I opened one eye.
“You’re not sorry.”
“Not at all.” His gaze centered on my lace panties. “These we’ll save.” He tugged them down and off.
“There’s something you forgot.”
He sat on his knees. “Have I? Pray tell what would that be?”
“You haven’t kissed me yet.”
His mouth curled up into smirk. “Impatient?”
“Just stating a fact. Pirate books have a lot of kissing.”
“Do they?” He supported his weight on his hands in a plank over me, but far enough above, even stretching my neck I couldn’t kiss him.
I nodded. “And pillaging.”
“Mmm.” He skimmed his nose along my jaw, the scruff on his cheek scraping after it. “Pillaging is my favorite part.”
“Will there be pillaging now?”
“Maybe,” he whispered, and nipped my earlobe.
“Soon?”
A low chuckle rumbled his chest. “I’m having too much fun torturing my prisoner.”
I sighed when he lowered his pelvis briefly to mine, only to groan when he pushed off the bed and stood up.
“Where are you going?” I asked.
“To find a gag. You talk too much for a spy.”
My mouth dropped open, but quickly I shut it.
Smiling, he shook his head and undid his fly. “I have other plans for your mouth.”
My expansive pirate vocabulary for scabbards and timbers danced through my mind while he stripped. Maybe it was the eyeliner, or the candlelight, but he’d never been more handsome. How did this man end up in my life, and how did I end up in his bed?
I didn’t have time to dwell when he knelt above me, straddling my chest. With my hands bound, I had only my mouth to pleasure him. I looked up at him, trusting him.
“Now what were you saying about my mouth?” I batted my lashes and licked my lips, then extended my tongue to lick him.
He groaned and leaned down to kiss me deeply, bracing himself against the headboard. Our current position allowed him complete control of the pace and depth. Normally, I hated giving up control of any kind. Yet I trusted him. He wouldn’t hurt me.
If anyone would do the hurting, it would be me.
“I love your mouth.” He groaned in pleasure. Sliding away from my lips, he reached into the nightstand drawer for a foil packet. A tug on both knots released my arms. With a kiss to each wrist, he made sure I was okay. While he rubbed my skin, he kissed me deeply. Our kiss was sloppy, wet, and perfect. I tangled my hands into his hair and pulled him closer to me, using the momentum to roll us over. My hips lined up with his and my thighs straddled him.
“The thing you should know about my pirates.” I held his hands down on the mattress. “The captain is a woman. She’s the one in charge and giving orders.” I rolled my hips, feeling his erection glide against my slickness.
Kai smiled. “Why doesn’t that surprise me?” He thrust against me, the tip of him rubbing my clitoris.
I released his hands and lifted up, guiding him into me.
“It shouldn’t.” I rocked above him.
His hands came up to my breasts, supporting them while rubbing his thumbs over my nipples.
Closing my eyes, I let myself find my rhythm that would bring me to the edge. I guided one of his hands to where we joined. He pressed a finger against my clit, knowing what I needed.
I slowed and found the angle where he hit my g-spot with each thrust. Hovering in the place between pleasure and orgasm, I opened my eyes, finding his gaze locked on my face. The passion in his eyes pushed me over the edge. With each wave of bliss, I fell for the beautiful, disheveled man beneath me again and again.
Kai grabbed my hips, continuing our rhythm. “Can you go for another?” He reached between us, seeking to extend my gratification.
I could have another. Double Dutch became my new favorite thing.
THE HEADLIGHTS OF the Rover created a narrow path of light along the evening road while we drove in silence. Outside of Accra, few lights brightened the dark night. Even little towns like Somanya settled into almost complete darkness at night, lit only with the occasional bright bulb in a chop bar or roadside business. I leaned against the doorframe and looked up at the stars, letting my hair whip around my face with the warm air while we drove to Accra from a week spent along the Volta River, feeling a million miles from the pollution and noise of the capital. Conversations and events from the weekend clogged my thoughts.
While Kai met with Chinese managers of a local textile factory further north near the dam, I sat in the shade by our resort’s pool next to the river and wrote. His stunt on my birthday inspired my writing again. I squirmed on my lounge chair, recalling how he bound me with my own scarves.
