Monster in His Eyes(11)

Acid. Pure acid. I want to purge it from my system.

It's late, well after midnight, I assume. I'm not sure. Apart from  having no bathroom in here, Naz also has no damn clocks. I feel like  I've been lying in his bed for hours, too edgy to sleep, tangled up in  his sheets. He's beside me, but not touching me, no more than six inches  of space separating our naked bodies, but the man suddenly feels miles  away.

I'm agonizing over what to do, what to think, replaying every moment  I've spent with Naz, when a peculiar ring echoes through the room. It's  muffled, a series of beeps that sounds almost like Morse code. At once,  Naz slips away, climbing out of bed and rifling through his pants on the  floor. He pulls out his phone, giving a brief glance at the screen  before answering with a curt, "Hello."

He heads toward the door as whoever's on the line addresses him, and  lets out a deep sigh as he steps into the hallway. "No, I haven't gotten  it yet, but I'm on it."

I hear no more, unable to make out his words as he strolls along the  hallway in the dark, away from my range of hearing. Not like I'm trying  to eavesdrop or anything. But he returns after a moment, slipping back  into the bedroom, and haphazardly tosses his phone back down on his pile  of clothes.

The bed shifts as he climbs in beside me. His hands seek me out this  time, wrapping around me, pulling me back against him. Once again, his  strength astounds me as he tugs me into his arms like I'm made of  nothing. I feel almost like a rag doll being manhandled.

Sweeping my hair aside, he kisses the side of my neck, something about  it easing my nervousness. I feel safe, strangely enough, like a  caterpillar wrapping up in a cocoon, waiting to sprout wings.

"I'm surprised you're still awake," he says quietly. "Maybe I shouldn't have taken it so easy on you."

Despite myself, I smile at that. I can't fathom that being Naz when he's  subdued. Unrestrained, the man would knock me into next week.

"What time is it?" I ask.

"Two o'clock."

Ugh. "I should probably go."

"Why?"

"Because it's late."

"So?"

"So … " So, I don't know. "I just thought … "

He hums in my ear, his hand slowly sliding down my torso to the ache between my legs. "Less thinking, more feeling."

Sighing, I close my eyes. He takes the words right from me. His hands  caress my skin, stroking my clit, as he pins me against him. It only  takes a few seconds for my breaths to come out as whimpers.

"That's it," he whispers. "Just feel it."

Feel it, I do …  I feel it in all of me, the pressure building until I can't take it anymore. "Please. Don't stop."

"Whatever you want."

"Oh God, yes. Yes. Don't … " My breath hitches, my voice strained as I feel it sweep through me. "Stop."

"Stop?"

He stops.

He fucking stops.

"No, no, no," I chant, shifting my hips, desperate for the friction before it fades away. "Don't stop. Please."

He chuckles in my ear as his hand moves again, stroking me. His lips  find my neck as my body tenses at the release of pleasure. I gasp,  incoherent words seeping from my lips. A moment later the pleasure fades  away as he stops, for real this time, his hand stilling, cupping the  spot between my thighs.

"I like it when my woman knows what she wants," he says, his hand  drifting up again, slowly moving along my chest, before reaching my  face. I'm stunned by his words, even more shocked when his hand finds my  mouth. His fingertips caress my bottom lip before his pointer finger  brushes against my tongue. "I like it when she tastes like Heaven, too."

I shiver as he kisses along my neck and down my shoulder, pausing as he  presses a kiss on my shoulder blade. His mouth lingers there as he pulls  his hand away from my mouth.

"Stay," he says. "I'll take you home in the morning. I have to go that way, anyway."

"Okay," I whisper, but he doesn't wait for my answer. His hands leave my  skin, the void sweeping over me as he pulls away, turning over in the  bed to go to sleep.

If I'm not a glorified prostitute, I don't know what one is.                       
       
           



       





Sleep evades me but I eventually catch it in my grasp. When I awaken,  the bedroom is significantly lighter as sunlight streams through the  windows. I again have no idea what time it is, but there's one thing I  do know.

I'm alone.

Still aching, and yucky, and stark naked.

