Josh on the other hand had his whole life planned out. He was scouted by so many colleges. Practically every college mentionable wants him. “So what college did you choose, Josh?” I asked.
“I’m moving away,” was his answer.
“How far away are we talking?” I asked.
“I chose Fullerton.”
“You’re going to Cal State? Josh that is amazing, I am so excited for you.” I was excited but I could tell by the look on Moon’s face that he wasn’t.
“Yeah, I am pretty excited too, but I will miss everybody. I hope you guys come and visit. I need my favorite girl on the bleachers cheering me on.”
“From what I hear, I am not your favorite girl anymore.” I winked at him.
“It’s not like that, man.” He said to Moon. “Valerie and I are just friends.”
“When I talked to her on Friday she said that the two of you talk almost every day.” Moon argued.
“She’s right we do, but it’s not what you think. We are just really good friends. She is nice to talk too, that’s all.” This was unusual for him. He usually never sugar coats anything, but he could put icing on the cupcakes with all that sugar.
“Well, I can’t wait to meet her.” I spoke up, breaking the tension.
“You will love her,” Josh said and I saw it there in his eyes. It was the look that Moon wrote about in his letters. Josh had a thing for Valerie and it was totally obvious. It was so cute. “I better get going, or mom will be on my ass. It’s so good to see ya, girl. You look real good.” He kissed my cheek before he left.
“See ya later, Man.” They bumped fists.
“It’s just you and me,” I said.
“I’m glad. I have wanted you to myself for so long.” He reached behind the old wooden steps and pulled out our blanket. It seems we had those hidden everywhere. He spread it out on the ground beside the fire and I took my usual spot next to him.
This time it was different. We have been sharing blankets for years, but never as a couple. I was actually a little nervous. He was always so big next to me, but I fit perfectly against him. When he pulled me over to him, it was like his body just swallowed me up. I was more aware of his body now than I ever have been. He had a man’s body and I couldn’t help but drool all over him.
“You like what you see?” He joked.
“You know you’re hot.” I answered.
He rolled himself over where he was on top of me. Our bodies were touching all the way down to our toes, but he managed to keep his weight off me. He ran his tongue along my bottom lip just before he kissed me and I could feel the wetness building in my panties. He barely had to touch me to turn me on.
“I have wanted to be with you like this for so long. I don’t think I can keep my hands off you.”
“Then don’t,” I said a little breathy.
“We can’t, I mean what about everything?” I knew he was asking about the incident. He must have thought that I couldn’t handle it.
“I’m fine Moon. If that is what you are worried about. I want to be with you. Make love to me.”
“Right here, I don’t want our first time to be on some hard ground outside.”
“Then you don’t see what I see, because this is our spot. This is our favorite spot. I have lots of great memories with you right here by this fire on this blanket. It is a special place to me. I want you right here, right now.”
“Damn woman, you can’t say stuff like that.” I knew exactly why because I could feel the hardness pressing against his zipper and into my lower stomach.
“Kiss me Moon.” I said, and he did. He kissed me deeply and passionately making me shudder underneath him. I tucked my hands under his shirt and lifted it over his head. My God, he was beautiful. He had muscles in all the right places and the strongest shoulders ever. It was so sexy. I couldn’t help but run my fingers down his chest. He shivered under my fingertips. That did something to me because I kissed him flipping him over to his back. This was the first time that I’d ever taken control over sex, and I liked it. I straddled his hips with one leg on each side. I lifted my shirt over my head, and as he watched. He was staring at me like I was a hot fudge sundae. I reached around my back and unhooked my bra letting it fall to the side. This was the first time ever that I’d let him see me like this. My stomach was doing flips. I started to cover myself, but he moved my hands.
“Shine baby, you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”
Well that was all it took to change my mind. I nearly attacked his mouth. He rolled me over to the side of him and I watched as he took of his pants and then his boxers. Somewhere in the mist of all of it I’m pretty sure I forgot to breathe. He was so gorgeous, and so big. I knew that he would be. I was ready for him though. When it was my turn he did it for me. He first took off my boots. Then he unbuttoned my shorts and pulled them down my legs. His fingers hooked into the sides of my panties and he paused. “You’re sure?”