Across the pool a loud commotion broke out near the restaurant. Raised voices in English carried over to the pool area. I shaded my eyes with my hand. A large, white man, his face red with anger, stood with a piece of paper clenched in his hand, shouting at the waiter, Simon.
“You stupid, ignorant boy,” the American raged at the waiter, who was decades past being a boy.
The waiter wasn’t yelling or even raising his voice when he responded.
Whatever had been spoken further inflamed the screaming American. He stepped closer and jammed his finger into Simon’s chest. Expletives and spit spewed from the older man’s mouth.
What could be so terrible he’d react that way?
I stood and adjusted my caftan, intending to interrupt the verbal barrage.
“No, miss. Do not go over there,” Afua, one of the managers, cautioned me. “That man is nasty and will say terrible things to you, too.”
My American woman sensibilities told me to jump in and stop what I was witnessing. Afua, as a Ghanaian, on the other hand, let men be men, fighting their own battles. I gaped at both the ugly man and Afua, my gaze bounced between them as if watching a tennis match.
“But … he shouldn’t speak to Simon, or anyone, that way.”
“Yes, miss. He is a bad man, but he has nothing to do with us. There is nothing we can do.”
I pushed my sunglasses up into my hair. “Nothing?”
She frowned and continued, “No. He will leave and be the same elsewhere. Maybe in his country this is normal.”
I studied her face, not understanding how or why she could remain disengaged. The shouting ended with the man throwing cedis on the table and floor, then stomping away. When he passed the pool, he made eye contact with me. “No one in this damn country has a brain. It was better when Europeans ran this Godforsaken continent, then things got done and you didn’t have to deal with the natives.”
I blinked, stunned he’d addressed me as if I’d agree and support him. I opened my mouth to speak, but Afua cut me off with a hand on my arm. She frowned again and subtly shook her head to stop me. Out of respect, I didn’t speak my mind to him. In the end, she was right. He’d be an asshole no matter what I said. I turned away, not acknowledging his words with a response.
When I told Kai the story later at dinner, he listened with a sad expression, letting me vent on and on about the rude American.
“I’m sorry you’re upset.” He rubbed his thumb across the back of my hand where it sat on the table between us.
“Upset? Try infuriated.”
“Why?”
“Because he was horribly insulting to Simon and Afua.”
“Do you think he’s the first foreigner to say those things to them?”
“No,” I said, defeated. “I wanted to slap him.”
He grinned at me. “I would’ve enjoyed witnessing that. I’m sure you can hold your own in brawls and bar fights.”
“And with ugly Obruni.”
“Ah, yes. Obruni can be an insult, as well as a general name for foreigners.”
“I figured.” I scrunched my mouth to the side.
He sighed. “Today was an ugly day all around. I hit a wall at the factory—the Great Wall of China. The Chinese completely shut down talks with our group. Very frustrating.” His fist slammed down on the table, jostling the flatware and glasses.
I’d never seen Kai frustrated or angry.
“I’m tired of people exploiting others.”
“Do you think I’m an ugly Obruni?”
“I think you’re beautiful.” He stilled. “Why would you ask?”
“I’ve been here for months, but haven’t given back or volunteered with orphans or AIDs patients, or even made a donation. Aren’t those expected? All I’ve done is eat and shop, and be a tourist.”
Kai sat back in his chair and contemplated me. “Are you feeling guilty?”
“I wasn’t. But after witnessing and overhearing that asshole today, I’ve spent the afternoon wondering if I should be doing more.”
“More of what?”
“More ‘good work’. Helping people, like the missionaries.”
“Missionary work? You?” He smirked. “Saving souls?”
I gave him a sidelong glance. “Given I can’t save even myself, no.”
“It’s an easy hole to be sucked into, deciding everyone here needs to be saved. From what, it depends. Save their souls, save their lives, save their forests, monkeys, rivers … you get the point.”
“You forgot the children.”
“Ah, yes. Save them most of all.”
“Building schools is a noble thing. I could do that.”