But alone.

Rubbing my eyes, I climb out of the bed and scrounge up my clothes from  last night, still mixed in with his on the floor. I put on my bra and  slip on my panties before grabbing the dress. I turn it right side out,  trying to situate it, when something on it catches my eye.

It's torn.

It looks like his hands ripped right through it, the weaving fabric loose and pillaging around the hem.

I stare at it, horrified. "Oh God."

"Is there a problem?"

The voice startles me so much I jump, yelping, and nearly drop the  dress. Turning to the doorway, I see Naz standing there, his dark hair  damp, beads of water running down his bare chest. The sudden urge to  lick them strikes me.

Ugh, down, hormones.

He's wearing nothing but a pair of black boxer briefs, fresh out of the  shower. I'm momentarily stunned speechless as I survey him, getting my  first good look at him out of his suit. He's just as gorgeous now, but  there's more to him, noticeable things, things I couldn't see last  night. He's covered in old wounds, battle scars, gashes that shine  silvery in the light and disappear in the darkness, like whispered  secrets.

It's not off-putting, but it is a bit unnerving. I wonder what this man has gone through. He looks like he's been to war.

"Problem?" he asks again when I say nothing, his voice a little louder, drawing my attention from his chest.

"Yeah," I mumble, pulling the dress on, acutely aware thanks to my  soberness that my panties are definitely not sexy. "My clothes kind of  got torn last night."

His eyes scan me, settling on the rip as I point it out to him. "Didn't mean to ruin your dress."

"My roommate's dress, technically," I say, running my fingers through my  hair, pulling myself together. "I borrowed it from her closet."

"Ah, well, I'll make it up to her."

"How?"

He shrugs a shoulder, pushing away from the doorway to stroll closer. "Somehow."

Stepping past me, he heads to his closet. It's filled with clothes, a  lot more than just black suits, but unsurprisingly that's what he grabs.  I watch him, mesmerized by the ease in which he pulls himself together.

Much to my amusement, his hair dries quickly, lying perfectly without him even needing to touch it. Lucky bastard.

He turns to me as he finishes, fiddling with his dark tie, securing the  knot. "Why are you wearing your roommate's dress, anyway?"

I glance down at it. "Because it looks good."

"It does," he says, "but what's wrong with your clothes?"

"Nothing, but you were taking me out to dinner, so I needed something to wear for that."

"You don't own anything you can eat in?"

"Nothing I can eat a twelve hundred dollar meal in."

He nods, grabbing his suit coat from the hanger. "But you didn't know I was taking you somewhere like that."

"Maybe I did... maybe I'm good at reading people, too."

"You didn't." He smirks as he shakes his head, as if reacting to a joke  only he's in on. He lets out a chuckle, the sound making me feel like  maybe I'm the punch line of it. "And you're terrible at reading people,  Karissa. Terrible."

He puts on his coat, buttoning it, before turning to me again.

"You look beautiful in it, though," he says. "I'm glad you wore it."

"I, uh... thanks." Anarchy reigns inside of me as I swallow thickly. He  called me beautiful. I suddenly feel like a young girl, blushing at the  compliment. "I just wanted to look nice."

"Why?"

Why? What kind of a question is that?

The words 'because of dinner' are on the tip of my tongue, but they  don't taste right. They have the tang of a bitter lie, only slightly  seasoned to hide what's beneath. It wasn't dinner I wanted to look nice  for.

It was him.

I don't respond, but from the look on his face, it's obvious he knows the answer.

Is there anything this man doesn't know?

He steps toward me, reaching out and gently rubbing my bicep. "Well,  like I said, you look beautiful. Pity it's ruined, but I'll replace it."

"You don't have to do that," I say. "I don't even know where she got it,  or how long she's had it …  or if she even remembers she owns it,  honestly."

He struts past, not acknowledging my rebuttal, as he heads for the door.  "Come on, I'll take you home now. I'm due in the city soon."

He walks out, leaving me standing there. I slip on my boots, glancing  around to make sure I haven't forgotten anything, before heading after  him. He already has his keys, the front door hanging wide open with him  standing there, waiting.