Monster in His Eyes(43)

       
           



       

"Of course not."

"Then take it."

I take the beer from him and drink, grimacing. It's disgusting, but I  take a second swallow and push it back across the table to him before  anyone catches me.

The food comes out quickly-a juicy burger on a fresh roll, grease  dripping when I bite into it. It's so good I moan, dramatically rolling  my eyes in the back of my head. "Now that's a bacon cheeseburger."

Conversation is playful as I stuff myself, whereas he only eats half of  his burger, instead filling up on alcohol. I sip enough from his bottles  to catch a buzz, my head a little fuzzy and my body light like somehow  I've learned to defy gravity and float into the sky.

He's sipping on his fourth beer as I lounge back in my chair, watching  him quietly. He's beautiful, in a dark sort of way, the kind of beauty  that's natural. He doesn't try, and I think that's what I love most  about him-he just is. Naz, with his rough edges and slightly sinister  smile, is pure passion and genuine grit, the kind that makes the hair on  my arms stand on end while my spine simultaneously tingles. He can be  frightening, but he's downright fascinating. I've never been around  someone who wields so much influence.

How can someone surrounded by an air of danger make me feel so downright safe?

"You're quiet," he says, raising an eyebrow as he stares back at me. "What are you thinking?"

"I'm just thinking about how beautiful you are," I admit.

He laughs as he sets his beer down, pushing it across the table to me,  offering the last little bit. I pick it up, chugging it, grimacing at  the warm bitter taste. Naz pulls out his wallet and throws down a wad of  cash, not bothering to wait on the bill-our waitress is backed up, so  busy we haven't seen her in a while-but it's more than enough to cover  what we owe.

He stands up, fixing his tie. I follow his lead, slipping my arm around  his as we start for the exit, strolling out onto the casino floor.

"You know how to play blackjack?" he asks.

"No."

"It's pretty basic," he says. "You add up the value of the cards. Closest to twenty-one without going over wins. Got it?"

"Uh, sure," I say, eyeing him peculiarly. I really don't. "Why?"

"Because we're about to go blow a lot of money playing it."

I gape at him, and start to argue that I'm not legally old enough to  gamble in Vegas, but yet again it's pointless. He bypasses all the  tables around the main floor, taking me to an entire other part of the  hotel-a casino within a casino. This place is upscale and exclusive, so  much so we have to be escorted in. We're taken to a back room, to some  private blackjack tables. As soon as we step inside I recognize a voice,  looking around and seeing vaguely familiar faces. Everyone from the  plane is here, laughing and carrying on, gambling the night away.

Naz takes a seat at a table beside Raymond. As soon as he sits down, a  man working approaches, hesitant, a twinge of fear in his eyes as he  stammers. "Mister, uh, Vitale, sir …  your friend … "

"Girlfriend," Naz says. The word makes me stall, heart thumping so hard I  grow dizzy. Girlfriend. It's the first time he's ever called me  anything like that. A strange sort of silence falls over the room,  voices hushing. I glance around at the men, seeing their curious gazes.  They seem as affected by the word as me. "I'm well aware she's not old  enough to place bets, but she's my good luck charm, so if you're going  to deny me her presence, then I'll be forced to take my money  elsewhere."

"No problem," the man says, backing off at the threat. "We're happy to accommodate you."

I pause behind Naz, nervously following the lead of the others. A few  women linger in the room, off to the side. Raymond's blonde stands  behind him, rubbing his shoulders attentively, while he seems to barely  remember she's there. Naz grabs my arm, though, tugging me to him. I  blink a few times, startled, when he pulls me onto his lap. I settle  onto the chair with him, leaning back against him, trying to shift  around so I don't block him from seeing what he's doing. A few of the  guys cast him peculiar looks, but nobody says anything as he's dealt in.

Despite him telling me the rules of the game, I have a hard time keeping  up with what's happening. These men are obviously big time, everything  moving swiftly, white, yellow, and brown chips tossed around worth  thousands of dollars, very little spoken in the way of game playing.  They chatter about nonsense, using their hands to signal how they want  to play. I watch Naz, trying to count up his cards, but he distracts me,  his breath fanning against my cheek, his lips finding my neck  periodically between bets.

I don't know how the hell he can concentrate.                       
       
           



       

Drinks flow to the men. Naz offers me sips of his, and nobody says a  word. They play and play, joking around, throwing away thousands of  dollars that none of them seem to bat an eyelash at. The night wears on  as he whispers to me, asking me what he should do a few times. I know he  knows better than me, but I play along, giving him my opinion. He  listens every time, laughing when I cost him damn near everything, like  that amuses him.

The alcohol gets to me after a while, my ass numb from sitting in this  chair. I have to be heavy on Naz's lap, so I stand up. Naz stalls  mid-game to look at me questioningly.

"I need to stretch my legs," I say, glancing around. "Where are the restrooms?"

"Ah, just down the hall," Naz says, motioning toward a door.

"I'll show her," the blonde chimes in, eyes seeking out mine as she smiles. "I'll show you."

Naz turns back to his game. "She'll show you."

I follow the woman out of the room and to a bathroom just down the hall  like Naz said. I could've easily found it myself. The woman lingers in  the bathroom, checking her makeup and fluffing her hair. I'm trying to  pee in peace as she tries to hold a conversation through the stall door.  "So you and Vitale, huh? That's interesting."

"Yeah …  why's it interesting?"

"I don't know, it just is," she says. "He doesn't bring women around …   never has. I've been with Ray for five years now and I've never seen  Vitale with one."

I like to think I'm above gossiping, but my interest is piqued. I stroll  to the sink to wash my hands. "Naz is just a private person."

Her eyes widen. "Naz?"

"Yeah, Naz," I say. "Isn't that what everyone calls him?"

She shakes her head, regarding me like I'm unstable. "It's always Vitale …  or Ignazio, if they're close. Never Naz."

My brow furrows. "Are you sure?"

"Positive," she says. "Ray sometimes calls him that in private, old  habit, you know? But not to Vitale's face. It's sort of a raw wound, I  guess, so they tread lightly. I wasn't around back then when it  happened … "

Her words only confuse me more. "When what happened?"

"When he lost his family." I just stare at her, having no idea what  she's talking about, and that seems to dawn on her. She blanches, taking  a step away from the sink as she forces a smile on her cherry red lips.  "We probably should get back."

I want to ask her more, ask her what the hell she means by that, why  it's such a raw wound and what happened to his family-a family he never  talks about-but I know she's right. We should get back. And Naz wouldn't  like her talking about this, whatever it is …

We're strolling back to the room when she offers me another smile. "I'm Brandy, by the way."

"Karissa," I say. "So you and Raymond have been married for five years?"

She laughs. "Oh, we're not married. We've been together that long, though."

"Oh …  I figured he was married."

She pauses at the entrance to the room as we are welcomed back inside,  casting me a peculiar look. "He is. I'm just his girlfriend."

Brandy takes her place back at Raymond's chair, her hands on his  shoulders. She leans down, placing a soft kiss on his cheek, but he  brushes it off, too focused on the card game to pay any attention to  her.

I hesitate for a moment, watching them, my stomach in knots when it  strikes me that this girl is his mistress. She seems nice, and it's not  my place to judge, but it worries me.

A lot.

My gaze shifts to Naz.

I wonder what being his girlfriend means.

As if he can sense my gaze, his head turns my direction. His brow  furrows as he stares at me, questions in his eyes. I smile and start  toward him, pushing back my worry, but he's already noticed my mood  shifted.

Tossing his cards down, he stands up. "I'm out."

"Already?" Raymond asks, surprised.