelligence.                       
       
           



       

"It went fine," Pete had mimicked, with a leer. "Details, Baron. We want  details. Is she as hot as she looks? Did you get into her pants?"

Travis had shoved him, none too gently, against the wall, which was  pretty stupid considering that getting into Alex's pants was exactly  what he'd wanted-and what he'd done.

"Watch your mouth," he'd snarled at Pete, after two of the other partners had pulled him back.

Nobody much had bothered with him since, and that was fine. He knew he  was grumpy but hell, it had nothing to do with Alexandra Thorpe. He was  busy, that was all. A corporate merger gone bad and a liability suit  against another client looked as if it was headed for a jury trial. He  was overworked, was all.

His bad mood didn't have a damned thing to do with Alex Thorpe. . .

"Cut the crap, Baron," Travis muttered.